Februari 28, 2013

Dissapointed!

I'm very execting when go to the course! Because I want to finish my dress so I can wear it or show up to my mum. Because this dress so difficult to making it!

The electrict in the course suddenly off, the area so dark, just noisy with the transportation. So badly, I also can't back home coz no public transportation near my course. So just keep silent and my mobile power also want to die, ggrrr dissapointed for this evening
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Februari 27, 2013

Hot Weather Here

Since more than a week, here so hot! I can't concentrate for doing anything coz so hot, even night! Ah crazy weather ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Yea long time I never update because I'm so busy, very busy to catch my dream lol. I'm making difficult dress lol! Need full concentrate and trying to design and making my dream. Ah, still many to do and I don't have an idea too.

For writing! Making book I guess I don't have time! My mind full many thing to do! So bad yea ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D


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Hot Weather

When the weather so hot, I really need go to swimming but I can't swim! Grrrrrgggrrr just want to make my body cold!

Ah! Almost 2 weeks the weather really so hot, even in night! What's wrong with my earth ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D already old and global warming but still many people make the world more than worse then before.

Ah, that's not my business said some people as long as they get what they want it! But they don't think it make earth get trouble and now, we must take it coz we can't do anything more!

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Februari 24, 2013

I Wanna Go

"I Wanna Go" [Verse 1:] Lately, I've been stuck imagining what I wanna do and what I really think Time to blow out Be a little inappropriate, 'cause I know that everybody's thinkin' it when the light's out [Bridge:] Shame on me To need release Uncontrollably [Chorus: x2] I-I-I wanna go-oh-oh all the way-ay-ay Taking out my freak tonight I-I-I wanna show-oh-oh all the dirt-irt-irt I got runnin' through my mind, whoa oh [Verse 2:] Lately, people got me all tied up There's a countdown waitin' for me to errupt Time to blow out I've been told who I should do it with, to keep both my hands above the blank-blanket when the light's out [Bridge:] Shame on me To need release Uncontrollably [Chorus: x2] I-I-I wanna go-oh-oh all the way-ay-ay Taking out my freak tonight I-I-I wanna show-oh-oh all the dirt-irt-irt I got runnin' through my mind, whoa oh [Bridge:] Shame on me (shame on me) To need release (to need release) Uncontrollably (uncontrollably, lably, lably, lably-bly-bly-bly-bly-bly) [Chorus: x2] I-I-I wanna go-oh-oh all the way-ay-ay Taking out my freak tonight I-I-I wanna show-oh-oh all the dirt-irt-irt I got runnin' through my mind, whoa oh

Februari 23, 2013

Friend

We decided to be friend
No more sadness
No more dissapointed
No more doubt
Because we decided to be friend

Maybe this is good point
Maybe this isn't like I expected!
But maybe this is good way for us
Maybe one day! We never know
What's future bring for us!

Friendship is never end
Relationship always make headache
Which better? I don't know either
But just follow the way until find the future

Best friend! Is easy to write but to tell
Need powerfull ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D
I wish the best for you and your kids


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Please Don't Cry Citra!

Life is never like you think!
Must getting strong and focus to be good things.
So don't cry Citra! Just this afternoon after that! Don't ever ever being sad or cry because of man!

But why it is getting hurt! Maybe I gave to many feeling and the result always same! So, keep moving and keep your promise to Mrs Gudger and Miss Sue to make them sweet handmade from me!

Ah, my dream will be real, make my own shop and make many dress as my design. I wish I can do the best! Focus to the future not for love anymore! Love is suck! When you feel broken heart of course ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Sorry today citra feel blue but wish the blue will gone forever and just stay the happier. Sound like miss grumpy ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D cheecky me!

It sound not myself anymore! Because I'm always smile and happy! Ouh godness I'm so narcist again!



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Februari 22, 2013

Happy Sabbath Day

Already prepare dress, bible, sion book (song of book) then makeup for tomorrow go to church.

For the Seven Day Adventist Christian I just wanna say Happy Sabbath Day and for my friends and readers, happy weekend always.

For Red, always smile and be happier, you are good and I wish the best for you


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When Life isn't Easy

What will you do, when life isn't easy? Give up, cry all day (ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I did) but then you wake up, strong then you never imagine!

You try to be strong between the broken life, heart and full of tears. You need power to make you get strong. Pray is the answer!

How if your pray never get answer, lonely, sick, hopless! Sleepless every night! Never believe in God. Because God don't care about you! It is just about you!

Then you make analyst and think and learn even that's need time, not short, long, weeks, months and years. But life is never easy! Try to out from the messy life! How? Give me the clue! The way to out from the messy life!


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I'm Fat! Need Exercises

Ggrrrr my body is getting fat, oh no! I need exercises but why sometimes I'm lazy to do that. Need something to back my spirit!

I want my old body ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D when I was college, my college friends didn't believe my body is getting sexy (ehem I mean fat) if I looked my pictures when at college!

But people call me sexy, including my redly ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D and many friends. What's sexy in man opinion? Wonder! Ok I asked a few friends (male) of course, what's they opinion on sexy meaning for women.

One from Paris and he told me, sexy is mean you have curve body and good breaths! Ouh

The other from Prague, sexy is mean have hot body! What's hot body? I don't ask more than that.

But my lovely Red, as I remember sexy is mean good manner and love the way yourself and have beauty smile, blush! I miss red so much!

Sexy for me is when you realise yourself are sexy, no need what's male opinion but being sexy as for yourself, the way you talk, smile, body language that's making you are sexy.

The way you respect yourself and that's making you confidance! No need sexy dress who show your body or expose it to be sexy ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because it just somewhat isn't important to be sexy ;)

Keep sexy ladies in your mind, behavor and respect yourself.
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Bakar Aku Dalam Kegairahan! Part 2

Lalu aku mencoba mengirimkan email, dan tidak disangka aku mendapatkan balasan.

Ini dia kurang lebih percakapan kami melalui email:

Hallo Citra,

volunteer ini untuk laki dan perempuan. Tapi biasa laki laki lebih kuat jalan pake barang berat (30 kg), karna perempuan berat badan biasa jau lebih ringgan......tapi kami juga punia satu perempuan di tim survey satwa, dan dia mampu.

Kalau pengen ikut, kirim CV dan informasi tentang waktu kamu bisa ikut. Lain dari itu kami juga kadang cari staff untuk setasion lepaskan liar orangutan.

Cheers,

Alex

2013/2/18 Citra


Dear Mr Alex

I see, menarik. Untuk volunter ini yang dibutuhkan pria ya? Soalnya sepertinya menarik, plus mengerti mengenai recording kamera?
Maaf jika email saya kurang berkenan. Saya ingin mengetahuinya lebih lanjut. Daripada saya kirim resume tidak sesuai qualifikasi.
Terimakasih

Citra
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From: alexander mosbrucker
Date: Mon, 18 Feb 2013 09:44:35 +0700
To:

Subject: Re: Helo


Hi Citra,
kami teliti semua satwa yang kita bisa dapat pake camera trap, mulai dari landak sampai Gajah. Tapi target utuma adalah harimau sumatra.

Cheers,

Alex


2013/2/17 Citra
‪<citrapandiangan@gmail.com>‬

Boleh tanya itu satwa yang diteliti satwa jenis apa ya? Saya tertarik untuk mengetahuinya, terimakasihCitraSmile Always®


Sungguh aku tertarik untuk mengetahuinya dan siapa tahu 3 bulan jadi volunteer membuatku kembali bersemangat dalam menjalani kehidupanku!

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Bakar Aku Dalam Kegairahan! Part 1

Hidupku bosan! Bosan itulah yang kurasakan, bagaikan robot yang sudah terprogram. Aku benar-benar ingin merasakan kembali gairah hidup yang hilang, hilang yang terlalu lama.

Bakar aku dalam kegairahan hidup! Supaya aku mengerti maknanya hidup. Tidak merasa kedinginan dalam alam bawah sadarku, yang membekukan hasratku untuk hidup!

Entah sejak kapan aku tidak memiliki kegairahan! Bantu aku untuk menemukan kembali makna hidup! Mungkin mencari peluang untuk berpetualangan itu lah yang aku butuhkan!

Beberapa waktu lalu. Aku mendapatkan milis mengenai suatu hal yang unik, ini dia:

FRANKFURT

ZOOLOGICAL SOCIETY, membutuhkan volunteer untuk'Wildlife Survey

& Camera Trap'

Persyaratan:

* Usia minimal 18 tahun

* Sehat jasmani dan rohani

* Bersedia bergabung minimal 3 bulan

* Bersedia ditempatkan di lapangan (terutama di hutan)

* Mempunyai ketertarikan terhadap satwa liar dan konservasi

Fasilitas yang diperoleh:

* Sertifikat

* Penggantian biaya transport (PP max Rp1.000.000,-)

* Konsumsi dan akomodasi

* Uang saku

* Kesempatan belajar tentang konservasi satwaliar, teknik penelitian dan aplikasinya

Lokasi:        Provinsi

Jambi, Sumatra

Silahkan kirimkan

CV yang dilengkapi dengan foto ke

fzs.volunteer@gmail.comTuliskan nama lengkap anda sebagai subject email. Lowongan ini dibuka sepanjang tahun 2013


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Wanted!

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Ouh aku jadi buronan cinta ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I'm kidding. Entahlah, aku koq gak dapat inspirasi untuk menyelesaikan bukuku. Hasratku menghilang! ‎​OOº°˚˚°ºOOHH tidak mungkin, tidak boleh!

God, please help me! I want to finish my book this year 2 books and I wish! Hidup tidak semudah dongeng. Tapi kadang kita menyukai akan dunia dongeng dan terbang bersama mimpi itu!

Saat terbangun, rasanya tidak ada gairah! Aku ingin merasakan petualangan sekali saja untuk membangkitkan kembali semangatku yang tertidur hampir dua tahun.

Terpuruk dalam cinta semu, mengejar bayangan masa depan yang tak berujung. Aku harus menghapus kenangan buruk, mencari petualangan baru agar spirit, soul, desire ku terpenuhi semuanya. Sehingga aku bisa melanjutkan mimpiku, menulisku, inspirasi yang tak biasa.


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Selembut Sutra

Sudah tiga kali aku membaca novel ini, pertama kali waktu diberikan oleh seorang teman, pak Agus di tahun 2006.

Kisah romantis picisan, klise, pertemuan tak sengaja lalu jatuh cinta (more klise) tapi tidak demikian. Seperti biasa Sandra Brown yang penulis, menuliskan kisah yang begitu menyenangkan dan menghanyutkan!

Tapi sayang itu hanyalah fairy tale! Mau tahu sedikit reviewnya? Baiklah, buku ini mengisahkan mengenai Laney McLeod yang kehidupannya berubah saat ia terperangkap dalam lift apartemen di wilayah manhattan.

Ia menginap klaustrofobia (takut akan kegelapan dalam ruangan sempit). Saat berada di dalam lift, ia hanya berdua dengan pria tampan yang bernama Deke Sargent. Begitu listrik menyala, Deke tidak tega membiarkan Laney kelimpungan di jalan. Ia berinisiatif untuk membawanya ke apartemennya.

Lalu, keesokan harinya Laney tersadar bahwa ia berada di dalam kamar tidur pria dalam keadaan tidak menggunakan baju. Dia shock dan panik, lalu kabur. Akibat kejadian itu, ia hamil! Dia membuat cerita kebohongan mengenai kehamilannya. Hidupnya tenang selama 6 bulan, apalagi ia memang menginginkan anak. Mengajar di TK, tinggal di rumah yang tenang.

Namun ketenangannya terusik, saat Deke menemukannya. Terpaksa ia berpura-pura berakting bahwa Deke adalah suaminya selama di sekolah. Sudah bisa ketebak donk endingnya bagaimana?

Namun gak percuma deh baca ceritanya, karena tiap halaman dalam buku ini sangat mengugah dan terbakar dalam alur cerita yang mmmm sedikit bernuansa romantis.




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Februari 21, 2013

Galau Mengenai Pernikahan?

Pada saat Tuhan menciptakan Adam, Tuhan berfikir, bahwa semua binatang berpasangan, tidak baik baginya jika hidup seorang diri. Lalu, pada saat Adam tidur, diambilnya tulang rusuknya dan diciptakannya perempuan, untuk menemaninya sepanjang hidupnya.

Pernikahan pertama terjadi di taman eden, sebelum manusia jatuh ke dalam dosa. Lalu, bagaimana aplikasinya di kehidupan saat ini? Menikah atau tidak? Bagaimana meyakinkan diri bahwa dia adalah sumber dari belahan jiwa?

Banyak pemberitaan mengenai perceraian, perselingkuhan dalam aplikasi menjalankan pernikahan. Sehingga membuat pernikahan itu menjadi sosok yang menakutkan, abstrak. Membuat para single menjadi galau mengenai keputusan apakah hidup sendiri lebih baik atau menikah lebih baik.

Tunggu saja novel The Singles Club yang sedang saya kerjakan ini bisa diterbitkan tahun ini :)


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Februari 19, 2013

Sick Man if Love with Kid

I'm so shock, when I got correspondent who told me he fall in love with teen girl (14 year old) and want to marriage her but her parents doesn't allow him. His age is 39 years old!

Ouh I guess the man with the age if marriage will have kid with the 14 ages. Sound like crazy man, maybe he is sick or unmoral. Feel unrespect! Forbidden! Of course.

None of parents will give permission to any body to get marriage with old man or woman if their kids still not good enough to marriage! The world already crazy or the people! Just you know the answer.


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Got Accident Yesterday

Ah, so shock when suddenly papa and I felt down from motor bike because papa didn't look a little got. So we felt down with the motor bike was in half our body.

I was so shock and so scary if something happened with papa. I didn't care about my body, hand and also my head got hurt because of down. Papa still unwell and I asked him to drive me to meet client.

Yea, somewhat important to get work-together so I can make my dream come true without work to oversea. Even I really want go to paradise island but not for work but holiday. Ups just in dream coz the ticket is very expensive to go to Maldives.

I wish as soon as possible my project will deal and my friend ask me to help him in his business as web-content and help him to edit the articles for weekly newspaper. Yea why not, after thinking it a year. Then I decided to take that opportunity until rise my own dream! Being designer to my boutique!


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Februari 18, 2013

Touch My Heart!

When cinderela story, she leave the miror shoe, then the prince was looking who lady who can wear that shoe and she can be princess.

But I'm not the cinderela, even the dream or real ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I don't need to leave one my pair of shoe lol, it just fairy tale.

Touch my heart so I know you are my prince, no need handsome but responsible and friendly and warm.

Touch my heart so I know is the one I'm waiting for. Making small our kingdom. I don't need big kingdom, just small, nice and warm kingdom for us.

Touch my heart and let me see, you are the one I desire to be me forever? If my heart breath heavly and I'm nervous and I can't talk, maybe you are the want I dream it for be mine!

Touch my heart but don't ever look my body as lust in your eyes. But see the deep my inerbeauty not for perfect body! Because it isn't immortal!

Look my eyes, do you see the rainbow or light in my eyes. If you can see it, that's mean I'm ready to be yours forever! But I don't know the one who will fill my desire about that! Coz none can touch my heart so easy! Because I'm the ice queen, my heart isn't easy to melt for any men. Just one man and I'm still waiting for to make me belong to him forever. Who's he? I'm still looking for or he is already exist! I don't know the answer yet.


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Find Something isn't Exist

Many people like the topic about love. But love isn't exist! Find something which isn't exist in my world! But be myself is real me. Just the way I am!

I don't have spirit anymore to find that! Tired with the feeling, desire and the dream. Because it will never ending. What I must think about that. Find something isn't exist in my hole life!

Ah, just think about my desire to make me happy. That's more real then love. Sometimes I feel jealous with them who already find their bone, soulmate.

Yesterday my friend called me and he said man always use logical and woman always used the feeling. I rejected the opinion, general. Because I already know that's true. Woman always used the feeling and man used the logic. But now, I will remove the feeling and just used the logic. Man can do that and why woman can't!


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Februari 17, 2013

The Shadow of Life Part 2

4 am out from the club

Even still early morning and the street still have cold air and still fresh because still not much transportation in early morning.

Viona looked some young men and girl with a gourp sit in the street and laugh for kill the time maybe to back to their place.

"We want to eat noodles," yelled Brian from beside us.

"Okay, in our favorite cafe?" Asked Tony.

Brian just give signal as his give the thumb. Then here we are, the small cafe and many young men are eating noodles and coffee.

"Do you want to eat?" Asked Brian to Viona.

"No, still to early for eat."

After finish eating, they ask viona, should they drive her home.

"I'm still can't back to my boarding house."

"Okay, then better go to your place Brian," sugges Tony.

"Yes, no problem!"

Then here they are in small room but very simple decoration. When look the bed, Tony lay his body there and ask Vioana to join, but she rejected and say, she is still not sleepy yet. Brian turn on the computer and play games.

Waiting to 6 o'clock make Viona feel so freak coz she never in men room before and beware if something bad happened. But she's feeling sleepy and then she fall sleep.

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Wonderland Dream 3

Am I dreaming, but I don't remember anything! Maybe I forgot pray because reading book. Today, many list must to do! Boring life! Always working and working. When I get fun in my life.
Ah, time still 5.00 am, to early to wake up! Better sleep for a while! But I can't sleep even my eyes so heavy and need to close.
I am turning my cd player and the song what's love from amy macdonald full of my early morning!
_____
I woke up this morning had nothing to do
I tried to call you but I couldn't get through
Oh man what's a girl to do, I'm totally lost without you
A Bell was ringing inside my head and if it wasn't for you I'd have wound up dead
But now I'm officially wrong in the head, I'm totally lost without you
And your dancing along not knowing the songs
And if that's not a fan what is
And your telling the kids in the street not to swear
And if that's not a man what is
And your girlfriends at home she's all alone
And if that's not love what is
What is love, what is love, what is love
I went to bed I was on my own
I don't even know where I'm coming from
Now I'm leaving all alone
I'm totally lost without you
I left last night with and aching head
And I couldn't sleep so I cried instead
Forever sleeping in an empty bed
Still totally lost without you
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Will have crazy day at work! Work and work then time fast, back to home and here I'm in my small kingdom with my new book I bought a few days and here the music.
Lay down on the bed, read a few pages then I hear my phone is ringing. I look the lcd and Sam, call me. I am so lazy to meet or pick this man phone. But I see, he was already 5 times call me.
"Helo," finally I decided to pick him call.
"Where are you! I call you many time!"
"I'm sorry, I don't hear it! Any business to call me."
"No, just want to ask you to dinner."
"I'm already eat," I lie to be good reason, I don't like meet this guy.
"Come on, just company me. I found nice restaurant near beach and I hear the food was good."
"Next time, ok. I'm so such tired."
"You always say that! I will pick you up in 15 minutes and you must ready."
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When Go to Saloon

Decided to cutting my hair but when arrived at saloon. I change my mind. I'm still loving to keep it. Ah need 2 years to make them long and just need half hour to make them short!

Crazy me! Maybe because sleepless making my opinion to cut hair change. So I decided just creambath. Do you know how's feel when your head get massage. Yea, like in heaven ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D (ups I am still never enter heaven, maybe one day, when my mission on this earth will finish with the happy ending stories, and the sadness stories and many ways in alive)

Have a nice weekend, • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For the time and special to Red, com' on you can move on and be positive thinking! Like me, even down, broke and sad always try to smile


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Alice in Wonderland by Avril

Yea I will be survive coz I'm strong woman! Strong then I can imagine!

Alice in Wonderland

Trappin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry

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Ice by Light

Raining and clean rooms until hear the music is so nice. But this song, I dedicated for someone I call red :p

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
What a disappointment, I had it perfectly
What I was going to bring up suddenly
Stood like a stone as you stood quietly
You're making it hard for me
All I can do is freeze

What I mean is, all I need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

I don't think you're knowing how hard this is for me
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees
But still you just stood there as you stared at me
Your ego is getting old
How did you get so cold

What I mean is, all I need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice

I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
It's a little late but you know I want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me,
Even better yet I'll let a little light melt the ice, ice baby!

My mouth is frozen so I can't even speak
I'm not the kind to say sorry constantly

What I mean is, all I need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing
What I mean is, all I need is,
Just a little emotion
Cause all I see is you not feeling
And you're giving me nothing nice
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go
I tried to do you right, why'd you have to go and turn to ice
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Can't Sleep Well!

Ouh crap! I can't sleep well on saturday night. After crying for a few hours, getting eyes sore and none of friends I can shared my problem. I keep it by myself, because I never shared the sad stories for my friends. Just the happiness stories. For this part I'm so "closed personality" (I know isn't the good vacabulary, but I'm not find the correct one!).

So, this was my sadness night on saturday. Can't sleep well, open email but none one mail I get! I wish I can talk with my sister, but she's also not online! So badly.

After that sleep and wrong position and making my neck sick when wake up plus headache! But I was wakeup at 9.45 am, so never wake up so late! Trouble me ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but I'm glad coz raining so mum will never angry with me. Because she always said "a young woman isn't good to wake up late, how if you are marriage and bla bla with all days words" that blame me who getting lazy woman ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Ah my life is never change! I wish I can change to be what I wanna be! I realise isn't easy! But I will catch my dream be real! Prepare my self to open shop, even just small shop but for to do that! Must work-hard and collect the capital for my own shop!

Will my destiny go to the paradice island which so far a way from Indonesia. Yea, I don't know and still mystery and I also still keep searching my lucky goddness, my dewi fortuna (for lucky) ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

I don't wanna dream to high again because when field is like hell in my mind and heart. Close my door and none of man can open it. Being single is my destiny. That's why I must be success so people will not ask me to get soulmate ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D maybe is just my mind for short time or long time! I don't know either!


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Antara Gelap dan Terang

Dimanakah langkah kakimu berjalan! Apakah semuanya nampak berbeda! Kenapa semuanya samar-samar menghilang. Bagaikan ilusi dalam bayangmu.

Apakah mengapai semuanya butuh keberanian. Akan kah disekelilingmu tersenyum puas akan kehancuranmu. Berbahagia dengan kepedihanmu, kesengsaraanmu dan mengatakan bahwa kesombonganmu membuatnya senang. Saat melihat dinding-dinding harapanmu hancur!

Bagaikan hidup dalam kegelapan, antara ingin bertahan dan tengelam. Semuanya sudah tak ada bedanya. Membiarkan dirimu hanyut dalam kegelapan atau bangkit meraih puing-puing yang tersisa. Semuanya ada padamu!

Tetapi apa! Maju maupun mundur tak ada jalan! Tak ada kekuatan. Terjepit antara gelap dan terang. Dua sisi yang saling bertolak belakang. Sehingga yang ada hanya kemunafikan dan kepura-puraan. Semu! Itulah hidup, topeng itu lah pertemanan! Muslihat itulah peran cinta! Semuanya diatara gelap dan terang! Nilailah sendiri yang mana sisimu sebenarnya!

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Februari 16, 2013

Wonderland Dream Part 2

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"You are not exist," answer the lady, "This is my dream."

The voice male is lauging and making the lady a little scare. "Who's said I'm not exist."

"Me."

"Are you sure this your dream."

"Yes, 100 percent I'm sure! And now go a way from my dream!"

Then the voice is change to be scary voice. "I will prove you, isn't your dream."

After the male voice said like that, the place which the lady stand up there and everything is moving and the lady just see nothing. The dark! She can't see anything.

"Where am I," ask the lady.

"In somewhere you must belong."

"This is just nightmare, I must sleep then everything will be normal." The lady is trying to sleep, but the darkness can't make her sleep. Her body so stiff because she's scary and can't imagine this real or just nightmare.

"This is not my place, can you help me!" Said the lady with the weak voice.

"Where's your place?"

"I want back to my room! Can you help me, please! I beg you so much. I can't see anything even my hand or my fingers."

"Eh-eh and now you are realise, that's place isn't belong to you."

"Yes, I'm sorry and please help me!"

"Okay I will help you! But just one way to make you out from the darkness."

"What's that?"

"You must kiss me!"

"I don't see you and how I can kiss you, please don't make joke. That's not funny."

After she said like that, she can feel her lips was in touching, but who's kissing her? Before she realise. She is a wake from the dream.

"What hell that's dream," asked lady to herself. But she realise, her lips is getting redly, look like someone kiss her.

"Its just my feel, it couldn't be happened. I will not allow someone to kiss me," said her and she looks the watch 4 am. She must back to sleep!

"How's the feeling the kissing," asked the answer.

"Crap, why I can hear that voice again!" She pretended she's not hear the voice.

"Don't acting like the idiot lady. Just tell me!"

"You are crazy, go a way from me and let me alone."

"Yea, like the people leave you alone, you don't have someone who love you!"

"No, it isn't true! Just go a way!"

"You don't believe me! I will show you! One day and now I will let you enjoy with nothing dream!"

*to be continue again....


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Butterfly

Aku kanget, pada saat melihat sesuatu di kakiku. Ah ternyata kupu-kupu nyasar yang masuk ke dalam "istana" mungilku. Ia terbang berputar-putar di kaki dan kepalaku.

Geli rasanya pada saat ia berhenti terbang dan memilih bertengger di kakiku. Tentu saja aku halau pelan, dengan mengoyangkan kakiku. Ia pun kembali mengepakan sayapnya dan terbang.

Ah, kupu-kupu apakah kamu datang khusus untuk menghibur aku yang sedang bersedih. Setidaknya kehadiranmu membuatku lupa sesaat akan kesedihan dan air mataku. Terimakasih kupu-kupu kuning.


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Temukan Jalan HidupMu

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Hidup penuh kesedihan, kekecewaan, patah hati. Tidak ada kebahagiaan untuk kamu. Com'on waktunya kamu menemukan jalan hidupmu. Jangan pernah menyerah akan keadaanmu! Jangan pernah menyerah akan nasib ketidak berdayaanmu.

Hidupmu hancur, tidak ada gairah, tidak ada semangat, hanya ada air mata! Come'on waktunya bangkit. Jangan menyerah akan keterpurukan, jangan meratapi bayang masa lalu!

Susah? Kesal! Marah pada orang-orang yang mengatakan demikian! Merasa tidak ada yang memahamimu bahkan sang penciptamu. Merasa hidupmu berada di bawah titik kehancuran, bagaikan bomb atom yang akan meledak pada waktunya.

Mengeluh akan ketidakberdayaan, ketidak adilan, kekecewaan yang menghancurkan jiwa dan ragamu! Mencoba mengakhirinya! Dengan cara yang mudah?

Bodoh! Kenapa mesti berbuat demikian! Jika masih memiliki 1 persen semangat itu sudah cukup! Jangan marah pada dunia, karena dunia tak peduli padamu! Jangan marah pada diri sendiri, karena itu akan menghancurkanmu

Jangan menyalakan api dendam karena akan membakarmu. Jangan memandang orang yang menertawakan kepedihanmu, karena akan menghancurkanmu. Pandanglah masa depanmu, raih mimpimu yang tertunda. Hiduplah untuk dirimu. Temukan jalan hidupmu, meskipun itu sulit namun pejuang akhirnya akan menemukan kemenangan!

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No Immortal

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In this life we don't have immortal. None of immortal, the body, the soul, the ages, the smile, the sadness, the happiness! None of immortal!

When you were baby, you will grow up to be teen, young then old and died.

When you have love, you can feel happy, bright life, smile but when love isn't exist then you will feel so sad, unhappy, moody, no passion, no desire. None of immortal in alive!

When you feel so strong, you also can feel so weak, unhealthy, none of immortal in alive!

But you are mind, your memorries are immortal and keep it, remind the good things, deleted the bad things, enjoy life until you don't have breath! Keep alive, health even it isn't immortal!


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What's My Dream?

Do you know what's my dream?
Do I have dream?
Even when I'm sleeping, I can't dream
Already 3 years I never find dream in my sleeping, honestly!
I always get scary dream! It was on November 2012. After that I never have dream.
Dream is flower when you are sleeping.
But in a dream I never get it
Just one time, let me get dream in my night.

What's my dream when I'm not sleeping, to be rich? I never think about that even I'm dreaming!
I just want to be writer but how it can be real if 2 years no idea for my field projects. Trying contest but never win. So such life right ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

What's my dream? Tell me? You know better than me, maybe :d


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Stop Crying Citra!

Why my position always so damn difficult! Why I must cry coz of man! Why I can't find my happy ending on my story!

I feel like in the deep hole, so dark and cold! Maybe I shouldn't have feeling anymore for everybody. Because I just never get happy ending, tired!

My mind, my feeling, my soul and my body! Oh God! Why this is always happened in hole my life! Maybe I'm not deserve to be happy. Happy is illution to my life!

Now I will move on! Try to raise my dream! Being relationship isn't my destiny. It sound like poison for my body!

Can't sleep well a week, can't concentrate, can't smile from the heart just fake smile.
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Februari 15, 2013

The Shadow of Life Part 1

The Shadow of Life
None of every one who want to keep secret of the shadow of life. But, if you can't share it just be your secret for yourself until you died. Everybody has secret and can't tell to anybody.
What is your dream when you was teen, have wonderful education and also lovely boy friend for young lady and for men, lovely girl friend. How if one accident make you feel like the ice queen. Because of the dark of the past can't go away from your life.
"Do you ever go to the club?" asked Tony, one day to Viona.
"Yes, I guess when I work in one of golf in my home town, why?"
"Do you want go again to the club after watching my band. My band will show this Saturday night!"
"Yes, why not! Would be great, I guess."
"Ok. See you at night, I will pick you up at 8 pm."

8 o'clock at Saturday Night

The red tiger was parked in near Viona's boarding house. Without waste the time, Viona went to the Tony show. That place is so far from Viona's boarding house and Viona boarding house have rule, every Saturday the fence close at 10.30 pm and every day close at 09.00 pm.
This is the first time Viona go out to the club and watch the college bands show, honestly, she doesn't like watch the show in alive, she is enjoying just watch in the television. But she want to change or get experience. So, many participation of the bands for show. So her friend band get the number of 30, so the time is already 10.00 pm, when her friend band play.
" I am sorry, you are waiting too long. Because we get number in the middle and see still many audience still watching," Tony said, "Ah, this is my cousin, Brian."
"Hi, Viona."
"Brian, how do you like our music so metal right."
"Yea so metal and eccentric," Viona answer, "I mean cool."
Then they laugh and talking and hearing the other band play their music.
"Hey, already night," Tony remain them.
"Ouh damn, my boarding house gate already closed. I can't go home now," said Viona confused.
"But you said you want go to the club and the club is open at 10.00 pm and now is already 10.30 pm. Do you want to go there or cancel ?" asked Tony and Brian just shake his shoulder.
"Yea, I can't back to home and yea why not."
Then they are going to one of the club there. Because this is Saturday and in that club has even. The strange even which Viona never look, strippers, even the dancers of strippers are not nude (like in oversea) but the style is so vulgar and erotic.
"That is why the ticket is so expensive this night," Brian told.
"Yea, have event like this. Are you okay Viona?" asked Tony when look Viona face so scary.
"Yes, I am okay."
"If you are not feeling comfortable, don't look the dancers," suggest Tony.
"That is okay, no problem," Viona make sure Tony who is worry about her.
After in the club for more two hours with full of smokers, cigarette smoke and make the eyes so redly and make breathing discomfort. The music to load because they sit near sound system.
"Can we dance," Tony offer to Viona.
"I can't dance," Viona rejected.
"That is okay, I can teach you. Just move your feet and you look like dance. Com' on."
At least after the seductive, Viona go to the dance floor which that many people dancer with the sexy style because they look like competition with the strippers. Viona also dance with Tony and after 10 minutes in dance floor. Tony started pressed his body closer to Viona, of course she felt so shock. When Tony's body so close and she can feel his vital and making her uncomfortable and try to stay away with the polite style, but he didn't allow Viona far from him.
"Just near me, Viona."
She just smiling and she can't say I am not comfortable. After pull overextend for 20 minutes in the dance floor. Brian is coming and told them to go home. So they are out from the club and searching food because already hungry.

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Marry Topic Always Scary Me!

I never like talking topic about marry (marriage) what's ever the words about marriage (menikah, in Indonesia language). This topic never make me comfortable! I am always scare about this topic, even my ages already old, 31 years old.

Why people must marriage? Give me the good reason for that! Why every body always pressure the singles to be marriage soon or think about bad things? He/she is bla bla bla. I hate that!

Why always blame someone who still want singles and why always have words, see this A, B already marriage and have kids, when your turn!

Marriage always scare me at all, it is like hell! Do you think is easy to fall in love and marriage! I'm so cold, and "people" call me the ice queen with men! Why? Of course I have my own reason and maybe one day I will tell you!


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Wonderland Dream Part 1

Long time I never write story for special my blog lol. So, I will try again to write story just for my blog :)

Once upon a time, in real world, a young lady must go to sleep, because time is already 2 am. But her eyes can't close. Even close but her mind is fly every where. Then she's falling sleep.

Between dream or real, she's in another island. That's wonderful island, she ever look. The river look like miror, you can see many fishes with many kind of fishes and the colour so amazing. The girl fall in love with the place. The wind is so peace and fresh, no polution. Is look like a dream island and never exist in real world.

She is shock when she hear the voice from her behind.

"What hell are you doing in here," the male voice asked her.

She turn around and look, none of male there. She's feeling so scary.

The voice is back asking her, what's she doing there.

"Who are you?" Asked her finally.

"I'm the owner this place. What are you doing in my property!"

"Where I am?"

"Don't be silly! I ask you and you must answer."

* like before to be continue
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Nice Life and Fresh

After showering, what's your feeling. Nice and fresh. Yes, that's my opinion too. Being fresh and feel nice life, after tired all day with all activities.

The best part is when alone in room after shower just lay down without any dress for a while. So freedom ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D coz sometimes our body need to freedom even just 10 minutes.

That's why sometimes my mum always yell me to hurry up coz to relax and slow in room. Coz in room I can feel so freedom. Lay down on my bed that's already clean. So nice life! Even I know it just like illusion but at least I can feel peace and freedom from fashion or anything lol.

Citra is crazy, some friends told me that. When they (girls) asked me why I'm so seldom stressfull. That's one of my secret to be freedom, young and healthy! What's yours?



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GggRrr Can't Find Free Software Cyberlink

Today when I want open the cam on laptop then I realise my trial 15 days for cyberlink youcam version 5 already end.

GgggRggg I'm trying to find full version but I'm still not find it and just same of spams was dowload it, so badly! I can't take pictures again :(

My mobile also my sister bring to Maldives, the blackberry camera on mobile isn't good, when take pictures will look I'm so very fat, even the real isn't like that!

Do you have the full version for cyberlink youcam then give it to me lol.



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Februari 14, 2013

Cinta Itu?

Dengarkan seruan hatimu
Bahwa cinta itu asli apa palsu
Dengarkan seruan hatimu
Bahwa cinta itu untuk mu atau dia
Dengarkan seruan hatimu
Bahwa kamu benar-benar menginginkannya

Karena cinta itu membingungkan
Cinta itu membuat hidupmu tak nyaman
Cinta itu hanya membuat kegelisahan di malam yang tenang
Cinta itu penuh suatu teka-teki dan misteri
Cinta itu abstrak dan tak bisa ditebak

Yakinkan dirimu bahwa pintu hatinya untukmu
Bukan si dia sahabat baikmu yang menantikannya juga
Yakinkan dirimu bahwa ia hanya mencintaimu
Bukan dia sahabat baik mu yang mengharapkannya juga

Sungguh, cinta itu rumit
Serumit galau di hatimu menantikannya
Serumit benang kusut yang tak bisa kembali utuh
Serumit kemelut kehidupan kota metropolitan yang macet

Tetapi tanpa cinta itu, bagaikan
Sayur tanpa garam, hambar
Tanpa cinta itu, bagaikan
Laut tanpa ombak, sungguh tak indah
Tanpa cinta itu, bagaikan
Burung tanpa sayap, tidak bisa terbang

Namun mengenal cinta itu bagaikan
Nasi menjadi bubur, tak kan bisa kembali
Ketika kamu merasakan sakitnya akan cinta itu
Ketika sakit akan cinta itu, hidupmu penuh delima
Itulah kehidupan saat siap menerima cinta itu

Siap dengan segala rasa dan gejolak
Siap dengan rasa sakit yang kelak akan datang
Siap menguraikan senyuman dan air mata
Siap tuk menerima segala konsekuensi dalam cinta itu
Karena pada dasarnya cinta itu tidaklah mudah!


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Teach Me Then I will Learn

What's love exactly?
I never find the words to explain
It is so difficult to me to know that
Teach me then I will learn

Learn how to beloved and love
Learn how the feel fall in love
Learn how to keep it forever
Learn how to protect my heart

Teach me how to open my heart
Teach me how is the feel fall in love
Teach me how to make you fall in love
Not just today, a week but forever

Because I just want to be the last in your life
Because I know I can't be the first in your life
That's enough for me to be the last
Being old together, shared words or just keep silent

Show me what's the love exactly
I never know how's the feel
When you will touch me, my soul and my body
But not just one night stand but forever

Teach me and I will learn
Learn to fall in love with you forever
Keep me in your arms and I will hug you
Don't ever let the lesson gone with bad thing
Because love isn't easy like the old people say

That's why teach me and make me understand
Because I never know how is feel exactly
I will learn it and make you fall in love
Not just for today but for rest your life

*poem in raining day and in the living room.
14 feb 2013
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Love

The Moffatts was my favorite band when I was high school. Because the www.themoffatts.com (when I was teen) I know the internet and • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For my aunty who teach me that ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

the songs from the moffatts I love are miss you like crazy, life is so short, girl in my dream, love and many. But tonight, the song I choose is "Love"

he first time I saw you
You were walking
Down the beach at night
With the waves bowing down to you
In the bright moon light
Well, it must have been a signal
From up above
Cause deep in my heart
I knew that it was love

And it turns me on like
When the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of... love
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/love-lyrics-the-moffatts.html ]

I wish there was a way to show you
My love is real
But webster hasn't found the words
To express how I feel
Well, just like a river
Needs the rain to flow
You've warmed a heart
That once was cold, with your love

And it turns me on like
When the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of... love
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Falling in Love Again!

Read the title, do you remember what's the singer. Yups, Eagle Eye Cherry. Ups, I posted to many songs lyric on my blogs, maybe because this is wonderful day and raining day.
So hear song with reading book. This is song that company my night.
I'm so tired of falling in love, finding it easier to fall
out
I can't deny it
I feel it inside, oh, cupid's fire
Oh, you can't hide
I'm falling in love again, ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love again and this time it's with you
When I fall, it's always the same
And I'm so tired of playing this game, oh
It's been so long now since I gave up my heart
I've kept it locked down, I don't wanna get it
harmed
So let me tell you now, I just wanna be sure
That you won't hurt me, oh, can you promise me
that?
Falling in love again, ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love again, girl, and this time it's with
you
When I fall, it's always the same
And I'm so tired of playing this game, oh
You got to tell me if you're gonna break my heart
'Cause I don't want to take a chance
And if it ain't true
All it's gonna be is nothing but a poor romance
So give me that promise to hold on
And I'll never let you go
I gotta have something to go on
I'm letting you know
Falling in love again, ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love again, girl, and this time it's with
you
When I fall, it's always the same
And I'm so tired of playing this game, well
Falling in love again
(I'm falling now, I'm falling)
Falling in love again
(Girl, you got me, yeah, you got me, oh)
I'm falling in love again
(Oh, I'm falling now)
I'm falling in love again
[Incomprehensible]
Falling in love again
Falling in love again
I'm falling in love again
I'm falling in love again
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I Just Call to Say I Love You

Call me bebs and say me the 3 words which I want to hear it! Who's my bebs? Lol

Nice hearing the love song in raining all day. This is nice for a few songs I heard today

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"I Just Called To Say I Love You"
No New Year's Day to celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day
No April rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding Saturday within the month of June
But what it is, is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to
you
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
No summer's high
No warm July
No harvest moon to light one tender August night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No Libra sun
No Halloween
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you
bring
But what it is, though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my
heart,
of my heart
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my
heart,
baby of my heart
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I Love You by Marcos

Você é formada
Sabe tudo e um pouco mais
E eu só toco violão
E ainda moro com meus pais
Você fala Espanhol, Italiano, Inglês e Francês
Enquanto eu ainda não aprendi o português
Olha só o que o amor é capaz de fazer
Em várias linguas vou me declarar para você
I Love You, Te Quiero, Te Amo, Te Espero
Diz por favor Merci Beaucoup
Me ame como eu amo tu


Funny lyric and nice music! Love it!

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Is This Love by WhiteSnake

Still raining and can't go anywhere. Because this day is valentine. Choose the album about love song. This one I never hear before or I forget on my blackberry music.

I should have known better than to let you
go alone
It's times like these I can't make it on my
own
Wasted days and sleepless nights
And I can't wait to see you again
I find I spend my time waiting on your call
How can I tell you, babe, my back's against
the wall
I need you by my side to tell me it's all right
'Cause I don't think I can take anymore
Is this love that I'm feeling?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love or am I dreaming?
This must be love
'Cause it's really got a hold on me
A hold on me
Can't stop this feeling, I've been this way
before
But with you I've found the key to open any
door
I can feel my love for you growing stronger
day by day
And I can't wait to see you again
So I can hold you in my arms
[From: http://www.elyrics.net]
Is this love that I'm feeling?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
This must be love
'Cause it's really got a hold on me
A hold on me
Is this love that I'm feeling?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?
Is this love (is this love?) or am I dreaming?
Is this the love that I've been searching for?

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Uh Can't Take Pictures Again!

I forget my cyberlink is trial and now already finish. Before I did full program but after I was instial my window coz something error, many program lost. But now, I can't find the free of cyberlink cam for take my pictures anymore. So bad!


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Raining, Music and Smile

Already breakfast, clean kitchen, sweep the floor and mopping floor too then just wash dresses and clean my bed room. But I decided just lay down coz raining, searching song on my file with the key word "Love" and I found something and very interesting song and lyric maybe I forgot I ever download that's song.

The song by Train is like my life before. I'm afraid for fall in love and marriage life even all my friends and best friends already marriage and have kid but I'm still keep my status as single. Maybe I'm still not find someone who will be my husband. In this time I also don't have imagine who's like and who's he ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D poor Citra lol. But don't think I'm not happy. Because I'm happy as the way I am even sometimes feeling so lonely too, that's mean I'm still human and have feel too.

Ok I decided to shared the interesting song

While everybody else is getting out of bed, I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it and there's a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor, flat like an idle singer
Remember winger, I digress, I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories 'bout a husband and wife
There's no happy endings, no Henry Lee, but you are the greatest thing about me

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever, no one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather then the rest is just whatever

And if I'm addicted to loving you and you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together
Love, love, got to have something to keep us together
Love, love, that's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own, can't be a queen bee without a bee-throne
I wanna buy you everything except cologne 'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls mainly on the plain side and sing
'Cause it is we can laugh, we can sing, have ten kids and give them everything

Hold our cell phones up in the air and just be glad that we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space, I love you from your toes to your face

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever, no one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather then the rest is just whatever

And if I'm addicted to loving you and you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together
Love, love, got to have something to keep us together
Love, love, that's enough for me

You can move in, I won't ask where you've been
'Cause everybody has a past
When we're older we'll do it all over
Again

When everybody else is getting out of bed, I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it, I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather, then the rest is just whatever
Then the rest is just whatever
If it's love and we decide that it's forever, no one else could do it better

And if I'm addicted to loving you and you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather that flock together
Love, love, got to have something to keep us together
Love, love, got to have something to keep us together

Love, love, that's enough for me
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When I See Your Smile

What's meaning of love?
Every body have their own for that
But for me what's meaning of love
When I see your smile every day!

It is the perfect moment for me
Seeing your laugh, hearing your voice
The words with the funny things or serious
That's the moment I never forget

That's the perfect moment in my life
My love isn't just the words but real
But I know I never look your smile or your face
That's life never easy for couple in their life

The way your smile, The way your laugh
All that's in my memorries
I can't remove that from my mind
Because my desire is wanna be special for someone

Share the sad and the happiness together
Even in reality isn't easy like words
But when try together will be easy
The way your smile make me happy
Find soulmate isn't easy for everybody

*poem 14 february 2013
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More Than a Friend

The lyric from Michael Learn To Rock my favorite band ever!

You got me counting the seconds
It happens every time
I'm waiting for the moment
we can sit down and talk for a while
And every time that you're near me
my heart is running away
How can I tell you when words don't come easy
and there is so much I'm trying to say

Chorus:
I wanna know that love will surround us
and you'll share it with me every day
Tell me you'll care for me now and forever
I'll give anything to hear you say
that I'm more than a friend

I'm gonna try in the future
not to live in the past
I guess that I was a dreamer
if I thought it could ever last
But every time that I see you
you bring me out in the sun
How can I hide it when we are together
I just know that you're the only one

Chorus:
I wanna know...

I wanna make you see
everything you are to me
Try to understand
I wonder if you can
The love I have for you
will always be true
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Cinta dan Kasih

Ketika aku berhadapan dengan cinta
Duniaku penuh gemerlap hasrat
Ketika aku merasakan cinta
Tiada hari tanpa berbunga-bunga di hatiku

Ketika saat aku menemukan kekasih
Cinta itu semakin kuat di hatiku
Tak kuasa aku tersenyum dan berbahagia
Seakan dunia itu hanya milikku seorang

Namun ketika cinta itu pergi
Duniaku hancur bagaikan butiran debu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hanya ada air mata
Kepedihan yang mendalam mengeringkan tulangku

Ketika aku merasakan kasih
Dia tidak pernah pergi meninggalkanku
Ia selalu ada di hatiku dan membuatku damai
Kasih dari sahabat dan keluarga menguatkanku

Karena itu aku akan terus menyimpan kasih
Meskipun kelak aku akan berjumpa dengan cinta
Meskipun lain cerita, tetapi kasih akan tetap dihati.
selamat hari kasih sayang


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Happy Valentine Day

Hey readers, just realise this is 14 February that's mean yup "Valentine Day" I just wanna say "Happy Valentine" for couple and single.

For the singles don't be so sad if you don't have someone special to this moment. But you can celebrate with me (lol), your friends or your family.

Enjoy this moment with gracefull and happiness. Even when to bring the happiness in your life, our life is so difficult but try as the best. As this day (for every day ) the last day in your life. Then you will say so bless this day.

Ps. I also realise when saw the date on my blog, ouh english version almost every day, I will try to write in Indonesia language too but of course different words and story. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For visit it my blog every day. God bless us, kiss from me to you all. (Ps. Just on cheeck and just for the close friends lol, especially for Red). My beloved best friend, I wish the best for you and celebrate this valentine with your kids.



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Scary Day Yesterday

I didn't know what happened with my day yesterday, coz I always met scary animal but when in cartoon so cute but in real, ouh so badly.

The first when I was sweeping, I saw small cobra snake, i think it was rope but I realise that was snake. Guess what I was doing, kill it or scream?

ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D correct, I was scream and then mum was coming. I show that snake under chair. What my mum was doing? She killed it, she's so brave! Love it! Yea when kill the snake, of course wasn't easy, but finally, it died, sorry snake! We kill you :(

Then when I was washing my lovely dress, I found worm and it was so yeiks. But when in cartoon I love to watch it but met in real, ouh so uncomfortable.

The last time, when on sewing course making my dress, the bee was near me! I was so scary too! Yea how if that will enter to my dress. Like a month ago. The bee came and enter to my dress and guess, the bee inside on my chest, I was so thanksful because the bee wasn't bit me, and when throw the bee so difficult coz it back again. Of course I was yelling but none of my family hear me coz home so empty, nobody at home ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Uh so that was scary day about small animals but make my heart fasther ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D




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Februari 12, 2013

Valentine?

Once upon a time, a young lady is waiting something. Someone said this valentine would be great, but she's never lucky on valentine!

This valentine, she's being so sad and hope the day will pass so fast, so she didn't realize this day is valentine.

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Closing The Day B4 Sleeping

Today is same like yesterday, my day still not change just like water in river, follow the way in live.

But I made change, with a little decorate the room with my pictures on the wall ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D ups yea I know what do you think, I'm so narcist ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D that's me! Sometimes!

Ah, I also finish made skrit for kid. Ah that's why skrit for baby the price so expensive because so difficult. But finally finish. Cheers Citra! Finally you can do it!

Ah my dream will more closer every day just need miracle ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but about the stories, I mess the deadline so can't join to contest writing but will try again soon.
I just want to focus to design dress. Keep spirit, this is my day on raining tuesday!

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