Agustus 31, 2011

Mama



Wajahmu selalu tersenyum
Meskipun terkadang kamu terluka
Air mata selalu mengalir
Ketika melihat duka pada anakmu


Mama......
Kamu selalu ada dikala duka
Mama....
Kamu tidak pernah lelah


Nasehatmu selalu terdengar
Meskipun kami lelah mendengar
Namun kamu pantang menyerah
Suaramu bisa lembut, bisa keras


Semuanya merupakan wujud
Dari kasih sayangmu...
Mama........
Kasihmu tak pernah berkurang


Meskipun kadang kamu terluka
Namun kamu tetap peduli
Tak sekalipun memalingkan wajah
Duka dan suka selalu menemanimu


Tapi wajahmu selalu tegar
Kerutan pun kian bertambah
Dikala mengetahui duka anakmu
Tanda wujud kasih sayangmu



Tanjungpinang, 1 september 2011
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Happy B'day Mom


Tidak terasa bulan September pun datang. Waktu terus berjalan tanpa bisa dihentikan. Setelah Juli, Agustus dan kini pun berganti September.


Tepat tanggal 1 September adalah hari lahir mama tercinta. Tiada kemeriahan menyambut hari kelahiran mu Ma. Namun yang pasti, usia mu pun kini bertambah.


Terlihat banyak kerutan di wajahmu yang menandakan usia kian bertambah. Namun sinar matanya masih tetap cerah. Walaupun terkadang redup dalam menghadapi beban kehidupan.


Selalu menuntut anaknya agar segera menikah. Karena pada saat ke Balikpapan, seluruh kawannya menanyakan sudah punya cucu? Sudah menikah anak-anaknya? Membuatnya bersedih. Karena anak-anaknya masih menikmatin hidup sebagai single (˘_˘٥)


Ma, tidak usah kuatir. Tidak perlu mendengar kata orang. Selama anakmu bahagia, pastinya tidak akan membuat dirimu bersedih


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Agustus 30, 2011

Chocolate, emm yummy



I want to ask who doesn't like chocolate? Ofcourse you can't find someone hate chocolate. Many people younger and adult love chocolate.

I do, I love chocolate because the food so yummy and very deligious. But sometimes I'm also affraid if I eat chocolate will make me fat (˘_˘٥)


In fact, it was found that the effect of chocolate consumption is good for your body - but not cheap chocolate. Luxury chocolate made of 60% or more cocoa solids which contain nutrients and vitamins, and have large amounts of magnesium are beneficial for the cardiovascular system and hypertension.


Why we love to eat chocolate? Because chocolate also good for the health.


1. As an anti-oksidan
2. Supporting health systems kardiovaskular
3. lowers blood pressure
4 pressure lowering. Maintain oral health (Eating dark chocolate and cocoa products can actually help reduce dental cavities, prevent gum disease, and even reduce
5. Maintain mental alertness and an anti-depressant


So if you want to eat chocolate, just choose dark chocolate. But choose low sugar :)

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Finally I'm Finish Part 3



Actually I want to write my project soon! But I must wait it until the time to write it. I has already research to get answer from the correspondent.


I got a lot of answer from my questions. The answer questions will be making the next questions. Thanks to my correspondents for help me to get your opinion about that.


Beban Hidup



Apakah hidup itu? Apakah terlahir di dunia ini, kita tidak membawa beban kehidupan. Apakah hidup itu menyenangkan? Menggembirakan?


Kenapa beban hidup dari waktu ke waktu semakin berat. Aku tidak berdaya dalam menghadapinya. Apakah lingkaran jalan kehidupan selalu sama?


Terlahir, menjadi bayi, belajar tengkurap, merangkak lalu belajar berjalan. Setelah itu, setelah menjadi anak-anak, pra remaja, remaja dan dewasa.


Setelah menjadi dewasa, apakah beban hidup akan semakin ringan? Ternyata tidak demikian. Terasa, aku terasa sekali. Aku harus mencari pekerjaan, setelah mendapatkan pekerjaan.



Apalagi yang dituntut didalam kehidupanku? Beban hidup tak kan pernah hilang. Mulailah kembali harus berpacaran, meningkat kejenjang serius, pernikahan.


Apakah perputaran lingkaran kehidupan harus seperti ini? Apakah ini hidup? Apakah ini tradisi yang harus dilaksanakan?


Kenapa di dalam pemikiranku, saat ini, pernikahan adalah suatu beban. Padahal berbondong-bondong orang berlomba menikah. Bahkan ada yang menyiapkan rencana pernikahan 11.11.11 emm tanggal, bulan dan tahun yang cantik bukan?


Apakah pernikahan itu beban hidup? Beban yang semua orang cepat atau lambat akan menjalaninya? Kenapa? Berikan lah aku alasan yang jelas. Biar aku mengerti bahwa pernikan itu bukanlah hal yang menakutkan. Bukan beban kehidupan.


Beritahu aku? Karena sesungguhnya aku takut, menjalani kehidupan seperti itu? Apakah aku akan bahagia setelah menikah? Apakah menikah agar bisa memiliki keturunan atau agar tidak berzinah?


Jangankan berpikiran berzinah, untuk memikirkan melakukan hubungan badan, dengan pacar aja, aku memikirkan seribu kali dan jawabnya adalah tidak pernah!


Apa tujuan pernikahan itu sebenarnya? Beritahu aku? Jangan sampai aku salah memilih? Dan pada akhirnya aku sesali seumur hidupku?




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Bingung



Berbagai pikiran datang dan pergi di dalam benakku. Apakah memang dia adalah lekaki yang tepat untukku?


Tiba-tiba dia menelepon dan menyatakan ingin segera menikah denganku. Dia bilang ingin secepatnya menikah denganku, karena tidak ingin hidup sendirian lagi.


Apakah aku mencintainya? Apakah itu cinta? Cinta itu seperti apa? Apakah dengan kata-kata atau dengan bukti? Tapi aku jadi takut dengan pemikiranku sendiri?


Cinta itu apa? Apakah aku sudah siap melepas status single dan menjadi istri orang? Entahlah aku sendiri juga bingung.

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Selamat Idul Fitri



Kami mengucapkan selamat Idul fitri kepada para pengunjung hal-wanita dan diary citra.


Semoga di hari yang indah ini, membawa damai bagi kita semua. Selamat berkumpul bersama keluarga dan saling bersilahturahmi.


Mohon maaf, lahir dan batin.

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Agustus 29, 2011

I want to Fly



Emmm hidup ini penuh dengan aturan yang mengikat maupun tidak. Namun kadang kala aku ingin merasakan kebebasan.


Benar-benar bebas, tanpa beban! Tanpa jadi bahan pembicaraan orang, tanpa menjadi perhatian orang.


Hidup bersosialisasi ini, terkadang terasa tidak nyaman. Karena semuanya menjadi sorotan. Ingin rasanya aku terbang, bebas tanpa semua pandangan dan pertanyaan yang menjemukan.


Benar-benar bebas, tidak ada pertanyaan kapan menikah? Kapan dapat kerjaan baru? Masa ngajar anak-anak begitu, mana ada duitnya.


capek mendengar dan menjawab. Kapan aku benar-benar bisa bebas? Namun tetap sesuai aturan tanpa beban.


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Agustus 28, 2011

Long Hair








Time to cut long hair but I don't know what's a good style now.



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Hurt



So pain
So sick
So uncomfortable
So tears
So dark
When you felt hurt
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Agustus 27, 2011

Aaaarrrgggg



I'm so tired... I want to shout Aaaarrrgggg so tired. I'm tired, I don't wanna be connected with everything this time. So hurt :(


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Agustus 26, 2011

Blessed Sabbath



Tik tok tik tok emmm time go to fast. Now is friday and this time is 6 pm, for me now, its early sabbath.


Just remind me, how's important to bless sabbath.


✔ Remember to keep sabbath holy (Exodus 20:8)

✔ He said to them, "The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. (Mark 2:27)



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☹☹☹ Sorrow ☹☹☹



What's the words who people hate? That's sorrow, pain, sadness, lonely, hurt, and many many words.

☹☹☹. ☹☹☹. ☹☹ ☹☹☹

Emmmm sometimes I think, why in the world have to have that's word. Because nobody want to be sad, pain, hurt and lonely.


Being human, sometimes we need to feel like that. Its sign we are human not robot. We can feel like that so we need friend, we need God.


The holy Bible said : " Therefore remove sorrow from your heart, and put away evil from your flesh; for youth and the dawn of life are vanity." (Ess 10:11)


In this time, I felt like that, so sorrow, pain, sad and lonly because I had problem in my life. I'm just doing nothing, just feel so sorry with my life.


I'm crying and crying. I'm feeling hopeless. So deep hurt without know what happend with my feeling. So sensitive. Yes, I'm human, sometimes I'm weak, sometimes I'm strong. Is that normal?


Yes its normal but why I hate when I'm so weak, so nothing, so hopeless. I don't have power to make my life better. I just hope, I just wish, God will be help me. Because I know, God never leave me. I just wait until the time God show me the truth.



When I felt so weak, so pain, my friend called me but I ignored it. Because I was shy if I pick my friend call. I didn't want someone, friend, best friend know my felt so hopeless without know what happend with myself.


Now, I have power to settle my life again. I was praying to God. I need power to feel happy, freedom with the sorrow words. And I find the way to out from sorrow.


Because I know, God never leave me alone. God always hear my pray, give me power to be happy and needed.


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Learn Cook



Emmm today I'm learning cooking spinach. I must cut the spinach, emm a little tired then wash it until clean.


As you know, Spinach is known to contain lots of protein, fat, carbohydrate, substances iron, potassium, calcium, amarantin, routine, purine, chlorophyll, fithohormon, as well as vitamins A, B, and C.


With abortion, the Spinach believed to help improve kidney function and digestion, overcoming low blood pressure, anemia, strengthens hair roots, purify the blood after birth, and prevent bone loss.


Emmmm so simple and a lot of nutrient. How to cook spinach is just use salt, onion and water. Horrey, finally I'm cooking spinach, do you want to try it with corn.


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Finally I'm Finish Part 2



I also got some letters from cheater with a good words and also something like they need help. Maybe some of user internet boring with the spam or scammer, me too.

Almost two weeks, a lot of spammer in my email. Like this one
NI PENTING TOLONG DILIHAT.

Salam Kenal. 
 Harap balas ke email pribadi saya..  rosdiana50@hotmail.com  

Kepedihan


Kepedihan menusuk hati
Bagaikan pisau menancap di hati
Perih dan tak kuasa menahannya
Hanya ada rasa sakit


Kepedihan mematahkan semangat
Aku jadi lemah dan tak berdaya
Aku hanya bisa merasakan sakit
Air mata mengalir dengan sendirinya


Tak kuasa, aku membendungnya
Terasa hangat dan asin
Setiap tetesnya kurasakan dikulitku
Membuat suasana semakin kelabu


Sedih itu bagaikan gelap
Gelap yang tergelap, pekat
Yang ada hanyalah sepotong luka
Ditemanin air mata

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Lelah



Terkadang dalam menjalani kehidupan ini. Ada rasa lelah. Lelah menghadapi semuanya yang ada. Baik permasalahan kecil maupun permasalahan besar.


Kenapa terkadang jiwa itu rapuh, merasa kepedihan. Walaupun terkadang disatu sisi sudah tidak memperdulikan tanggapan orang.


Namun hidup dilingkungan, terdengar juga seru-seruan yang tak menyenangkan. Lelah, lelah dengan semuanya.


Ingin pura-pura tak mendengar, tak melihat dan tak peduli. Lain dikata dan lain dihati pula. Hidup ini bagaikan panggung sandiwara, kita adalah pelaku, sutradara dan juga produser maupun penulisnya.


Lelah dan lelah, semuanya semu, semuanya nyata. Semuanya adalah tiada.

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Agustus 25, 2011

Finally I'm finish Part 1



Can I be happy? Because in a few weeks I try to research the male perspective about love, sex and marriage.


Emmm many many answer and reject and also I got a rude words from the correspondents. But most of them be polite and we are making friends too.

So Fat



Emmm being woman always make trouble with weight of body hehe. Altought I has already diet to make lost some kilogram fat in my body.


I'm still thinking, I'm fat, so fat. Altought some dresses, jeans I can't wear in a few months, now I can wear it again. But I'm still think I'm so fat.


I want my body back when I was still in college, so small and slim. Not like this, I have big cheek, big bell.... Uh I hate to look my body in mirror. So fat in belly, neck and also cheek.

Agustus 23, 2011

Man


"Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad." ~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Awal dan Akhir


Renungan pagi hari ini mengisahkan mengenai Yohanes yang dibuang di pulau berbatu dan tak berpenghuni. Tentunya saat terasing di pulau Patmos, Yesus Kristus datang menghampirinya dalam penglihatannya.


Yesus datang berbentuk cahaya sinar matahari yang berwarna merah terang menyala. Dikala kita merasa sendirian, Yesus hadir diantara kita, seperti di dalam FirmanNya, "Jangan takut! Aku adalah Yang Awal dan Yang Akhir" (wahyu 1:7)


Kesendirian, terisolir terkadang malah membuat kita semakin dekat dengan sang pencipta. Rasakan kehadirannya melalui ciptaannya dan berucap syukur atasNya. Karena Tuhan hadir dan selalu memperhatikan kita senantiasa.




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Agustus 22, 2011

Cinta, Uang atau Agama?


Emm beberapa waktu lalu, aku berbincang-bincang dengan teman-temanku. Apalagi kalau bukan soal cinta, uang, pernikahan atau agama?


Memang pembahasan ini dikalangan kami (para perempuan) kadang tidak ada habis-habisnya. Kali ini yang paling hangat membahas mengenai cinta, uang atau agama.


Ada banyak pengalaman dari seorang kawan dalam menghadapi tiga pilihan yang sulit di dalam hidup ini yakni uang atau cinta atau agama?


Maunya sih memilih ketiganya, tapi jika diharuskan memilih manakah yang pertama akan dipilih? Berdasarkan pengalaman kawanku. Sebut saja, Barbara, dia memiliki pacar seorang pria Canada, bekerja sebagai intepreter. Sayangnya meskinpun beragama Kristen, hanya sekedar agama.


Temanku bercerita bahwa pacarnya ini tidak mau ke gereja tapi bersedia mengantar ke gereja dan menjemputnya. Awalnya tidak ada masalah, bahkan mau menikah dan mengurus semua dokumen resmi. Namun pikirkannya berubah.


Apakah mengejar cinta, uang atau agama. Lalu, dia memutuskan agama yang paling penting. Sekarang dia berpacaran dengan pria yang seagama dan segala keperluan mereka digenapi.


Lalu temanku bertanya padaku, apakah yang paling penting dalam hidupku? Disaat kondisiku lagi terpuruk, apakah aku mengejar seseorang yang mengajakku menikah, namun meskipun dia juga kristen tapi prinsip agama kami berbeda?


Apakah saat ini aku mengejar harta? Namun jika aku mengejar harta. Pastinya aku sudah berlebihan dan tidak menunggu untuk meningkatkan karir dan bekerja pada hari sabtu. Aku tidak demikian. Namun aku yakin, semuanya akan indah pada waktunya

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Agustus 21, 2011

Part of Simpul Terujung Novel



Kami berdiam, mata kami hanya menelusuri parkiran yang sudah mulai ramai. ''Lagipula,'' lanjutku, ''Aku merasa tidak enak dengan Raymond. Aku menolak tawarannya. Bagaimana aku bisa bekerja dengan nyaman.''


''Iya juga seh,'' sahut Fanny bingung, ''Terserahlah, semua keputusan ada ditanganmu.''


Kembali Fanny memandangku, ''Sebagai sahabat, teman,'' sahut Fanny sambil menggenggam jemariku, erat, ''Apapun yang kamu pikirkan dan lakukan. Aku akan mendukungmu, wanita super,'' ujar Fanny sambil memelukku lagi.



Semenit kemudian dia pun pergi meninggalkan ruanganku. ''Back to work,'' katanya sambil tertawa. Aku pun mengangguk, kepergian Fanny membuatku berpikir, inikah keputusan yang tepat untukku.


***


''Jack, kenapa kamu memperlakukan aku seperti ini,'' keluh Audrey, ''Aku kan juga manusia.''


''Memangnya, kamu maunya aku bagaimana?'' tanya Jack ketus.


''Dibulan madu kita saja kamu malah asyik bekerja dan tidak memperhatikan aku,'' ujar Audrey mengingatkan, ''Percuma, kita pergi ke Bali selama seminggu, kalau aku hanya berdiam diri di hotel.''


''Itu urusanmu,'' ujar Jack membela diri, ''Kenapa kamu tidak jalan-jalan dan belanja.''


Jack bangkit berdiri dari tempat duduknya, ''Apa perlu kujelaskan lagi Dri,'' sahut Jack masih dengan nada marah, ''Pernikahan kita ini hanya sandiwara sampai anakmu lahir, tidak mengertikah kamu!''


Mendengar perkataan Jack, Audrey marah. ''Ingat ya, ini bukan anakku seorang,'' bentak Audrey, ''Ini juga anakmu. Harus berapa kali aku bilang.''

''Whatever.''


''Ya, terserah,'' jerit Audrey, ''Kamu memang lelaki lemah dan parah. Tidak bertanggungjawab atas perbuatannya. Ok, kamu memang menikahiku.''


''Lalu, mau mu apa,'' ujar Jack sinis. ''Jangan terlalu berharap lebih Audrey, karena kamu tidak akan mendapatkan apapun.''


''Wajar, aku kan istrimu,'' ujar Audrey kembali mengingatkan, ''Biar bagaimanapun, aku adalah istrimu yang sah baik secara hukum dan agama.''


Saat Jack mendengar perkataan Audrey dia pergi meninggalkan Audrey yang sedang duduk di ruang tamu seorang diri. ''Jangan pergi Jack, kalau aku lagi bicara!,'' kata Audrey setengah berteriak, ''Jack… Jack mau kemana kamu.''


''Terserah aku,'' kata Jack sambil membanting pintu depan. ''Lagipula, aku sudah memberikan yang setimpal atas hubungan kita sebelum kita menikah.''
''Ya Tuhan kenapa jadi begini,'' jerit Audrey lebih pada dirinya.


***

Dua bulan lalu, Audrey tidak sengaja bertemu Jack di rumah sakit, saat Ellen dirawat. Pada saat itu, Audrey meminta tolong diantar pulang ke rumah.


Namun, karena jalan sedikit macet dan gerah. Jack mengajak ke café terdekat. Di sana mereka minum-minum --minum yang mengandung alkohol--
Keadaan jadi tidak terkendali, Jack yang merasa tidak nyaman mengantar Audrey pulang dalam keadaan mabuk.


Mengajaknya ke apartemennya. Sampai di apartemen Jack, Jack yang pertama tidak bisa menahan godaan untuk tidak menyentuh tubuh Audrey.


Saat itu, Audrey memakai rok span pendek dan blus tangtop.


Pemandangan itu, membuat iman Jack tidak kuat. Apalagi, saat dia menuntun Audrey yang sudah mabuk masuk ke dalam kamarnya. Disitulah terjadi hubungan terlarang.


Begitu terbangun dari tidurnya dan tersadar pada kenyataan, Audrey merasa terkejut melihat tubuhnya sudah tidak memakai pakaian selembarpun. Disampingnya sendiri, Jack tertidur nyenyak, sama seperti dirinya tanpa menggunakan pakaian.


''Apa yang terjadi?,'' tanya Audrey dengan kepala yang masih pusing.


Jack yang mengetahui Audrey sudah terbangun, berusaha duduk, ''Apa kamu tidak ingat,'' katanya, ''Kita melakukannya atas dasar suka sama suka. Seperti yang pernah kamu lakukan pada pria lain.''


Jack berusaha mengambil selimut sebelum berujar, ''Kamu sudah tidak perawan bukan?''


''Apa maksudmu bicara demikian,'' ujar Audrey menuntut Jack menarik perkataannya. Masih dalam keadaan marah, Audrey berujar, ''Aku tidak pernah berhubungan dalam keadaan mabuk.''


''Masa? Kamu tidak ingat.''


''Dasar bodoh mana bisa aku ingat,'' kata Audrey dengan suara melengking, ''Kamu laki-laki yang tidak gentleman mengambil kesempatan disaat aku mabuk,'' Audrey menambahkan dengan nada marah.


Jack berusaha bangun dan menghampiri Audrey yang masih duduk dengan menggunakan selimut untuk menutupi tubuhnya yang tidak menggenakan sehelai bajupun. ''Tenang dulu lah,'' pinta Jack, ''Pasti ada jalan keluar.''

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Not My Fault

by: Citra Pandiangan

I was alone with my world, I slumped in my bitter memories.
How could I not, I was born from the womn of a prostitute and I had to become a prostitute as well. What a way there is no option for me.


World hostile to me, though I was innocent. From small, I've
raised in an environment that I do not understand. Until my age to
15 years. New I know, what abject humiliation of people who denounced and cursed me.
When I came to the environment.


I'm not accepted in society, I was rejected even though still in my mother's womb. I have no reason to curse my mother, who became a prostitute. I can not be cursed and blasphemed? God?. Because, I do not knew him. In fact, He does not know me too. Hence, perhaps, he let me be like the mother's body to maintain me. I sell mylife.


Initially, I was confused and disgusted with what I do. In fact, before I actually follow the path of my mother. I had refused several men johns want? taste? my body.


I'm not a display of goods or goods that can be held arbitrarily and mocked at will. Until you guys, hey, the johns. Satisfied for
treat my body, at will you. However, what's in myself, I was a child of the street prostitute and will be like that. Because, no one cares and attention me.


What was I doing wrong or not. Because, they've convicted me,
so I was born and raised. Was this fair? It's not my will, this is not wrong me. I should blame you! Why not bring me out of the dark valley, before I plunged into it.
You just watch and insulting me, without knowing what happened and I do not understand or pretended not to understand? I was confused with what I say.
How, I can tell you.


(To be continued)
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Draft Cyber Crime of Love

My eyes stared at the pile of work on the table. Hours are shown at 06.00 PM. I have forced another overtime finish the work piling up on the table. I can not say no when friends ask for my assistance office. Finally, the job itself is still displaced.


Difficult to younger woman in the office of the majority so some office friends ask to help their jobs without think my jobs, like the bossy. I felt tired already since this afternoon. However, the job itself is still neglected. Though there are many files that I must accomplish. Just for fun, I'm trying to find something that is not important on the internet.

Cyber Crime of Love

Rencana tulisanku yang ketiga, sayang banyak halaman yang hilang. Cuplikan dikit mengenai tulisanku yang ketiga

♧♧♧♧

Mataku menatap pada setumpuk pekerjaan di atas meja. Jam sudah menunjukan pukul 06.00 PM.
Terpaksa aku harus lembur lagi menyelesaikan pekerjaan yang menumpuk di meja. Aku tidak bisa berkata tidak, saat teman-teman kantor meminta bantuanku. Akhirnya, pekerjaanku sendiri masih terlantar. Susah menjadi anak yang lebih muda di kantor yang mayoritas suka memerintah seenaknya.

Agustus 20, 2011

Treated Again ☺☺

Horrey...... This saturday, we got treated again. In this time from mrs situmorang for celebrate the new car....


Emmmm just a few members of church get the free food because stay more longer from the other members of church.


So, emmm we eat noodle vegetarian and some children choose fried rice and fried noodle too with meat and egg. The vegatarian food without egg and meat.


In this time, we are still waiting it. The order delievery
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Love ♡♡

Everyone knows love, but some few person just love their friend and hate their enemy. But if someone knows love, they wouldn't hurt someone. Like in Rome 13:10 Love doesn't harm a neighbor. Love therefore is the fulfillment of the law.


The other words in bible said "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear has punishment. He who fears is not made perfect in love" (1 joh 4:18)


If we have love, we will be good heart and never remember someone who make mistake, hurt. We will feel unpain, pleasure and great. Because we have love, and one man who died for us because of our sin.


For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation to all men, (titus 2:11)


So, that way in the bible said if someone hurt you just say I'm forgive you. That's show we love God and be a good in the name of God.


Sometimes doing that so difficult, we also have feel to be hurt, be hate but just remember God give his soul to make us safety. ( Filipi 2:1 If there is therefore any exhortation in Christ, if any consolation of love, if any fellowship of the Spirit, if any tender mercies and compassion, )


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Agustus 19, 2011

Happy Sabbath

Yes its friday night, its mean sabbath in Christian Seven Day Adventist. I was going to church with my family. Every friday night, we spend our time to going to church.


Why I must pray on saturday?


It should be a sabbath of solemn rest, to you, and ye shall afflict your souls. That is a statute for ever. (Imamat)


keep the weekly Sabbath holy, Adventists abstain from secular work on Saturday. They will also usually refrain from purely secular forms of recreation, such as competitive sport and watching non-religious programs on television. However, nature walks, family-oriented activities, charitable work and other activities that are compassionate in nature are encouraged.


Much of Friday might be spent in preparation for the Sabbath; for example, preparing meals and tidying homes. Some Adventists gather for Friday evening worship to welcome in the Sabbath, a practice often known as Vespers.


In morning saturday spend time in church. Saturday afternoon activities vary widely depending on the cultural, ethnic and social background. In some churches, members and visitors will participate in a fellowship (or "potluck") lunch.


To be continue
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☐Boring



What are you doing when you feel boring in your life? You don't have idea to do something and time is like so slowly.....


☐ Shopping
☐ Travelling
☐ Cooking
☑ Writting
☑ Reading
☐ etc



If I am feeling boring and doing nothing. I ♥ to reading book, I have collection books, not to much I guess. But sometimes I love to read it again.


Some of books I got from my friends. He or she sent it to me because they know I love to read books.



As I remember, (I don't remember all of friend give me books), the first my friend from Yogyakarta sent me book and dictionary because my dictionary lost (my friend borrow without return it), then from Victor, friend from Chines but he's India, I guess ( I forgot) because its a long long time ago, he bought two novels, with the title Love is never ending and the man who risked his partner.


After that Mr agus, he gave me a few books, Heartbeaker, rumah di tepi kanal etc. Then, mrs Raja Khairani who gave me a Breaking Down. The other one, Mr Harry who sent me the book Eleven Minutes and so on my friends.



The last, my friend gave me money and I bought some book, there are Nobody boys, kupu-kupu malam and Marvelous.






The book which I love to read many times is Eleven Minutes, Chicken Soup, Barbara Cartland, Vincent Pearl, You can if You think you can. I remember when the first time I read that book when I was 19 years ago and Miss Ulfa borrow it to me but its english version. Because she bought in Singapore.


I love to read books because it make me know the other world, the other experiences from the character in the figures and also open my window to know the world.



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Agustus 18, 2011

Cosmetic and Parfume



Two months ago, my best friend sent me cometic and also parfumes. That was very nice, when someone gave you something for show how care his/her in the relationship as friend.



I remember one of my friend (woman) was angry with her lover, because he didn't sent anything gift or card in her birthday.


Maybe, its look simple or nothing. But sometimes you must show how you care with your lover or your friends. No need the expensive gift, just flower or card or when he or she is sick, sent flower, fruit or if you are far just sent card or something.


Maybe its just simple way and sometimes you are lazy to go out to looking for good things. But its importan to show how care you are.


Some woman sometimes need action no words. Emmmm I was lucky have best friend like him, so care and understand. Different with my ex boyfriend who always busy and never care about the small stuff.


I wish God bless you all. Yes, relationship, frienship is importan in alive but show it not just words but do it in action. So they will be understand, how care you are with friendship and relationship.


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Toothache ☹

sudah dua hari ini, gigiku sakit kali. Mungkin ada yang berlubang kali ya? Jadi bawaannya malas aja, rasanya tidak enak banget. Kalau seperti ini jadi ingat lagu lawas, lebih baik sakit hati dari pada sakit gigi, sakit booooo


Setiap kali mau ke dentist selalu saja gagal. Habis takut hiks... Emangnya dokternya killer habis kah? Hahaha bisa ngamuk tuh Persatuan Dokter Gigi Indonesia lol.


Kenapa ya setiap ke dokter gigi selalu takut. Karena aku tahu, gigiku udah parah, sudah banyak yang berlubang dan sebagainya, sebel deh.


Andai aja sejak kecil, aku mendengarkan mama untuk tidak malas sikat gigi dan tidak terlalu banyak makan coklat. Sehingga aku tidak perlu mengalami seperti ini.


Nanti kalau punya anak tidak ada yang namanya permen atau coklat deh!!!! Kejam kali hahaha begitu lah manusia ya. Pasti kesalahan masa lalu akan diingatkan pada anak2. Macam betul aja

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Agustus 16, 2011

Life Can be Sweet

Emmmm life is up and down. Sometimes in up, sometimes in down. In this time, I guess my life is in down. I know that very well. I'm so down and I almost can't wake up and settle it. But I remember, its just life.


Sometimes is eassy and sometimes need to work hard. The feeling when I'm nothing and doing nothing. I can't do the best in mylife. Make my days so gray add in this week, in my city where I live always rain. The sky was dark. Like my life.


To diffucult to find what I want in alive, better life is like illusion. Man is like fata morgana not real (one of my friend said like that). Its difficult to find true love who care and understand you and responsible.


Yes I know even without sugar, the love can be sweet. Because I love my life and what the way I am. I just need time to find a better life, the better career and never give up for that. I have time to travell and also to do research about my new project. Until my dream will be come true.


Life is up and down. Altought like that, life is sweet because what I think about me, you and them.

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Bandrek Drink

My friend said when you felt unwell, weak but you are not sick. Bandrek is good for health. They said like that. Its sound great when you drink it when the drink still hot.


In Indonesia a lot of bandrek sell in every evening. . Some men and women love to drink healty drink that. Sometimes I drink it too, but I don't like it to much :) because I don't like white milk, seem like the cow near me lol


Actually some people make bandrek with the different way. I will try two way make bandrek.

First reciept

INGREDIENTS:
1 quart milk cair
100 gr ginger, roasted, peeled,
2 stalks lemongrass, memarkan1 / 2 teaspoon pepper grains
pandan leaves,
300 gr brown sugar
4 tea spoon salt
2 chicken eggs,

How to make it
1. Boil the liquid milk with ginger, lemongrass, pepper, pandan leaves, brown sugar, and salt and stir well. Cook until boiling.


.2. Place the chicken eggs in the container, pour the hot liquid with a little milk and mix well. Enter the boiling milk, stir well and cook until boiling again, remove from heat. Then saring.


3. Serve in a glass while hot.


Or the other reciept for it


A. Ingredients Required To Make Bandrek:
1. water = 1 liter
2. 2 pieces of pandan leaves
3. Clove = 5 grain
4. ginger (burnt and crushed) = 100 gram
5. brown sugar (fine combed) = 200 gram
6. cinnamon = 5 cm7. half a teaspoonful of salt

B. Guide How to Prepare Drinks Bandrek In Staged Namely:

1. all ingredients are combined into one kesatuan
2. boiled until the water is boiling and remove the scent bandrek
3. then filtered with a filter lift
4. Serve in warm (perfect for when cold air)


Because the merit-based ginger warms the body, plus other natural spices that are healthy, bandrek become one of the traditional drink that can restore your stamina and help relieve symptoms such as dizziness, bloating, nausea, etc.

*for my best friend mr busy*

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Time to Recharge


Emmmmm today I must recharge my internet bill and pay the modem internet bill. The silly me, I am not use the line modem internet almost tree or four months. Cause my laptop was broken and also my PC computer was broken.


Maybe I must repair it someday, espesially my PC coz my laptop I must buy new one. I can't repair my laptop because the motherboud (I don't know how to spell it) was broken. For the repair laptop, the service ask money for 2.500.000 IDR. I just laugh.


Depend on I repair it, I should by new one and my brother can't use it. Because of him, the motherboad was broken and expensive to repair. And my PC too, my little brother (the other brother) who made it broken :(


But that's okay. They must can use it. I can repair it and buy the other new one someday as soon as possible so I can type my project soon :)



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Agustus 15, 2011

My First PMS


When I read the book "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho, about Maria who getting the first PMS. I remember my experience in long long ago, when I was teenger. I never forgot that. My first PMS.


Like Maria, when she got the first PMS. When she woke up one morning to find that she had blood on her legs and was convinced she was going to die. But I was not think I will die.



When I got it, I was sitting in six class in elementary school. I was shock when the blood come and I found it with the sick belly and then I opended my panty and look the blood in my panty and my tight.



I scared and scream in the same time. My mother heard my scream, she came to my room and ask what happend. I told her, any blood in my panty and leg. She was smilling when she hear it, I was confused. Then, I remember my aunt always ask me to buy some bandage of woman.



I was exciting, I will used it. My mother gave it one bandage to me. I didn't know how to use it. The soft bandage with the white color and the other side the pink color with the glue. I think, the pink color must be up and white in down side panty.



When I want to wear my panty with the bandage. My mom and my sister came and they laugh. They said the pink color with the glue must in down and the white color must in up panty.



I still remember my shilly question, how if I use the pink color in down panty inside will be fall. My mother explain that why the factiry of bandage put some glue there so the bandage will not fall.



I asked why girl must got blood in her leg. She just answer that show you are be younger not child anymore. Like Maria's mother. When her mother came into the room, saw the bloodstained sheets, smiled and said: 'Now you're a young woman.'



Maria wondered what the connection was between the
blood on her legs and her becoming a young woman, but her mother wasn't able to give her a satisfactory explanation: she just said that it was normal, and that, from now on, for four or five days a month, she would have to wear something like a doll's pillow between her legs.



Maria asked if men used some kind of tube to stop the blood going all over their trousers, and was told that this was something that only happened to women.



Maria complained to God, but, in the end, she got used to menstruating. She could not. Yes, just girl who became the women get menstruating not men.



If I have child, I will tell her about the PMS with a good words so my child will be understand, not just said u became a young woman. Its not sastify. The child have to know the information about it and how to procted herself to man because its very important to young woman.


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Agustus 14, 2011

Martabak ☹☹☹



I want eat martabak with taste chocolate and chees. But it will make my body fat ☹☹☹. But in this time I want to eat the martabak.


Emmm I imagine the sweet martabak in my mount. I eat the warm martabak and make it exciting inside my mount. Feel delicious sweet when I eat it slowly.


The smell of hot martabak when the seller make it in small pan, after put some flour and also taste what the buyer want it. The smell it very taste and tempt some people who walk in that place.


When the sweet martabak almost ready, the seller will put some margarine and sugar and also cheese or chocolate inside of that. After that with knife make it slices and put in box.


Emmmmm I can eat it 3 or 2 every taste of them, cheese and chocolate with nut (flavor nut). Wow its nice, but in this time I just imagine it. Make me feel more and more than to eat it.


But I must control myself because I don't want back be fat again, altouhgt I must less my weight until 4-5 kilogram again. One years two months I'm not eat rice :) and this night I just eat vegetable and one egg.


I'm still want to eat martabak because martabak just sell in evening time, but if I'm sleeping now. I will not think about sweet martabak which dance inside my mount and teeth. Make it in to my stomach



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Figures Character in My New Project


A lot of story in my mind. But I'm also confused how to make it be sentences. Sometimes, I don't have idea but sometimes many idea in my mind and I must ready to write in by word and word and then being sentence to the story.



In this time I would like to make story, until now I'm still confused make it a novel or short story and many figures and character in my mind. I don't know why I want to write about man, sex and marriage. Althought I never doing that and why the topic about that always a lot of readers to read it.



Ok one of my figures. His name is Edward. He's handsome with the athletic body. He's vegetarian. He doesn't like commitment. He's love his life, althought now his age 38 years old. A lot of women love him and want to sleep one night with him coz he has blonde hair, blue eye and sensual lips. He's working in bakery as manager.



All of his life about sex. He's thinking marriage is ilusion, its not real. Sex is a real in his life. Then Nanda. She's pretty women and sexy woman but she's not confidence with her body. She's old style. Her mother from Irland and Her father from Italy. She's working as teacher in elementary school.



She has a dream being a small family and man loves her as herself. She need man to make her dream be come true, but none of men wanna make it be true. She's not the type of men to be wife inclunding having sex. She just had one experience making sex. She needs man to make the perfect life.



Ricards is lawyer. His career is good. He want woman to be his wife. His think he has to marry to give a woman his last name and the kidds as well. He also need woman who be his wife and good in bed. His has fantatis for the having sex. He need woman will do what his fantasties.



Laura is nice woman, sexy and very easy to find man. A lot of men fall in love with her. But she doesn't believe love. She like fun. She never think about commitmen. Her life just for fun. She's working as desainer fashion in Paris.

And some figures in my mind. I just need idea what I must do in the crazy idea to write it. Coz its imposible to public in Indonesia :p



As I remember I'm still have draft novel in my hardisk laptop. Pity of me my laptop was broken but I should thanks too because some of pages I keep in flasdisk altought I must type the sentences by sentences.



The idea about two draft novel which I'm still keep it in my flashdish about "The Cyber Crime of Love" and about "The Women who be prostitute". About the woman be prositute based on my analys when I was be journalist. A lot of women become victims of prostitution in Indonesia.



That's way I want to finish it. In my drive laptop it almost 100 pages but in flashdish still 55 or 65 so sad and pity of me. Why I like to write something about woman feeling, victims or like in reality. Because the life is cruel if we just dream, like child or youngers. We can be vicitim for the bad men or people who like be fake identity or cheaper.



Its real life, life is not easy. Life is hard who can survive, they can be the winner. But in fact so diffucult to find my book to publish cause for the market its not good to publish. A lot of publisher like novel about the glamour life, shopping and teeneger love or life.


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Eleven Minute


Aku sudah dua kali membaca buku ini, pertama pada versi bahasa inggris yang dikirimkan kawanku Heri, karena aku meminta dibelikan buku itu. Karena buku itu susah untuk didapatkan. Buku karangan Paulo Coelho :) dengan judul sebelas menit. Aku tukar dengan novel karyaku Simpul Terujung.


Sekarang aku membaca dalam versi bahasa Indonesia yang aku beli waktu di Pekanbaru dan baru sempat menuntaskannya sekarang. Buku ini mengisahkan tentang seorang wanita yang bernama Maria.


Seperti biasa, Maria adalah wanita baik-baik dan memiliki mimpi menikah dan memiliki dua anak. Hidup di rumah sederhana yang menghadap laut, memiliki anak-anak yang sukses.


Namun itu hanyalah khayalan. Hanya mimpi. Saat dia berlibur, gadis brasil yang sebelumnya pernah ke pantai. Menggunakan baju bikini dan menikmatin pantai. Ada seorang pria Swezeland dan hidupnya pun berubah dratis.


Dia dibawa ke negara penghasil coklat itu. Untuk bekerja sebagai penari samba. Namun kenyataannya berkata lain, ia terpaksa menjadi pelacur untuk mendapatkan uang. Buku ini mengisahkan mengenai bagaimana dia menjalani kehidupan sebagai pelacur.


Tubuh yang hanya dinikmatin pria hidung belang yang membayarnya mahal. Berpura-pura menikmatin. Hingga akhirnya jatuh cinta dengan pria seniman. Apakah hidup itu selalu penuh resiko, meskipun bekerja sebagai pelacur. Ya tentu saja :) profesi hina apapun pasti ada resikonya, pertentangan batin. Ketidak berdayaan dan ketidakpuasan namun terpaksa menjalankannya.


Itulah hidup Maria, aku rasa tidak ada salahnya penggemar buku menambah satu lagi koleksinya untuk Maria :) kisah pelacur dalam sebelas menit.


Sebelas menit yang dimaksud adalah sebelas menit untuk melakukan percintaan. Wow, aku tidak tahu itu !!!!!





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Wake Up with Stomach and Flu


I was so tired last night and I went to sleep so early night. I slept about 10.15 after chatting with my sister for a while. Coz she used the private I'd.


I slept well until I woke up at 3 am because my stomach so sick. I don't know what happend, I never felt like this before. So sick, like the knife in your stomach. I just keep quite and drink some water and try to sleep again.


When I wake up early at 6 am. I still felt same and I got flu too. Bad weekend in this week. I read in article, about bell pain. What causes abdominal pain?


Abdominal pain is caused by inflammation (for example, appendicitis, diverticulitis, colitis ), by stretching or distention of an organ (for example, obstruction of the intestine, blockage of a bile duct by gallstones, swelling of the liver with hepatitis), or by loss of the supply of blood to an organ (for example, ischemic colitis).


To complicate matters, however, abdominal pain also can occur without inflammation, distention or loss of blood supply. An important example of this latter type of pain is the irritable bowel syndrome (IBS). It is not clear what causes the abdominal pain in IBS, but it is believed to be due either to abnormal contractions of the intestinal muscles (for example, spasm) or abnormally sensitive nerves within the intestines that give rise to painful sensations inappropriately (visceral hyper-sensitivity).


These latter types of pain are often referred to as functional pain because no recognizable (visible) causes for the pain have been found - at least not yet.


Ok, I never felt bell pain like that before. I don't have maag and I seldom eat chilli food. But when I wake up and drink some hot water, its getting better.

Sometimes when the body felt sick, care your body and go to doctor I guess. Maybe something happend in your body :)


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Agustus 13, 2011

Dinner with Mothers


This is saturday. As usually, I spent my time in church. I started go to church at 8.25 AM. I went with all of my family.


We are christian seven day adventist. That's way, I go to church every saturday. I spent my time almost a day there. For cheremony of chuch 8.30 am until 12 pm. After that, we eat together after hear preach pastor.


We eat together, after that I must joint meeting comite with the members of comite batu 2 Tanjungpinang. The meeting need a long time. We spend for meeting for 1 pm until 5.20.


So that, I decided in this time for Youngers's activity cancel. We will be continue the next saturday. I'm so tired in this time but I feel happy. Emmmm after finish meeting, I talk with some of youngers here before pray to the day saturday night for work sunday.


Emmm I'm waiting my mom. My mom still talking with her friends (the mothers) in the church. They are laugh. Then, one of them ask to buy vegetarian food and we spend the time eat the vegetarian food.


Before the food come, some of the mothers share about their travel experience with fligh. Its so many story there. Its nice and make me laugh.


Emmmm its nice day, every saturday is nice day. Spend time with some members of church. <\span>

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Agustus 12, 2011

♁♂Man, Sex and Marriage ♁♂



Ok let's talk about man, sex and marriage. Its very interesting topic to discus. I make project to write about this topic. I wish I will make it in english not Indonesia language.



Everybody know man love sex without commitmen. They (men) always doing sex with woman or do it by himself (onani or mastrubate). Although some men can mastrubate tree times in a day. Wow, how many energy they do to mastrubate.



In my project I sent some questions about love, sex and marriage. I sent to their email like this ( I have project about men perspective on love and marriage Like this the questions What do u think about marry. What's the type girl do u like to be ur wife. Its for my project :) I wish u can help me and the last question. What do u think about sex and love )



Some correspondents reply my email and give the answer about that. Many different answer about that. The point about my questions, its about sex. Some of them doing sex for fun, just for one night stand. Wow.



(I'm happy, I live in Indonesia so I don't have to be like that. For me, virgin is very important, altought in fact I know a lot of men in Indonesia also do sex before marriage). They (men) almost ever do sex.



Like one of my friends, we can call him mr N, he works as desain grafic in Jakarta. He ever do sex many times with his girl friend. Before he is doing sex, he seduces the woman. He touch her hand after that they kiss and touch her boobs. (Ouh, beware) and then they do sex and the man make promise to marriage her.



I suges for women in Indonesia beware if you in room just both of you and him. They have many nice words to you and you will be forget about procted yourself. And after that you will be sorry and you can't roll back your time.



Ok, back to topic. Some of men believe in love but some of them don't believe in love and commitment. Like this man, his name is Roni. He said I donot like marry..i love naughty type of girl..i dont like wife,, i love gf.. sex is main part of life and i canot live without that.



And the second man said about the woman. We can call him, Christian, my wife i think smart beautiful not top model but ok.and sex is good and the best when you do it whit the person you love coz its named making love.by the way what you think about all this?



The third man, we can call him Patrick. He said hi i am good i think marry its good that whi i believe in tru love i dont care als long she is good for me and i good for her i think of love



Ok almost 60 men give me answer but just tree of them I copy paste to my blog, couse its still in writting about the subject.



If you wanna know more about that, just waiting until I'm finish my project but I make it like some short story or novel or some else.



If you men wanna help me to finish my project you can email me in citrapandiangan@gmail.com or citra29111@yahoo.com I'm very appricate for your help to give your perception about that. ‎​•̸-̶̶•-̶ ‎​​-̶̶•-̶̶•̸Ϟ•̸Thank You•̸Ϟ•̸-̶̶•-̶ ‎​​

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Jadi Wanita Itu!!!!



Jika bisa memilih aku tidak ingin menjadi wanita. Karena jadi wanita itu repot. Ada banyak hal yang harus diperhatikan jadi wanita, yang pertama masalah tiap bulan, yakni datang bulan (haid) atau PMS. ;



Bayangkan saja setiap datang PMS, perut itu seperti ditusuk-tusuk dengan pisau dengan kejamnya. Sakit dan perih. Uh, sungguh menyiksa ☹☹



Sudah begitu belum lagi urusan membawa pembalut. Apalagi di hari pertama dan kedua, sangat menyiksa. Selalu terasa was-was, takut tembus. Bayangkan saja, saat berdiri ada noda di rok. Oh nooo.....




Selain itu penyakit khusus wanita yang mengerikan lebih banyak dibanding pria. Bukan penyakit secara umum, tapi secara khusus. Untuk jenis kelamin pria hanya mengalami postrad, sedangkan wanita. Mari kita lihat.



1. Keputihan
2. Kista
3. Kanker payudara
4. Kanker rahim
(Kalo ada yang kurang, bisa diinfokan ya)



Bayangkan empat penyakit ini hanya diderita wanita. Keputihan tidak bisa disepelekan. Jika tidak diperhatikan pola makan dan juga tidak diobatin bisa terinfeksi jamur dan berbahaya bagi wanita.




Kista bisa dikarenakan hormon dan juga pada saat haid (pms), darah yang keluar tidak bersih dan masih tertinggal. Kista ini juga ada banyak jenis. Tidak enakan jadi wanita?



Selain itu kanker rahim, betapa berbahayanya kanker rahim pada wanita. Sudah itu, rahim yang diangkat menyebabkan "wanita tanpa fungsi" sebagai "wanita". Apa pria mengetahui hal itu?



Terakhir kanker payudara, ini adalah hal yang mengerikan jika dialami wanita muda. Kehilangan bagian aset kewanitaannya. Sungguh tragis. Bahkan bisa menyebabkan kematian. Banyak sekali penderitaan wanita!



Tidak hanya itu saja, wanita selalu sentimentil. Karena menggunakan perasaan. Banyak wanita yang mengalami depresi dibanding pria. Karena pria tidak pernah menggunakan perasaan sedalam wanita. Karena itu, jadi wanita itu sangat repot.



Banyak pantangan dan banyak sindiran negatif yang diterima wanita. Setidaknya, wanita adalah anugrah yang diciptakan Tuhan untuk kaum adam. Tanpa wanita, tidak ada sentuhan keindahan.



Meskipun beban menjadi wanita itu berat. Namun yang pasti menjadi wanita adalah hal yang ajaib. Karena itu kenapa banyak "pria" yang ingin menjadi wanita. Rela mengoperasikan dirinya menjadi wanita. Padahal itu menentang agama.



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Hormon saat Premenstrual Syndrome (PMS)



Dulu aku tidak pernah berpikir ternyata pada saat menjelang Premenstrual Syndrom atau PMS atau Haid, dalam bahasa Indonesianya, labino dalam tubuh wanita juga bisa meningkat.



Pasalnya selama ini yang aku rasakan, setiap menjelang masa PMS, terkadang berubah-ubah perasaan ini. Terkadang jadi super sensitif, pemarah dan ingin makan-makanan pedas, makan coklat. Tiap bulan berubah-ubah. Apa yang diinginkan, seperti orang ngidam. ;



Selain itu terkadang juga mengalami rasa sakit pada bagian perut. Bahkan juga pada bagian payudara. Tersentuh dikit aja, luar biasa sakit atau pakai bra yang terlalu ketat ada rasa tidak nyaman. Ingin pakai yang longgar atau bahkan tidak pakai sama sekali.



Aku memiliki seorang kawan, terkadang dia merasa labinonya tinggi menjelang PMS. Jika tidak disalurkan maka akan mengakibatkan sakit kepala yang luar biasa, seperti sedang mengalami tekanan darah tinggi.

Terus bagaimana jika masih perawan atau belum menikah dan menentang yang namanya "free sex". Bagaimana caranya untuk menyalurkannya?



Wanita memiliki bagian tubuh-tubuh sensitif. Nah, untuk membuatnya benar-benar merasa lega "wet", dia menyentuh bagian tubuhnya yang sensitif. Apa kamu mengenal bagian-bagian tubuhmu yang sensitif? Nah, ini kesempatanmu untuk mengenalnya.



Sentuh bagian sensitif dari tubuhmu untuk mendapatkan rangsangan. Sentuh dengan lembut bagian-bagian tubuh yang senstif. Lalu, kamu akan merasa nyaman dan persoalan mu pun terselesaikan dengan baik.



Nah, ternyata neh kata bu dokter,
Seorang wanita (yang sudah berpasangan ya) (suami-istri,red) mudah diajak bercinta pada saat PMS. Karena masa itu adalah saat yang tepat bagi wanita meluapkan hasrat seksualnya.



Biasanya, sehari sebelum masa ovaluasi, libido wanita sedang berada pada tingkat tertinggi. Inilah saat paling tepat mengajak bercinta, karena pasangan akan meraih orgasme dengan mudah. Tak hanya satu kali orgasme, tetapi bisa berkali-kali. Pada masa kesuburannya.



Menurut psikolog Seema Hingorrany di India, "Hormon memainkan peran utama bagaimana seorang wanita merasa pada waktu tertentu. Ketika seorang wanita berovulasi mungkin lebih suka pria dengan fitur yang sangat maskulin. Selama periode ini, keinginan seksual biasanya sangat tinggi."



"Sementara itu, wanita menstruasi menginginkan pria dengan lebih lembut, terlihat lebih feminin yang tampaknya baik hati dan lebih kooperatif," lanjut Seema.



Sedangkan Psikolog Shilpa Raheja menambahkan, "Hormon saat bulan ini (haid) membuat wanita merasa rentan, emosional. Karena itu, mereka ingin seseorang yang empati dan pengertian."



Nah, baru-baru ini aku pun merasa ingin "disentuh". So, aku mencoba cara yang dilakukan temanku, dan luar biasa, pada saat labino sedang berada dipuncak menjelang PMS, sangat mudah untuk merangsang tubuh dengan menyentuh bagian tubuh yang sensitif, seperti paha, perut, leher membuat seluruh bagian tubuh terasa aktif. Benar-benar sangat menyenangkan dan bisa "basah"



Ada juga beberapa yang tidak ingin melakukan apa-apa. Sehingga membuatnya sakit kepala hampir setiap saat, dikarenakan hormon yang meningkat. Pergi ke dokter dan disarankan untuk segera menikah. Ok, kedepannya akan dibahas bagaimana biar tidak berpikiran negatif. </span>

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Agustus 11, 2011

Jangan Takut Sinar Matahari


Taukah kamu bahwa sinar matahari bisa membuat kita awet muda dan baik bagi kesehatan? Koq bisa? Padahal sinar matahari memiliki radiasi yang berbahaya dan bahkan juga bisa menyebabkan kanker kulit.

Tentunya kita harus mengetahui waktu yang terbaik untuk bermain dengan matahari. Aku memiliki seorang kawan yang tinggal di Paris. Dia selalu mengeluh susahnya mendapatkan sinar matahari, padahal saat ini negaranya lagi memasuki musim summer.

Bagi negara yang memiliki empat musim tentunya sangat menghargai setiap musim. Bahkan rela berjemur dibawah matahari untuk menjadi kecoklatan.

Yuk kita lihat, apa seh manfaatnya sinar matahari yang sangat mudah didapat di Indonesia

Vitamin D

Sejumlah besar simpanan kolesterol terdapat di bawah kulit. Pada waktu berkas sinar ultraviolet disaring di kulit, ia mengubah simpanan kolesterol ini menjadi vitamin D. Menghadapkan sebagian dari tubuh ke sinar matahari selama 5 menit memberikan 400 IU (international unit) vitamin D. Kita membutuhkan 400 IU perhari menurut peraturan RDA (Recommended Dietary Allowances) di AS.

 
Sinar Matahari Mengurangi Gula Darah

Dengan mengubah kolesterol di bawah kulit menjadi vitamin D, tubuh akan memberikan peringatan kepada kolesterol yang ada dalam darah untuk keluar dari darah menuju ke kulit sehingga mengurangi kolesterol dalam darah.

 
Sinar Matahari Mengurangi Kolesterol Darah

Cahaya matahari mampu berperan sebagai insulin yang memberikan kemudahan penyerapan glukosa masuk ke dalam sel-sel tubuh. Ini merangsang tubuh untuk mengubah gula darah (glukosa) menjadi gula yang tersimpan (glikogen) yang tersimpan di hati dan otot, sehingga menurunkan gula darah.
 

Sinar Matahari Adalah Penawar Infeksi dan Pembunuh Bakteri

Matahari sanggup membunuh bakteri penyakit, virus dan jamur. Itu berguna untuk perawatan tuberkulosis (TBC), erisipelas, keracunan darah, peritonitis, pnemonia, mumps, asma saluran pernafasan. Bahkan beberapa dari virus penyebab kanker dibinasakan oleh sinar ultraviolet. Infeksi jamur, termasuk candida, bereaksi terhadap sinar matahari. Beberapa jenis bakteri di udara dibinasakan dalam 10 menit oleh sinar ultraviolet.

Seorang ilmuwan menutup setengah dari piring batu yang dipenuhi dengan bakteri – setengah lainnya disinari matahari secara langsung. Bagian piring yang tertutup tetap dipenuhi bakteri, tetapi tidak ada yang tumbuh di setengah piring yang terbakar sinar matahari. Semua bakteri telah terbunuh. Jika Anda membuka lebar tirai dan jendela rumah agar sinar matahari masuk ke ruangan, maka setelah satu jangka waktu sinar matahari ini akan membunuh bakteri yang berada di debu jendela dan lantai, sehingga membuat rumah Anda menjadi tempat yang lebih sehat untuk didiami.

 

Sinar Matahari Meningkatkan Kebugaran dan Kualitas Pernafasan

Sinar matahari bisa meningkatkan kapasitas darah untuk membawa oksigen dan menyalurkannya ke jaringan-jaringan. Ini berarti banyak oksigen tersedia untuk dibawa ke otot sewaktu Anda berolahraga. Faktor lain yang bisa membantu meningkatkan volume nafas ialah bahwa glikogen bertambah di hati dan otot setelah berjemur matahari.

 

Sinar Matahari Membantu Membentuk dan Memperbaiki Tulang

Dengan bertambahnya tingkat vitamin D dalam tubuh Anda karena paparan sinar matahari, kemampuan penyerapan kalsium akan meningkat. Ini menolong pembentukan dan perbaikan tulang dan mencegah penyakit seperti rakitis dan osteomalacia (pelembutan tulang tidak normal).

 

Sinar Matahari Meningkatkan Beberapa Jenis Kekebalan

Sinar matahari menambah sel darah putih terutama limfosit, yang digunakan untuk menyerang penyakit. Antibodi (gamma globulins) Anda akan bertambah. Sepuluh menit di.bawah sinar ultraviolet satu atau dua kali setiap minggu mengurangi potensi terserang flu antara 30 sampai 40 persen

Untuk mendapatkan sinar matahari yang baik, baiknya di pagi hari hingga jam 10. Diatas jam itu tidak baik. Nah, sapa yang mau bermandi matahari?


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Agustus 10, 2011

I Have a Dream


If I'm hear song of wesltife about 'I have a dream'

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Yes everyone has a dream, so am I. I also have a dream, to much dream I guess. I want someday I will get my own business. I choose wedding event organizer or snack cafe, just for cake and drink with small book store. Maybe it will be nice ☺

And then I want make novels and the books will be nice to read all people in the world. Some people said it imposible and I know that. But don't ever ever give up to make your dream come true.

Its diffucult to write story and get inspiration and plus, now I broke my laptop and in this time I write my idea in book -hehehe- just for while until I get a new one. And I wish my draft the third and fourt novels isn't lose and I can save it. I beg it so much :)

Yes its my dreams and what's your dream and do you want to make your dream come true if its diffucult to be a reality :)

Yes the good book tell me "You can If you Think you Can"





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Apa Cinta Itu?


Apa cinta itu? Apakah cinta itu menyakitkan? Apakah cinta itu hanya berisi kepedihan dan kesengsaraan? Jika cinta itu membuatku menangis, menderita. Lebih baik. Aku tidak mengenal apa itu cinta!!!!

Apakah cinta itu bagian dari saling membutuhkan? Bagian dari ingin dijadikan istimewa, bagian dari kehidupan?

Jika cinta hanya akan mendatangkan kepedihan, airmata, kekecewaan, kesengsaraan, merasa membutuhkan tapi tidak dipedulikan. Lebih baik aku tidak mengenalnya!

Tetapi cinta juga mendatangkan senyuman, cahaya dan juga kebahagian. Aku mau menjadi bagian dari ini.

Ternyata tidak enak untuk mencintai, lebih enak untuk dicintai, kata salah seorang kawan saya. Jika dicintai maka kita merasa dibutuhkan, merasa diistimewakan. Jika mencintai kadang dihempaskan hingga hancur berkeping-keping.

Tetapi jika keduanya digabungkan dan menjadi seimbang maka cinta itu akan tumbuh menjadi lebih kuat dari sebelumnya




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Agustus 09, 2011

Make Up or Natural


Pentingkah penggunaan make up? Tentunya sangat penting bagi perempuan, tetapi sekarang ini banyak anak gadis sudah mulai menggunakan make up. Apa pantas seorang anak remaja maupun pra remaja menggunakan make up.

Menurut beberapa ibu mengatakan TIDAK PANTAS, belum waktunya dan sebagainya. Sedangkan di televisi sudah menayangkan iklan untuk make up anak remaja. Bahkan ada seorang anak yang terlihat "lebay" karena memakai celak mata terlalu tebal dan jadi terlihat seperti hantu dan terlihat dewasa, padahal masih remaja.

Teman-temannya pun merasa jenggah. Pasalnya, hampir tiap menit ke kamar mandi di sekolah untuk mengaca. Lebai? Nah, bagaimana perhatian orangtua terhadap anak yang sedang beranjak remaja. Apakah pantas membiarkan anaknya ke sekolah dengan menggunakan make up atau pun celak?

Sebenarnya untuk remaja boleh menggunakan make up yakni benak dan juga lipgloss. Sedangkan make up untuk blus on, eye shadow and so on masih belum waktunya di pakai untuk keseharian.

Salah satu pengalaman ibu-ibu yang tidak terbiasa menggunakan make up dalam kesehariannya. Begitu menggunakan make up tampak perubahaan yang mencolok, terlihat berbeda dan cantik.

Sedangkan wanita atau ibu-ibu yang terbiasa menggunakan make up, begitu tidak menggunakan make up akan terlihat jelek dan berbeda. Ada kalanya wanita menggunakan make up dan ada kalanya natural sangat baik.

Sekali-kali biarkan wajah tanpa make up tebal dan sekali-kali menggunakan make up hanya untuk acara tertentu saja. Tentunya, pada saat menggunakan make up, wajah akan terlihat berbeda dan kawan-kawan terlihat pangling. Lebih senangan yang mana?



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Agustus 08, 2011

Nice Beach


If I'm feeling sad and mad, I like to see the beach. Its make me clam down. The sound of waves, the wind make me fresh.

I don't like mountain so much coz I can't climbing. So that, the beach is better place to make me fresh from problems life.

The white sand so nice altought the shine of sun to hot. But the wind make it nice. I can stay in beach without doing nothing. Just enjoy my life, forget anything. I'm feel alive.

Life isn't easy but sometimes when I got the trouble which I can't handle it. The beach is nice place. I can cry, thinking and also the beach make my brain so fresh and I got inspiration to write story or think about, everything will be okay.

Like the waves come over to over in the land without tired and never stop. Yes, the life is like waves. Come and go without stop to try to the lands.




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