Oktober 31, 2013

Already Better but Still Headache

On Thusday, finally almost or already two weeks in Jakarta! Ah I don't count it ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D now after drinking medacine I feel better. But still headache and week. So I decided not go to an interview to Cengkareng. So bad!

That's company 5 days work and yea I like it because saturday I can go to church. But I already try to go there but never find the address. Yea finally I must give up then ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Today I got call to an interview in Labak Bulus, it so far too. But when I got that job of course I will move to get close there. Yea already in Jakarta but almost spend day interviews for jobs. Plus all location so far away. But I'm glad I have family who always support me. Including my beloved sister, Bertha.

Now, I understand Jakarta is big city with the living cost so high but the income so bad. That's why some my friends just love to work in medium cities. Exactly, Jakarta isn't like what I imagine before.

The price food so expensive like in Batam. But we understand if Batam expensive because far from local products and many import products. Yea don't call me, Citra if I give up! ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D keep spirit and fight are my mind now.

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Oktober 30, 2013

Stomach Pain, Flue, Sore Body

Ih bad day this day, when wake up I got stomach pain, sore body and now flue ggggrrrrr!!!! I should pass the interview schedule this day. Because can't go anywhere. Wish tomorrow will be fine and I can go to Cingkareng.

Cingkareng near soekarno hatta airport. Yea wish I can find that place




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Oktober 29, 2013

Be yourself | Tips

Citra Journey
"Be Yourself"

Be Yourself in Every Moment Your Life
Do you know yourself well?
Do you cover yourself to the real thing?
Every time passes, if there is missing from your heart?

Loneliness, togetherness,
laughter and tears, all part of life.
Because there would be no
rainbow, if there is no rain.

Let it all be a part of life.
Every time you fall, you will get back up.
Every time you laugh, you'll remember that there is
also sorrow.
Because life is always spinning and
not always beautiful, and not always sad.

Forward and never shut yourself away with the pretense.
Because it will destroy you, such as the atomic bomb ready to explode.
Laugh when you are happy and cry when you are grief.
Because it is a book every human life.

Just be you self in every moment your life, lonely,
together with friend or lover.
Just make it comfortable with you.
Because you hold the key for your happiness and the sorrow.

Life is never easy but life can be so hard if you give up.
Just take the time to yourself, your friends, your families and the people.
Making every page in your life is precious.

Be Yourself…………………….

Youth association

Many cases of teenage promiscuity, which is sometimes beyond logic as
a parent - I still have not become parents. Replaced wrote out
thinking adults. Because the association today's youth can no longer
be regarded as student misbehavior in general. For the affairs of a
fight, it can still, provided that no anarchist.

Well, if you've smelled naughty sex or free sex? Will it still be
called juvenile delinquency? To that end, only you can answer - due to
differing perceptions about it
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How to be yourself?
1. Love yourself
2. Choose the best friend who can support you
3. Have motivation in alive, so nobody can change it.
4. Always prays and read bible for Christian and Alquran for Islamic.
5. Don't ever think you are not good, so you can feel confidence….

How to protect yourself from negative friends?

1. Always share with your parents
2. Don't go to club for disco
3. Choose the good club like swimming clubs and so on

The Single Club Part3| Short Story

"Kenapa senyum-senyum sendiri," tanya Nania. "Tidak, hanya mengingat
hal yang tidak penting! Aku rasa ini sudah waktunya kita membicarakan
perasaan dan keinginan kita pada orangtua kita," kata Riana akhirnya.

"Iya aku setuju, sudah waktunya keluarga kita mendukung keinginan
kita," tambah Lulu.

"Benar juga ya, selama ini kita diam saja. Mungkin orangtua kita tidak
menyadari bahwa tindakan mereka telah menyakiti anaknya," sahut
Puspita membuat ketiga sahabat barunya tertawa.

"Ayo, siapa disini yang tidak mau menikah," canda Riana. Semuanya
hanya tersenyum saja. Karena pada dasarnya wanita single pun ingin
menyandang status marriage tapi bukan karena keterpaksaan atau pun
dorongan sosial dan lingkungan.

Mereka pun sepakat untuk mengungkapkan perasaan mereka kepada orangtua
masing-masing mengenai status single yang mereka sandang. Sebenarnya
status single tidak perlu dibesar-besarkan. Karena itu hanya lah
masalah waktu.

Tanpa mereka sadari The Singles Club telah mengubah cara pandang
mereka dalam menghadapi kehidupan ini. Karena pada dasarnya mereka
ingin menikah hanya saja masih belum memiliki keberanian dan
kesempatan. Bukan kah kehidupan itu indah, hanya saja ada sebagian
orang yang memiliki pikiran berbeda soal pernikahan.

Dan pada dasarnya, semua manusia di muka bumi ini ditakdirkan untuk
menikah, hanya penerapan waktunya yang berbeda ada yang terlalu cepat,
mengejar target usia, ada yang lambat menemukan jodoh, seperti anggota
Single Club yang terbentuk tidak disengaja. Dalam perjalanan pulang
Riana merancang kata-kata untuk diungkapkan ke orangtuanya.

"Mama tolong jangan pandang rendah diriku, aku juga memiliki mimpi
untuk menemukan belahan jiwaku. Mungkin bukan saat ini, bukan besok
atau pun minggu depan. Waktu masih panjang, tapi jangan lah membuat
hatiku terluka dengan kata-kata yang menyakitkan jiwa dan hatiku. Aku
tahu pria idamanku terlalu tinggi, tapi percayalah jikaa sudah
waktunya pasti ia datang.

Jangan pandang rendah diriku lagi. Biarkan orang berkata apa, asalkan
jangan dari mama. Aku ingin mama mendukungku dan bukannya malah
membuatku semakin tertekan. Menjadi sendiri bukan berarti harus
dipandang rendah, melainkan masih diberi kesempatan menikmati hidup
sebelum menikah, mengurus suami dan anak. Karena semua itu akan indah
pada waktunya, pada saat aku sudah siap untuk berumah tangga, tetapi
saat ini aku belum siap lahir dan batin." ©




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The Single Club Part2 | Short Story

Waktu terasa cepat berlalu dan semakin membuat Riana gelisah. Bulan
Oktober dalam hitungan hari akan segera digantikan bulan November.
Sejujurnya Riana merasa sedih dan hampa, karena beban perkataan yang
selalu dilontarkan orangtuanya.

Belum lagi di lingkungan pekerjaan dan sosialnya. Namun Riana
berusaha sabar dan menutup telinga. Karena setiap kali orangtuanya
membicarakan topik pernikahan dengan Riana selalu berakhir dengan
peperangan.

Sejujurnya hati Riana sakit dan hancur, tapi orangtuanya tidak
memahami dirinya seutuhnya. Orangtua Riana hanya menuntut dan menuntut
untuk ia segera menikah. Bukannya Riana tidak mencoba untuk membuka
hati pada pria. Tetapi masa lalunya selalu membuatnya merasa kecewa.

Setiap pria yang mendekati dirinya, semuanya memandang rendah
dirinya. Mereka menganggap Riana mudah untuk dijamah, apalagi di era
moderen seperti ini. Sedikit pria yang bertindak jantan dan menghargai
perempuan sebagaimana mestinya.

Bagaimana tidak, Riana memiliki tubuh yang menggiurkan bagi para
pria. Meskipun Riana tidak menggunakan pakaian seksi. Namun, bagian
tubuhnya lah yang selalu menarik para pria. Riana tidak berdaya untuk
urusan satu ini, karena memang takdirnya memiliki bentuk payudara yang
besar dan seksi tanpa perlu menggunakan oat-obatan. Banyak pria yang
menggodanya, membuatnya kesal karena merasa tidak dihargai. Ia
menginginkan pria menghargainya apa adanya. Bukan dari penampilan tapi
dari hatinya. Namun pria seperti itu sudah sangat langka untuk
didapatkan.


Kedua sahabatnya akhirnya menikah. Sangat disayangkan ia tidak bisa
hadir di pesta pernikahan. Karena izin cutinya tidak diberikan. Kantor
sedang mengalami kemajuan pesat, sehingga pegawai yang mengajukan cuti
tidak diizinkan hingga awal Desember. Padahal Riana sangat ingin hadir
di pesta sahabatnya. "Maaf aku tidak bisa datang ke pernikahanmu,
Ella," kata Riana saat mendengar sambungan teleponnya dijawab.

"Kenapa Riana? Padahal aku mengharapkan kamu hadir."

"Bosku tidak mengizinkan aku cuti. Kerjaan di kantor sangat banyak.
Tapi aku selalu berharap, kamu slalu berbahagia say, tetap semangat ya
dan sukses."

Dua minggu sejak pernikahan kedua sahabatnya, Riana merasa seperti
berada di neraka setiap berada di rumah. Kecaman hampir setiap saat,
tidak pagi, siang, sore maupun malam selalu dilontarkan. Perang mulut
tak pernah bisa dihindari lagi. "Sampai kapan kamu mau begini terus.
Kawanmu semua sudah memiliki anak dan sudah pada menikah. Mama malu,
anak mama tidak laku-laku!!"

"Malu sama siapa ma? Sekarang ini zaman moderen, perempuan yang tidak
menikah tidak dianggap tabu. Memangnya aku barang apa? Pakai acara
tidak laku segala!"

Mata mama semakin melotot karena kesal mendengar perkataan Riana.
"Mama saja seusia kamu sudah memiliki anak. Jangan terlalu memilih
nanti malah nggak dapat."

Riana hanya diam saja, Riana sudah bosan berdebat dan selalu berakhir
dengan kemarahan mama yang bagaikan gemuruh. Sedangkan Riana selalu
bersembunyi di kamar dan menangis seorang diri.

Bosan aku sejujurnya mendengarkan perkataan yang selalu memojokanku.
Tak ada kah seorang pun di dunia ini yang memahamiku sepenuhnya.
Memangnya menjadi single adalah kutukan? Perawan tua? Tidak laku?
Kenapa untuk yang satu ini, dilingkungan keluarga dan tempat tinggalku
dianggap hal yang tabu. Bosan aku menangis meminta jodoh dari Tuhan
setiap malam.

Tak seorang pun mengetahui jeritan batinku! Itu hanya antara aku dan
Tuhan. Tapi kenapa wanita single masih dipandang rendah? Katanya ini
sudah bukan zaman Siti Nurbaya? Tapi kenapa masih memikirkan
perjodohan dan pernikahan. Adilkah hidup ini? Adakah seseorang di luar
sana yang mengalami nasib tertekan seperti aku. Riana sedang menulis
di blog dan ia pun menulis mengenai tekanan menjadi single, sementara
teman-temannya delapan puluh persen sudah menikah. Bagaimana perasaan
menjadi single, tekanan yang dihadapi di rumah lebih besar dibanding
di luar.

Diluar bayangan Riana, ternyata di luar sana banyak yang mengalami
nasib yang sama seperti Riana. Mereka semua tertekan oleh lingkungan,
khususnya lingkungan di rumah sendiri yang malah memojokan dan
menghina mereka. Rumah yang seharusnya sebagai tempat yang nyaman dan
mendukukung malah menjadi tempat bagai neraka.

Riana membuat janji dengan beberapa teman yang meninggalkan pesan di
inbox-nya dan mereka membuat janji pertemuan akhir pekan ini. Jantung
Riana berdetak kian cepat, karena ia akan bertemu dengan beberapa
orang yang bernasib sama dengannya. Riana merasa bermimpi dan tidak
percaya bahwa ternyata di kota yang sama, tempat dimana ia merasa
tertekan batin, ada beberapa orang yang memiliki nasib yang sama
dengannya.

Jantungnya kian berdebar saat ia memasuki café yang berada di dalam
mall. Café yang biasa Riana kunjungi bersama sahabat-sahabatnya.
Tetapi kali ini berbeda, Riana akan bertemu dengan orang yang sama
sekali tidak ia kenal tetapi memiliki nasib yang sama. Riana
memperhatikan dengan seksama setiap melihat wanita yang masuk ke dalam
café seorang diri, mencari beberapa gambaran tiga wanita yang akan ia
temui.

Riana sangat terkejut saat melihat seorang wanita muda, cantik yang
menghampiri meja tempat ia telah memesan minuman. "Riana," sapa wanita
muda itu, "Aku Nania."

"Hi, silahkan duduk. Kita tunggu yang lainnya ya," balas Riana sambil
mempersilahkan Nania duduk. Tidak lama kemudian, Lulu dan Puspita
datang kepertemuan mereka.

Semua menceritakan kisah yang hampir sama dengan Riana. Nania adalah
wanita muda yang baru berusia 25 tahun tetapi orangtuanya memaksanya
menikah secepatnya, tapi sayang Nania belum menemukan pria yang pas.
Sehingga ia harus menerima nasib dilangkahi adik perempuannya yang
baru berusia 22 tahun. Sedangkan kisah Puspita berbeda, ia sudah
berumur diatas Riana, usianya akan memasuki usia 36 tahun. Ia memiliki
usaha butik. Ia sudah pernah bertunangan tetapi pria yang ia cintai
menghamili wanita lain.

Sementara Lulu berusia sama dengan Riana tetapi kepedihannya lebih
tragis dibanding Riana. Lulu tiga bersaudara dan ia anak pertama dan
memiliki dua saudara laki-laki, adik pertamanya sudah menikah. Lulu
tidak hanya merasa tertekan oleh orangtuanya yang selalu menekannya
untuk menikah tetapi adik bungsunya juga. Adik bungsunya tidak
memandang dirinya. Karena ia belum menikah. Beban hidup Lulu terasa
berat.

Berbagi bersama dengan teman yang memiliki nasib yang sama ternyata
sangat melegakan Riana dan teman-teman barunya. Mereka bisa sedikit
merasa lega dan terhibur serta saling menguatkan satu sama lain.
Seiring dengannya waktu, mereka sering melakukan pertemuan dan
berbagai bersama persoalan yang mereka hadapi terkaitnya status
mereka, wanita single. Akhirnya mereka memutuskan untuk membentuk
club, "The Singles Club" yang untuk sementara waktu anggotanya hanya
mereka berempat. Seiring waktu keanggotaan mereka akan bertambah.

"Wah, aku benar-benar merasa lega bisa bergabung bersama kalian dan
mencurahkan unek-unek yang selama ini aku pendam seorang diri.
Berbicara dengan teman yang sudah menikah, mereka malah menyalahkan
aku karena tidak menikah," keluh Lulu, pada pertemuan keempat.

"Masih mending," sahut Puspita, "Aku waktu ikut arisan dengan
teman-temanku. Mereka merasa dunia mereka sudah sempurna mungkin.
Secara tidak langsung mereka menganggap orang yang belum menikah
adalah orang yang malang." Riana tersenyum mendengarnya.

Karena Riana juga mengalami nasib yang sama, sejak kedua sahabatnya
menikah. Mereka memandang sinis Riana dan orangtuanya pun semakin
gencar menuntutnya. Bahkan beberapa kali sahabatnya tanpa disengaja
mereka menyakiti perasaannya. Kata-kata, "Untuk apa memiliki banyak
uang jika jauh dari suami." "Kebahagiaan sejati pada saat kamu sudah
menikah, seperti aku. Jangan tunda-tunda. Entar menyesal tidak cepat
menikah."

Setiap kali temannya berbicara seperti itu Riana hanya tersenyum saja
dan menyakinkan bahwa status single bukanlah akhir dari dunia. Karena
belum tentu pernikahan akan membawa kebahagiaan sejati. Meskipun pada
kenyataannya ada beberapa kasus pernikahan yang gagal. "

Ella, ada teman aku yang menyesal menikah terlalu cepat dan memiliki
anak. Meninggalkan karir dan ternyata karir suaminya juga tersendat,"
kata Riana,

"Tidak semua pernikahan itu mulus, begitu juga tidak mudah menjadi
single tetapi aku yakin dan percaya semua ada masa dan waktunya."



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The Single Club Part1 | Short Story

The Single Club

Belakangan ini cuaca di kota Batam sangat panas, sepanas hati Riana.
Bagaimana tidak, dia baru mendapat kabar bahwa kedua sahabatnya akan
segera menikah di bulan November.

Sedangkan Riana sendiri belum memiliki pacar. Setiap mendengar kabar
pernikahan, dunia Riana seperti tersambar petir. Riana bukannya
cemburu atau merasa rendah diri. Meskipun dia sudah memasuki usia 31
tahun pada bulan Agustus.

Bukan berarti Riana menargetkan dirinya untuk menikah cepat. Dia tidak
terlalu peduli dengan pernikahan, namun dia paling tidak suka dengan
gunjingan dari orangtuanya. Tekanan dari keluarganya pun semakin
gencar, membuat Riana ingin segera menghilang dari muka bumi ini.

Tapi sayangnya, hidup tidak seindah dongeng. Dia tidak memiliki
tongkat yang membuatnya bisa menghilang. Jadi Riana menerima nasib
menjadi single forever. Namun berbeda dengan orangtua yang mendesaknya
untuk segera menikah. Pertengkaran hebat terjadi tadi pagi dan
membuatnya tidak bisa berkonsentrasi saat bekerja. Sedangkan
pekerjaannya sedang menumpuk di kantor.

Kuping Riana masih terasa panas mengingat perkataan orangtuanya.
"Sampai kapan kamu single begini? Semua orang sibuk berlomba-lomba
mencari suami!" Sedangkan kamu hanya bersantai saja," sindir mama,
saat kami sedang sarapan.

"Terus mau mama bagaimana? Memangnya cari suami itu gampang?" Jawab Riana.

Mama hanya menggelengkan kepala, "Mama kan sudah berusaha mencarikan
kamu jodoh, tapi semuanya kamu tolak semua," ujar mama sedikit emosi,
"Memangnya kamu mau cari pria yang seperti apa! Jangan bagaikan
pungguk merindukan bulan."

"Bukan begitu mama," jawab Riana kesal, "Semua itu ada waktunya."

"Kamu ini," ujar Mama geram. "Memangnya kamu mau mencari yang kaya.
Lihat-lihat dulu kondisi keluarga kamu. Kamu ini...."

"Aku berangkat kerja dulu," potong Riana cepat dan ia segera beranjak
dari tempat duduknya. "Kamu ini," nada suara mama sudah mulai
meninggi, "Setiap kali membicarakan pernikahan selalu saja seperti
itu."

"Bukan begitu," elak Riana, "Aku nanti bisa terlambat kantor dan kena warning."

"Riana.... Riana….. Riana," teriak suara yang menyadarkannya dari lamunannya.

"Ya pak," kata Riana sedikit kikuk, saat menyadari bos memanggilnya.

"Kenapa kerjaanmu belakangan ini banyak yang tidak beres," keluh
bosnya, "Cepat perbaikin berkas ini dan antar ke meja saya."

"Baik pak, secepatnya," ucap Riana sambil membuka file di computer.
"Kalau begini terus bisa tidak diperpanjang kontrak kerjaku," keluh
Riana dalam hati.

Belakangan ini pekerjaan Riana banyak yang gagal dibanding
berhasilnya. Pernikahan dua sahabatnya bukanlah menjadi batu
sandungan. Tapi sindiran-sindiran dari orangtuanya yang membuatnya
semakin terpuruk. Orangtuanya, khususnya dari mama yang membuatnya tak
tahan. "Memangnya salah, jika tidak menikah? Memangnya apa tujuan
untuk menikah?

Memangnya mudah untuk menemukan pria yang ideal. Bagaimana jika belum
menemukan yang cocok. Memangnya aku harus menikah dengan sembarang
pria yang penting memiliki status menikah?" Keluh Riana dalam hati.


My Short story for contest in one of magazine but not win on 2013

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Unlucky Day

This day unlucky day. I can't believe it. I got an interview and she said tuesday but when go far away to block M in early morning. They said no schedule for interview. Gggrrr I hate it!

Now! I must careful and ask detail about anything. Because I don't wanna be so Ms grummpy because someone mistake. That's ok if "they" think I'm so talkactive then I'm broke ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Now, I don't have money in pockage. Today I spend 100.000 IDR almost. For transportation, eat, buy woman stuff and print and also copy my certificates. That's also making me so damn upsate. Already brooke and the boy was wrong count plus one my certificate he was not copy and he already count to me to pay that.

Gggrrr making me so angry but more that so tired! With all the think today! Ah finally I also don't know should I go an interview tomorrow as a receptionist but I apply as an administration but she needs a receptionist. I don't knowwwwww, my heart yell ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

But thusday also confused day. Even the day still 2 days to get the day on thusday! I'm still not found that place. Busway make me more confused. But tomorrow I should try to go there again alone! Then in early thusday I already find the place.

Why I catch the job? Because saturday off and sunday too. So I can spend time at church all day. Then kongkow in hospital till waiting my friend go home. Play free wifi there lol :p dunno either, sound bad idea ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

On Friday, I also get an interview as a secretary. Before interviewing I should test TOEIC, that's okay. I also never test like TouFel (forget the way to write that) again after graduating from academy. Yea should try and I also go alone by myself.




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News From TV Wales Got Storm

Ah I heard bad news in one of Television about England, including Wales got storm and many trees broken plus 4 died because bad weather.

I have best friend from Wales even he isn't stay there anymore but his families, parents and sister still live there. I just wish they are will be fine. Because Gudger Families are nice person, friendly and very humories and welcome.

His sister sometimes sent me messages if she has time and tell about their plan on weekend or anything. Yea :) God bless people there. Even I heard 4 died because of the storm and now storm move to Dutch. Wish the people there also safety :)


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Oktober 28, 2013

Hearing Song Remember When

This night I'm hearing song with the title "Remember When, the sountract movie "Up" or another romantic movie. Hearing this music with eat biscuite and cheaper ice cream. The taste so weird.

Yea even I don't have money, I should spend money either for breakfast. Because I want to get interview in morning time. That's why, I bought bread and milk for breakfast.

Then tomorrow will eat noodles every day ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D like this day and yesterday, just eat noodles and egges everyday. Ouh so badly ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D





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Spirit of Love

God made human with man and woman
Man and woman need each other
That's why they need become one
Spirit of love is loyal and honest with other

God made woman and man just for one soul
That's why they need to be loyal with their soulmate
Because in heaven God just made Adam and Hawa
So don't making affair if you become one

Become one in God bless is promise
To be one until the other pass away
That's spirit of love to be loyal each other
Loving isn't just word but show it in life

Spirit of love is blessing when have wonderful soulmate
Don't think give up when got trouble
Because making relationship isn't easy
But believe and support each other the best way






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I just bring one bag in Jakarta, even I have many hand bags because my suitcase already heavy and I also bring two suitcase. One suitcase for dresses and the second is all my accessories stuff and tools.

I just think I want to try to grow my business also like other people and high my skill also. Ah silly me because it isn't working ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because I'm not confidence also here.

My bag skin broken then I used one of my ribbon to make like this plus the beads. Lovely :) even look so different but better then nothing. What do you think?


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The Snack when I kid

Last sunday, after back from dunkin dounat. I looked this snack. Ah, I almost yell because that snack when I was kid. Ah remind me when I was sitting in elementary school. When going home after studing, sometimes I like to buy it.

After graduating from elementary school. I never eat sweet snack like that! Ah, when I see that, I buy it with full smile in my face, can't wait to arrive home and eat that. The price is 7500 IDR, wow. When I was kid the price just 100 IDR lol :) the value money always high every time.

Ah finally after walking 10 minutes, I already home. Wash hands and foots of course, because will have many virus if not wash or clean it. Okay, enter in bedroom, the hot weater blow of me ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D then turn on small fan, better then nothing. :p

Wanna know the taste of this snack? Of course so sweet and I'm so damn happy eat this snack. Remind me how was happy I was when kid.

Today I want to eat ice cream and cheese crispy snack but no have money already. Must wait my sister sent me money a week again. Because I lend all my money to my friend, so now just 50.000 IDR only on my wallet. Poor Citra :p but I'm not worry.

Even don't have money to buy ice cream and the cheese crispy snack. I just go to the little shop near boarding house, buy traditional ice, greenbean ice (es lilin) and chocolate biscuites. Okay greenbean ice is like you cook greenbead+sugar+coconat cream. When already, put it in long and tidy plastic. Keep it in freezer till cold or freez. Then it became ice. Lol.
Smart for push my desire to eat ice cream and expensive snack change to be cheaper snack ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D





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Tuesday in the Jakarta

Waking up when the alert alarm ringing at 5 am. I'm still heavy and sleepy. But I should pray in early morning even I'm christian, pray is meaning talking with Father in heaven.

Talk about anything my dream, my future and my hope. Ah already 2 weeks more or 16 days in Jakarta. Today, even Jakarta so hot but the sky is dark. Even rain blow up from sky, the athmosfer still same, hot! No suprise anymore ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D many trafic lights, crowded transportation, and also polution make the atmosphere worse and worse every time.

Okay, I'm so glad I ever stay in place will still nature and also the weather still have many winds. Fresh wind even I love stay in cold room (AC room, red) lol.

Ah tuesday and I'm still no idea to make stories for try to compotition Femina magazine for short stories. Even I never win but like my motto. Don't ever ever give up! Rise your dream even your dream to high but at least when you fall, you will fall in the sky. Keep spirit Citra and believe it, one day everything gonna be fine :)


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Oktober 27, 2013

Look so Tired?

When I'm talking with Redly. He asked me the question. Look like you are so tired and unhappy?

Wow, he's so eagle eyes ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but I'm happy just can't smile or laugh load if you are online on cafe. Yea, the modem can't used well because here the network is so slowwwwww.

Yea this time I can't sleep well because my friend 5 times hit my boob when we were sleeping. She's not wrong, because she was doing without her realise. Look like her so tired and sleep to much move and hit my right boob 5 times and make me feel hurt of course! She hit it so hard! Her energy so strong even in sleep ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Still now my boob still hurt and I can't wear bra will make it hurt. But I can't tell her ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D she will feel guilty and I don't like it. Sssttsss don't tell her okay ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Today I'm so happy, I did make arctiles and sent it to madam D and I wish she will allow me to second section interview. If her team agree with her. I don't know either the answer and just wait it till she gives me information it yes or no! But I have a little hope, she will give me another opportunity for that.


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5 Times Got Glue Gun

Hiks hiks hiks. My index finger get hurt! That's so bad because 5 times got glue gun.

I did so carefull when used glue gun but still it hurt my index fingers many times. So bad! But that's okay, my bag is better now. The hot weather make my bag broken and look so ugly.

So embressing when used it! Like poor woman and no have money lol. So my idea to make it good.


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Oktober 26, 2013

Happy Sabbath Even Got Trouble

Ah in early morning, I almost can't wakeup! Why? All my body so sore. If moving they get hurt. Then I think I should hurry up go to church! Because saturday always special day to spend day at church :)

Ah finally I am doing shower and prepare going to church. The first I want to wear pink dress then I change my mind. Choose the brown dress plus blezer, because I bet the weather will be so hot when I'm going back from church.

We should pass the bridge to get transportation. Not for long to wait transportation, 502 to drive me to menteng. This morning our lucky because we get seat ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Then short story, we already at church and prepare our mind and heart to focus to all seremony at church. Yea the topic is good about what's heaven like?

After hearing the doctor about the speech. Then we are getting lunch. Simple food but healthy food. We eaten that and going home and my friend should work as afternoon shift in one hospital as nurse.

Okay, I go home alone. Safety until I stop to front street to get way to my boarding house by walking. When I'm walking, then someone ask direction to kampung melayu. Because I know the way, I told him, he is wrong way. Eh he said unpolite word. Gggrrr making me so upset.

"Wow you have "boobs" big" crazy man. Then he asked me to go out the way. I just ignore him and go fast and pretended not hear his voice. Why people get silly words in life, very unpolite and rude!


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Oktober 25, 2013

The New Adventure by Myself

Mmmm today so crazy day readers. I got most lost the way to airport ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D yea why should I go to airport? Wanna know the reason? Okay I would tell you. I have an appoitment to an interview with madam D. She have time in Jakarta, so she decided to interview me.

Cool right NGO which work in tourismt department. Coool and love it. But I don't know yet if I can get that job. Still have two second if her team agree to hire me ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Okay now I'm going home and will tell you soon about my new adventure in Jakarta.




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Black Swan

This swans are bad. Why I said like that. Because the couple swan don't wanna stop swim to take the picture of them.

The couple black swan always swim with the happy time under rain. They don't care about the around. They just show the romantic swim. So sweet and making me jealous with the black swan ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Hey, don't be laugh! I guess you also be jealous too. When I explain what's my opinion about the swans. Okay

They are like old couple. Spend time together even in small pool. They never go far away from other. If one swim to fast, the other follow from behind. Then they side by side again.

Its look like don't ever give up with your relationship. Sometimes you will be back and need to follow your couple. Of course that's so difficult but when the problem gone! You can be side by side again.

Life is like waves. Sometimes big waves can't broke anything but sometimes big waves will make you more stronger. Because life never easy. That's the point I got when visit in zoo.

The swan teach me to be clam and never give up. Rain isn't the big problem! Thays mean when you get difficult life that's not the big problem. Because you will find the good way to out the difficult life.


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Happy Morning!

Ah friday now and I'm so glad on this morning time. Like usual, I always wake up early in the morning. Pray and read bible before start day.

After praying, my mobile rang in 6.10 am and I pick it up soon. Finally Mrs Dannya call me. The Bali jobs. Honestly, I do forget what I apply. But this madam so friendly and she explain all my question.

Like what's company, she told me this Ngo! Ouh my godness. That's my dream to have experience in NGO International. So we make appoitment to meet in airport. Because she still meeting in Tanggerang in department law and HAM. I'm so unbelieve. Finally, I will get apportunity to interview in NGO.

My journey to get the position as junior administration still long. But God, please please let me get the opportunity to work there and then I am so happy. This is really my passion to join international organization.

Its like a dream. When she tell me that. God, is dream? Even still dream let me get that position for my new adventure. Please? ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D cheecky me. Okay, now should prepare clothes to meet the madam and also for tomorrow go to church.

Ah can't stop smile and hope inside my heart. Finally after many resumes I sent to Ngo International. Now, finally I get change to interview. It like I get many wonderful ice creams ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D get many kind of chocolates. Ah childish ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Ngo ngo that's sound on my head! I don't believe it. Need someone pinch me to say that's not dream :) because I never get opportunity to interview in ngo, like aids, care children street, etc. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D so happy till wanna cry ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Ouh God, this is the happy morning in my life. Really! If I don't get the position, at least finally I got change to an interview on NGO




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Oktober 24, 2013

Almost Mid Night Time!

Eyes why you don't wanna close? My body so sore, of course long journey and never do like that after resign from journalist.

Missing something about life? Yea I feel I'm missing something about my life. The night though ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I know either very well sometimes I make mistake pronoun or grammar. That's okay, I never practice, speaking, writing and reading long time ago after graduated.

Ah, I'm missing something. What's that! My passion to be an adventure. I really want go to somewhere far a way and still nature and take all my imagination and make them blow and become stories.

Sore body, ah tired foot, heavy eyes but mind still fly everywhere. Listening music in night. Dark and type on my old blackberry, so silent night kƋkƋkƋkƋ=)) =))

Sending many resumes got some interviews, some come and some not because don't know the way go there. Silly me! Jakarta is the biggest city then I can imagine and silly me also. I should just sent resume in central jakarta and east jakarta.


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Love Me till Died

Maybe I'm not the first in your life
That's ok as long as your love just me
Maybe I'm not the pretty girl in your life
But believe me I have more pretty heart for you

Love me untill I'm died
Just love me until we grow old
Because you will be the happy man in life
The way I love you and show you so unique

Love me until I'm died
Because you never look other woman like me
I'm so different because you can't refuse me
I always in your mind as long as your breath

Love me until I'm died
That's meaning I'm your soulmate
Because that's people show their only love
So do you love me until I'm died?

Jakarta, 24 october 2013

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More Long Journey and Almost Lost Part 3

Ah finally I should go out from bath room I mean shower room ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D if I take shower in Jakarta, I don't like to go out soon. When my body adaption with the fresh water making me can't stop to turn on water in body. So fresh fresh fresh ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Okay continue my long day in Jakarta. Wow already 12 days, but still not find good job and good salary ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

After long long cross bridge finally I can feel so fresh AC from mall. So cold and nice. Can you imagine hottest weather make your skin like in burn or your skin in bbq place in the high fire. That's what I feel ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D :p hey (I bet when Redly read this, he would say cheecy lovely princess Bintan lol)

Then my friend ask me, are you hungry. I said not to much just thirsty. We pass some food cort and also traditional food. She then tell me how if the junk food. I said yea that's okay. After hunting the phone but she still not interesting or the price so expensive.

Back in early morning, she told me she had dream, she had blackberry phone. I said yea we will buy it. In fact her budge for phone just under 1 million IDR. That's ok if second hand. But all price second up to 1 million. Better buy new one.

Finally she agreed by my idea to buy samsung glaxy pockage. Just 900.000 IDR, new. At least she can whatsapp again with her friends. After losing her mobile. Mmmm ah we lunch at A&W but honestly I don't like the way cashier service us, so rude and not welcome.

I give poke to my friend but she just stay there and try to choose what menu she want to eat. So finally I follow her, after sitting in far a way seat from cashier. I told her why should keep stay there. When I look in others floors have many restaurants in the mall.

Maybe you are confused. I don't know that mall and my friend forget that place have many restaurant and also junk food too :p finally we should go home.

When I'm going to home. My mobile rang and I pick the phone. Ah another interview again. But honestly I can't hear well man voice because the crowded and traffic light plus I can't take my note out because will so difficult on the transportation when you stand up. But that's okay, I did text message him to give me the schedule and address. But he doesn't reply so that's ok. Not my lucky maybe ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D always positive thinking.

Told about positive thinking tomorrow I got appoitment with the Bali HRD who come to Jakarta and also want to an interview me. I wish all will be good. Please God help me. Back to Bali is also my passion ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D


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More Long Journey and Almost Lost Part 2

Let's continue the Citra journey to find good job in big city :p already bring snack for read my long posting today ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D just realise I did many posting from my old style blackberry phone by email ;p

After finishing testing in the one of playgroup school in Kelapa Gading. My friend and I have to walk for a way to find big street. Hot and tired plus hungry because I can't breakfast to early morning.

Kelapa Gading is the elite place in Jakarta. Even like that the polusion also very bad. So many small sands blow everywhere. Finally we see the big street. So we are waiting the transportation to drop us in Senen halte.

Ah waiting more 5 minutes, then we got the transportation. Long journey and I found that place so dirty, will be post in another post behind the high building in Jakarta ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D (ah I remember my friend told me, why you took that picture, wanna be journalist again lol)

Okay, the trasportation had bad temprament driver. Really I don't like the driver so rude and always yell and angry in every place. Gggrrr bad man, that's why the face look so ugly and oldest then his age maybe! If someone doesn't have pretty face or handsome face but always smile or good-heart, then they will look pretty and cute. Like me lol.

We should offer the transportation because he doesn't wanna drop us in the place we told him before. So we change transportation. Short journey, finally we come to halte. Finallly, I get safety long journey in halte.

I asked my friend, maybe she wants to buy ponsel because her mobile got stolen thief in the bus. She said maybe because she look so tired and must work in night shift as a nurse in one of hospital in Menteng, Jakarta.

Finally she decided to go to mall. Ouh we should walk and up to big stair so damn tired gggrr, time already show at 10.30 am but the sun like in 12 pm gggrrr so hot and hottest then you can imagine. Your skin look like burn. Okay will be continue soon after showering. Now already 8 pm and I'm so smell after buy dinner in the far place lol :p


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Just Realise I'm still Single LoL

I think I have boy friend but I forgot I did broke with him ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D and we still communication like before. But that's making me more love him like before.

Yea this night he remind me we just a friend but a friend which can be love ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D mmmmmmmmmm so my status is single or complicated or couple kƋkƋkƋkƋ=)) =))

What ever status, as long as I can communication with him and he always support me as well. If he my soulmate or no, I just wanna be his best friend then ever he imagination ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Teasing him is so nice because he always can make me feel better. Even when I'm down, like this time. Down my fit body. See my body is fat ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I guess now my weight more than 55 kg. Ouh crazy number for weight!

I should diet! But how if I just eat junk food, fried banana chocolate, dounat! Pizza, chicken etc gggrrr my body oh my body. Please keep down not up!

Should I jog in early morning? But don't know the good place for excercies! ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Single and fat so who will love me ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D :( so bad kƋkƋkƋkƋ=)) =)) even fat but still sexier ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D my heart told me for making me happy :p

This night I'm thinking of him in 2000 miles away from me. I bet he sleep well because his so damn tired. The way I like him because if he wakeup just for drink or pii, he always say hi to my yahoo messenger. I'm so proud and happy if he spend time to say hi with me.

Ah one think, a crazy old man, who my church Tanjungpinang introduce me, always distrubing me so badly. The old man always said rude words. So what if I don't wanna marriage him. His not my type and his also so damn silly! Because if he is smart, he doesn't distrub me anymore. At least I just met him 5 minutes in my home with my friend.

Then I never allow him meet me again. I always rejected his call and never reply his message after I said I have boy friend in australia. We have commitment for our future, please don't distrub me. If you wanna be friend I'm so welcome for friendship but more than that no way. Please I don't wanna rush to marriage because I want to travel around the world or at least be volunteer one day in africa or philipin like the international organization make vacation for some people who want to be volunteer in departement education, healthy, etc.

Redly, he's so nice person. If he isn't my soulmate. I want man with his character, romantic, gentle, responsible, friendly, sensitive, good-hearted, humories, welcome, love kids, support, family-orented.

His sister also nice person. Redly so lucky, like me. I also have good sister. She supports me as long as I don't have job. I'm so proud to my sister and I wish the best for her plan to register her marriage with someone her love. God bless you my sister, Redly, Sue, Mum, Dad and all. Keep spirit in body and soul because everybody deserve to be best in their life. Dwirafashion.com motto ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

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More Long Journey and Almost Lost Part 1

Today I went to the Kelapa Gading to get an interview in there. One of company which the company backround for the education for play group.

As I know I guess sent the resume for an administration but the writing test about education. I mean like I was applied as a teacher.

Okay, I want to tell why I said that is more long journey then I ever imagine. Let's go to read more the every words in here ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because I know some people like to read my messy opinion or my messy journey. Lol, is that you?

I am wake up at 5 am because my alarm alert always ringing on that's time. To remind me pray in the morning and read the bible. Because that's time for God priority before another activities all day.

Have an apoitment on 8.00 am at Kelapa Gading. So, my sister and I shower in the morning time. I choose wear simple dress, red thsirt with blazer and long black pants and comfortable shoe.

From Matraman, we must cross the bridge and choose the metro mini number one to Senayan Big Halte. Before getting mini metro, general transportation. My sister, Maria should breakfast. Then bubur ayam in the street, she chooses it to breakfast time. Just spend 6000 IDR for one mug bubur ayam.

Then we go to the senayan halte, it is need about 25 minutes. After that, we change the transportation. We should choose metro mini 37 but we are waiting that never come but kopja bus pass a way in front us number 27 with the text Senen- Kelapa Gading.

So we stop the bus and sit in some seat there. After a few minutes one by one passenger come. Till like fishes in a small can. Wow, so crazy! I looked an old woman stop the bus. I really want to give my seat for her. But I can't move or stand up. Coz in the coridor bus so many people, some men and women stand up in front door. It really so dangour, because they can down. But they don't care about the safety life. They just think, must get in work in time or on time.

The bus faster then before, the old man yell many places to passengers or the people who's waiting general transportation to bring them go to office or school.

Until bus is empty. My friend and I still keep waiting to our destination. Finally the yelled man told us to stop in the under bridge and continue to metro mini number 30 or 37. Then we got the metro mini number 30.

Not for long the metro mini go. Long time to get our destination. We got lost with this metro mini. Because the driver don't know the place. Then we stop in somewhere. We asked some people and they are nice because they give the direction to get way. The Apartement Gading Meditrania Recident.

Ouh my godness, the way to that place so damn far. We can't walk coz far a way. So we used ojek (motor bike for people who need that to come their distination) we just payed 5000 IDR each person. Yea for motor bike isn't far away. Then walking, because we catch the time to come that place.

Praygroup finally the place I should come. Swear I don't know that's praygroup school for kids 2-5 years old. A lady who stand by in receptionist table give me the place to write some questions test. But I'm also confused that test for teacher not for an administration test.

Okay, I finish the test, psikotest, write my resume and also my expected salary and then transalete story about Merry in the new school and also make letter for parents or guardians student.

I just need more than 10 minutes. Then I give it back to receptionist table in front of school. Then she asked me to wait, then she canceled the mind with told me someone will call me for next an interview. Because the meeting room still in used.


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My College Friend, Her Son and I

Monday ago, I met my college friend in Dunkin Dounat. Before meeting her. I came early because I miss my best friend, Redly. The problem, I can't doing skype, the network in my boarding house so slow. Sometimes need 30 minutes to sent email gggrrr, bad right?

Okay, I was so happy to look my Redly on cam. Redly cooked nasi goreng (fried rice, Indonesian food). We talked and laugh together. Time was going fasther when I looked Redly. But my college friend still not come yet. She got lost! Because Bekasi to Matraman far a way!

Finally when time almost 5 pm, she came and wow, we were red dress all. Looked like we make appoitment to wear same clothe. We catch up anything about pass and future. It was look dream, she said! Yea like dream after 10 years or after graduating we never meet just communication by phone.

Happy, of course? Readers did you ever meet your old friend?
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Oktober 23, 2013

Scary!!!!

Don't be scary, God said to me! When I feel so scar about life....

Don't be scary, God said again! When I feel worry about anything

Don't be scary, God remind me! When I feel alone and lost in my way

Don't be afraid, said God gentle, when I'm completly lost my mind

Everything if all you talk to God! God always beside you. So don't be scare. Anything will be fine!

I believe every journey and every problem in my life will have the way to out. Scare isn't my word anymore.

But feeling scare is normal. It will remind you to more carefull for anything and believe God will protected you, every minute, hour, and day by day
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Ragunan Zoo

Yesterday, my friend got off day. So I asked her to get me to nice place. She was so lazy to go out, because the weather so hot. But I never gave up ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D then she was agree to go.

I decided go to Ragunan Zoo. The way to get the zoo so far a way. From Matraman Halte busway, we must change three time! When waiting in Harmoni wow, we stand up more than one hour and so hot!

Some people can't wait the bus because must catch up to get office. So we were waiting and waiting till one hour more.

Ah, full bus eh I mean people in the bus. Ah, my feet got hurt ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D little! That's ok. Then bus ran a way and then we must wait bus again to drive us to Ragunan.

waiting the bus, this bus so long journey. I felt sorry to my friend don't get seat but I did. I told her to stand up near me so we can change anytime, but she didn't want coz that was men place, most! Front for ladies.

Every pass the halte, got some empty chair but my friend also don't wanna seat. The reason is far, when I asked her at room.

Okey, finally we got there and little tired! Then we payed to enter the zoo. Ouh that's big but animals aren't much like I think.

I just looked elephents, snakes, crocodile, birds. Just that, plus the weather suddenly change to rain. Before raining, the wind so strong and make leveas blow everywhere, look like spring or fall season? Ah forget ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Okay :p see you next on stories about zoo in part two
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Wakeup in Morning Got Flue

Good morning readers? How's your night? I wish better then mine ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D ah my night so damn tired and I fall sleep fasther then before. Because I already walked miles by miles a day ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Even I wakeup so early in the morning. I feel so gracefull. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. God! I wakeup before 5 am, I love to pray in the morning. Because that's silent place and make me better to talk about anything to my Father in heaven.

Ah, in this time I also got flue because I got rain when go to zoo. See the picture on here ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D that's making me got flue.

Mmm about zoo I will posting in another post. Don't bore to visit my blog everyday many story from me, opinion and anything after long time I never update it


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Oktober 22, 2013

Ketidakberdaya Part 1

"Tidak," teriak Bunda tak tertahankan, saat menerima telepon duka.

Siapa sangka dan siapa yang mengetahuinya. Suara telepon di sore hari membuat pilu dan kelabu kehidupnya di masa depan.

Kabar kematian suami yang dikasihinya, bagaikan petir disiang bolong. Kepedihan tak tertahankan. Isak tangis tak percaya menguap di udara. Bagaikan air mendidih yang kian lama kian menipis dan hanya meninggalkan bau hangus. Lantaran air tak terlihat lagi.

Suara sirene kembali mengejutkannya, membawanya kembali diantara dunia nyata dan dia hayalan belaka. Ketika tandu sudah terlihat dari kejauhan. Sesosok tubuh tergetak tak berdaya.

Kaki yang lemah berlari kian kencang menghampiri sesosok tubuh yang dikenalnya puluhan tahun. Pilu, menusuk kembali. Helaan nafas disekeliling seakan menyentaknya kembali bahwa ini tidak mimpi. Ini beneran terjadi.

"Ya, Tuhan! Kenapa Engkau mengambilnya secepat ini," histeris kata yang keluar dan selanjutnya hanya erangan yang tak terucap.

Kembali suara teriakan pilu terdengar dari anak-anaknya yang menyusulkan kian cepat. Wajah pria yang dikenal mereka sejak mereka terlahir di dunia. Kini diam tanpa expresi.


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Kesedihan

Kesedihan adalah rasa kehilangan
Biarlah kesedihan itu datang
Dikala merasa kehilangan seseorang
Tangisilah kepedihan yang datang

Biarlah pilu rasa keluar
Asalkan jangan berlarut-larut
Perasaan kelabu datang menutup sinar
Cahaya kian redup karena kesedihan

Biarlah menangis, luapkan kepedihan
Menangislah hingga lelah tak terhingga
Asalkan cukup sampai disitu saja
Jangan berlarut-larut hingga mematahkan tulang

Pandanglah kedepan meskipun samar dan pilu
Buanglah kesedihan dari hatimu
Jangan membuatnya kian menusuk kalbumu
Meskipun kehilangan adalah hal yang terberat

Ucapkan perpisahan meski dengan ilanangan air mata
Bisikan kata yang menyesakkan dada hingga tak berkata
Menjeritlah hingga tak ada keluar suara memilu
Karena kesedihan sudah merasuk ke kalbu hati terdalam

*selamat jalan om, tabahkan hati bule umi. Puisi kehilangan orang terkasih sungguhlah berat

Jakarta, 22 Oktober 2013



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Stay in Peace Uncle

Yesterday I got call from my uncle Toto. He gave me bad news, uncle Harry died sudenly! I can't believe it!
So, I called my parents to tell the sadness news from Balikpapan.

They already know from my aunty Tini. Ah the sadness news made me remind when I was child. Long time ago, when I was kid, uncle Harry always teasing me :(

He always "monk" me because I can't speak "R" yea. When I shared story to my grandfather and he was passing there, he always teasted me so badly, making me sad and angry till now ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

When 3 years ago when I was vacation there :) because that's the way he told to me. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D now I'm missing his teasing.

Uncle harry I wish you can stay in peace in heaven one day with our families who already leaving us. Grandmother, grandfather and our brother and sister.

Aunty Umi, I bet you are so shock. You are crying and never stop crying because your husband gone and never come back in the world.

Let's your tears fall but don't be so sad to long, because you still have nice daughter Alicia and Febri, the cuttines grandchild, my nephew Raka.

I bet all of you feel so damn blue and can't let him go :( sadness this time but don't make you feel so bad. Because every life will be back to the Lord soon or last.

Uncle Harry, you are the best father and also the best grandfather for Raka. Even I was far away in Tanjungpinang, Batam and Bali. I always heard the stories about you from your daughter.

How they are so pround to be your daughter. Your time in the world end, but all the memories about you never end in our heart! We always remember you till we can meet one day :)

Stay in the peace place and for the families just remember the good memmories! Don't let the sadness around us to long and I'm sorry I can't go to Balikpapan, in this time I'm in Jakarta but believe us, we love you all and we also feel so sad about the lost someone who we love too. God bless us and keep strong



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Oktober 21, 2013

Sambut Pagi Hari

Tersenyumlah di kala mentari menampakan sinarnya
Berbahagialah karena udara segar pagi hari
Sambut pagi hari dengan sukacita yang mendalam
Karena pagi adalah hari baru untuk berpetualang

Akankah kamu sambut pagi hari dengan senyuman?
Akankah kamu sambut pagi hari dengan rasa bahagia?
Karena pagi hari semua bersukacita
Liatlah burung di udara bergembira

Pagi hari adalah hari baru
Harapan baru akan hidup baru
Petualangan baru bagi pecinta hidup
Kebahagiaan baru bagi hidup sukacita

Selamat pagi Jakarta yang sesak
Mentari baru menunjukan sinarnya
Namun Jakarta sudah padat kan aktivitas
Tak sempat menikmati rasa syukur mentari

Sambut pagi dengan langkah cepat
Seperti mengejar asa di pelupuk mata
Meskipun demikian mereka bersyukur
Bangun pagi tak terlambat datang

Lovely monday


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I Miss You

This feeling is never lie
I really miss you so much
Like frogs miss rain season
That's what I feel to you

I miss you so much
Isn't just a word for you
But that's the feeling I feel
That word make me think of you

Missing you is like a hell
Because I can't concentrate
Missing you is like winter season
I always remember you hold me

I miss you a lot!
Remember the way we talk
Making me more miss you
Because you are the one

Poem in Jakarta
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Oktober 20, 2013

Recipe Fruit Salad in Hot weather

This is my favorite recipe when I was kid. Fruit salad in hot weather is the best food. Plus that's not making you fat :) okay wanna know the recipe, I will shared it.

What do you need:
Papaya
Lemon
Sugar

Cut the papaya then lemon plus sugar, after that eating them when cold :p mmmmm fresh and healthy

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Cenggeng!

Ih sejak kapan aku jadi cenggeng! Dikit dikit air mata keluar, udah macam musim hujan aja neh. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D perasa, sensitive atau apa ya cenggeng ih ​ƍäª deh!

Tapi iya lho, nonton film sedih dikit nangis! Idih sejak kapan jadi sensitive neh perasaan hanya nonton film india, cina or sebagainya. Haru biru itu yang kurasakan.

Sungguh diluar kebiasaanku banget! Aneh kan! Apa ada yang salah dengar kelenjar air mataku ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D karena gampang banjir.

Duh, sungguh gak bisa nebak! Tembak mati aja deh hati, biar kaku ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D apa karena jauh dari rumah ya, jadi perasa!

Kangen juga sama yayank tapi tak berdaya karena sinyal leeemootttt. Ih cenggeng, biasa kuejek mama saat nangis nonton film india. Eh, ternyata aku juga kƋkƋkƋkƋ=)) =)) malu deh! Untung tak ada yang liat.


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Finally I Met Vera

Before 10.00 am my mobile rang. Then I saw text message from Mrs. Vera. She's my friend in Batam. When I was journalist, we met in Sekupang.

Wow, I almost don't know her, when she come in the Gramedia door. I was wonder, was she Vera? But her smile is never change. Yea that's Vera.

She was change! To much fat and also dark skin. Different when in Batam. Do you know what we do? Yea we catch up many stories about past and present.

I'm so damn happy! Happy to meet my old friend! Lovely weekend. So how's your weekend?


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Lazy Morning on Sunday

Still not sleeping yet after wake up in early morning ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D ah lazy morning on sunday! Even lazy today I do sent 60 resumes

Yea crazy resumes, much resume I did sent this time but I wish one of them will be lucky. this time papa sent me text message and tell me to go to Monas! Don't stay at room on weekend ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D nice parent, right!

Love day and love myself ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D okay, time for shower and I also already sent label for my customer in USA! Wish everything will be fine!
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Happy Weekend All

Early morning weekend on sunday. My friend and I have plan for doing excercises in HI. But I was change my mind in night. Even like that, I wake up in 3.50 am for pray.

After that I back to sleep. Then my sister alram was ringing. She wake up, and sleep again for a while at 4.30 am. Me either, for read a few sentence in the Bible.

I'm falling sleep when read Psalm. Then wakeup again at 5.05 am. Because my friend was hurry. Her friends already sent her text message to standby for excercises.

I just wake up, pray again and turn on my laptop and sent some resume to some companies. Yea, try to get good job and also good salary. Even like that, I also try to find good design dress for my customer from amerika.

Until now, I can't sent the order dress because the document for the label still not finish yet ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D




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Oktober 19, 2013

Make Plan to Meet Old Friend

Jakarta oh Jakarta, I forgot I have a few friends here. So, I sent message to my old friend, Mrs, Vera Simamora. She was ex journalist too from Batam.

We known each other when our editor sent us in Sekupang to report some goverment office there. We different company but we were close.

Until she moved to Jakarta and met her soulmate. It was almost 6 years ago. But we still keep in touch each other even seldom.

Then I sent message to her and said I'm in Jakarta, wanna meet me here! In Matraman Gramedia. She thought this night ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because she was so excited to meet me.

I was laughing ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because here also already night. And her place was raining. I told her not this night, tomorrow morning at Gramedia. She laughed too! Wow, so cool right. So exciting to meet friends.

Monday

I also have appoitment to meet my best friend when still on college. She's Lisa. We also have plan to meet on monday :)

I wish all will be find :) our plan will be better ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D yippew. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. Jakarta. I can meet my friend who we seldom meet. Lisa and I almost 10 years never meet after graduated from academy forign language ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D miss you and so excited
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• · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For the Ice Cream

Will tell you something :p when my friend and I went to Kota Tua. Then she got text message from her friend, call Paulino.

He has been eaten ice cream, Magnum. Then I told to my friend, to tell him. Give us two ice cream. Paul said okay, tomorrow he will bring us cream for us.

Dring drang dring ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D my friend got home from work as a nurse in one of hospital in central jakarta. Then she brings black plastic with two ice cream inside that.

She told me that ice cream from Paul. So I enjoyed the ice cream in the hot weater on last Friday ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Talking about ice cream. Always remind me to a little boy, called him, Jaelan. He loves ice cream and long time a go, he always teasing me when he eaten that. His daddy, Taff also did same ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because they know I love ice cream.

I wish our friendship will never end until the world end. Love you guys and • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For Maria Friend. I wish he can win Maria heart lol :) because my little sister is good person. Poor men if can't win her heart :)

Mmm how about me! I'm ice queen so can't be melt so easy and this time I'm still love my Redly even we don't know our future or his feeling about me still lover or just friendship ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but I'm happy we still keep in touch and shared anything our daily activity.

Happy weekend! What's your plan?


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Already a Week in Jakarta

Looked my skin more brown then I went to Jakarta. The sun of Jakarta is more hot then Tanjungpinang or in Tanjungpinang I just seldom go outside, because always doing craft and writing story.

Already a week in Jakarta since I went from Tanjungpinang on 13 October 2013, sunday. Here I have many stories for writing too ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

But the most is I have ache just a week in Jakarta. The polution made my face so little trouble. Maybe I'm still adaptation about this situation.

Plus finally I can fasthing almost 24 hours, because my stomach feel so bum bum drum drum ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D my belly sing a song. So I'm eating at 5.40 pm uh, poor me yea!

Menteng Church

I went church in Menteng. A little far from our boarding house. But finally we were there and pray. I love spend time in God' home. Making me feel so peace and comfortable.

Some Menteng church members are welcome. Great if we love to spend time in church, making our soul grow and grow in God.

Noodles in boarding house

I'm so damn hungry and lazy to go out. Then I decided just making small noodles here. Enjoying every long noodles in small size ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

I should not be lazy to go out. Searching food for myself. But I can't go out with short pant and tight tshirt here. Will be danger ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D no, making me uncomfortable to wear that in here.


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Biarlah Kehendak-Mu yang jadi Part 1

Mengikuti firman Tuhan, tentunya sangat berat dalam mengaplikasikannya dalam kehidupan kita. Bagi umat kristiani tentunya membaca sejarah mengenai kehidupan Yesus di dunia, sudah luar kepala.

Kata-kata yang selalu Yesus ucapkan di dunia adalah "Biarlah Kehendak-Mu yang jadi". Maksud dalam kalimat ini adalah Yesus menyerahkan segala keputusan kepada kehendak Allah. Sebagai anak, ia hanya menurut kehendak Bapa yang di surga.

Yesus bahkan rela meninggalkan ke-Ilahiannya- untuk menebus umat manusia dan bahkan mengorbankan dirinya untuk kita, umat yang berdosa.

Selama di dunia, Yesus menyebarkan kasih. Kasih yang patut kita terapkan dalam kehidupan kita. Menyerahkan segala kegentiran hidup pada-Nya dengan berkata : Biarlah kehendak-Mu yang jadi!

Tuhan itu baik dan kasih. Meskipun apa yang kita minta dan tidak dikabulkan, bukan berarti Dia tidak mengasihi kita. Seperti tertulis di dalam Matius 7, begitulah Bapa kita di surga. Tuhan tidak akan memberikan racun pada kita, dikala kita meminta roti!

Namun Tuhan terkadang mengizinkan setan untuk mencobai kita. Apakah kita memiliki iman yang bertumbuh? Jika ujian itu datang menimpa kehidupan kita?

Tuhan menyambut kita dalam Firman-Nya, "Marilah datang yang letih lesu" Tuhan merangkul kita, membantu kita asalkan kita berkata :Biarlah Kehendak-Mu yang jadi.

Statment di atas mungkin terdengar klise, namun dalam penerapannya sangat lah susah. Mengucapkan kata-kata itu dalam doa sangatlah berat!


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Sejukkan Hatiku

Tuhan aku dahaga....
Aku tak kuat menahannya
Panas yang kian menyengat
Merobek sukma batinku

Tuhan lelah aku bertahan
Gersang ditengah gurun pasir
Sinar yang menyilaukan
Membutakan mata hatiku

Kuatkah aku menahan terpaan ini
Kuatkah aku berjalan dalam kegersangan
Kuatkah aku berdiri tengak
Menentang panas yang kian menderang

Akan kah aku tersungkur?
Tersungkur pada asa yang tertinggal
Meninggalkan rasa kepedihan
Kepedihan yang menambah gersang

Aku hanya butuh satu tujuan
Mata air yang menyejukan hati
Sejukkan hatiku Tuhan
Karena aku mulai mati

Seperti tanaman tanpa air
Kian lama kian layu
Seperti ikan tanpa air
Terkapar dan mati!

Sejukkan hatiku Tuhan
Karena Engkau sumber
Sumber air kehidupan tuk aku
Aku kan bersandar pada sumber-Mu

Meskipun susah kan kuterjal
Walaupun nampak ilusi kan kuhalau
Karena aku percaya pada-Mu
Engkau bisa sejukkan hatiku

Kegalauan kehidupanku lenyap
Kegetiran dan kepiluanku rendam
Yang ada hanya tangis kebahagiaan
Sumber yang tak pernah menipis

Terimalah aku yang dahaga
Sejukkan jiwaku yang haus
Ku tahu tanpa-Mu aku lemah
Terimakasih akan air surgawi


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Pengorbanan

Mika 6:8 "Hai manusia, telah diberitahukan kepadamu apa yang baik. Dan apakah yang dituntut TUHAN dari padamu: selain berlaku adil, mencintai kesetiaan, dan hidup dengan rendah hati di hadapan Allahmu?"

Bagi manusia yang mempercayai akan kasih Allah. Tentunya dituntut pengorbanan. Lalu pengorbanan yang seperti apa?

Will be tell soon :)
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Oktober 18, 2013

DwiraFashion.com Still not Update

Busy...... Ah so bad! I can't update my shop online, including my dwirafashion blog! Why!

The reason is I don't have time to update the site with the new style hair accessories. Because I'm still not creating the new style to make it good.

The other reason because the network so slowly :( I'm so sad and crazy about the network for connecting to my notebook. Gggrrrrrr ups! ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D be happy.

But saturday night, I will make new design or many hair accessories to sell it with my sister when she off day. My sister work as nurse, so she works beside schedule, I mean have shift schedule, sometimes morning, afternoon or night.

Keep spirit to make success dwira fashion, my dream to be business woman ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D and also colected money to holiday in Thailand. Because I do promise with my friend Merri. We want holiday together. I wish God bless our life and our journey to be good woman and success in a life.

Happy sabbath day too. Keep pray, keep try and don't ever give up. I'm still have an opportunity in one of company in Bali. We already make oppoitment to an interview 25 october in Jakarta.

every day is new adventure, and this night I'm also fasthing. After long time I never fasthing ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I wish I can survive in hot weather. 24 hours without eat and drink.


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Almost 5 PM

Mmmmm finally the answer come! I don't get that job ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D but I also feel • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. Because that's so far a way and I bet I don't remember all the way to go there again.

Ah my body still sore, after walking and walking. Today I just sent resume to many companies and also wash clothes ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Ah remind me to my papa who always monk me. When he know I can wash clothes by hand-wash!

This day, my sister lost her phone on bus. Must careful when used transportation :) okay, pity of her. Wish she will get more good phone better then lost handphone :)

Prepare to church tomorrow
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I found my Small Spot Heaven

Kutu buku I don't know in english for someone who like read a lot lol. But when watched the movie, people who like read will get in the unpopuler group lol.

I'm so lucky stay in Matraman! Why? Why? 1000 questions yea ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D cheecky, when Redly read this! That's will he word for teasing me :p ah I miss him a lot! I can't skype cam to cam. I miss my best friend. Because the network here so damn slow, like slower animal in the world ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Here is near book shop! I can't tell the name coz they will love it lol. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D just kidding. Gramedia in here so big. Many floors for books. Can you imagine! That's my favorite part in my life. I can see and search many books.

But the problem is I can't buy all the books I like! Because I don't know my destination. Will I stay here for long time or just for a while? Still no answer for that!!!!!

Ah, all books so wonderful. When I have time, I will be back there and enjoy to read sinopis or review that book.

So what's your favorite place reader? When you think you find "heaven in the world"
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Long Journey Ever Part 2

I was in the meeting room. Waiting someone to an interview me. I though bp. Vera will interview me, but I was wrong. Someone who's interview me as the expatriate.

He was introducing himself. Ok just call him as Mr D. So, Mr D asked some questions and that was so short interview as long as my life for an interview job. Not more than 5 minutes.

He asked then I answered. After that just the end lol. He said he will call when he already get the decision. He told me "don't turn off the phone until 5 pm, the staff will call any time"

Okay end after that! The problem after interviewing is we don't know the way home. But we still remember the ojek man told us to go ahead then will find big street.

We really lost! My sister also already hungry. Then we visit small and traditional shop. She eaten and I wasn't because I just need drink. My belly so full :p coz the hot weather make me not feel hungry.

Drink cold water was so damn good for me. Then we must walk 150 meters to get the big road. Finally we found the big road, the problem was we don't know what we must used the bus. So when the bus was coming with the number 612. We just stop it without know our journey.

The bus was so damn slowly, my sister always look the watched. The bus pass by Kemangi Mall (I guess I was wrong for the name this place lol), then block M, Senayan. Every places have big buildings so damn big and so crowded ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

That street remined me in Singapore mall, so close and big buildings. Okay, then the busy walked under bridge. It was so long :p then when we saw the busway halte. We stop it and went there.

Our destination now in Kota Tua (old city). I don't know why people call that place with kota tua :p so we went there. By busway then we stop in the destination xxxxx (no remember) but I just remember the long bridge in that halte, maybe 2 kilometer.

Every people always hurry and some people looked so tired, sleepy. Even like that they walk fast, faster. Maybe in their mind. They want home and find the comfortable pillow to relax. Their room as their heaven in the busy and big city. That was my opinion when looked them :p

Okay I was so damn tirsty and our water already finish. Waiting the busway to the kota tua so long time. Then finally bus come and so crowded. I almost fall coz many people push me, gggrrrrr so bad ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D that's life in big city, who's fast they will get place :p

I though my condition is like ilegal TKW in their own country lol. Ups, because when I was journalist, many Indonesian ilegal worker got diportation from Malaysia to Tanjungpinang. Almost 2 times a week. I ever think what they feel, yea when I was in Jakarta. That's why they wanna go to be ilegal worker because wow so busy, scary place in big city ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D kidding :p

Okay, back to topic. Then bus was going slow and we pass some haltes because it wasn't our destination. Finally after standup 30 minute I got seat. Ah, I was sitting and post one story to my blog and reply letter from my customer in amerika. He bought dress, even I'm still not sell dress just hair accessories. Okay, this story I will tell you in another post ofcourse.

Then, we finally must turn in the halte to our destination. Then I look the cold water and I bought it. I thought to my sister, it was heaven water and she laughed lol . Hey, don't laugh too :( I have good reason for that.

You were so damn thirsty and I got dry throat because no water and the weather still hot then ever you can imagine. So the cold water when you found it, it is like heaven water when it come to your dry throat :)

We still keep walking and walking. Then I saw manggo. I really want eat that. I bought it and eat it. Wow so fresh and nice. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. God :) for wonderful fruit You created for humans.

Finally we came to kota Tua, it was nothing but many people there, couple, family, and friends. Yea :) they take pictures and just sit there. The wind so nice and comfortable. Remind me in Tanjungpinang and Bali of course :)

Then I felt so hungry because all day I was not eat. Just a little vegetable in the morning time. So we were searching food. I want food with the hot water ( I mean like soup, coto) but we were not find it. So, we eat chicken fried in the street.

Oh my God, the price is expensive for food in that place. Better eat in restaurant, same price ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D. Okay, then we went home by train. Horrey :) long time I never used train as my transportation after graduated from college :)

Finally home sweet home.

Ps. Picture was taken in the kota tua Jakarta, 17 october 2013

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