Juni 26, 2014

I'm not Young, Smart either Rich

#5 days before birthday

If I can be honest, I am always afraid when near the date of my birthday. Because I always think I still have many dreams and the dreams still not become true. I really want make them be real. So I'm feeling so blessing!

33 years old and still not marriage and always smile when people ask me the question why I'm not marriage. Why marriage always become horrorable topic. Don't you think find mr right isn't easy. Build relationship isn't easy. Maybe some friends lucky they got quick soulmate and then marriage. But not all have destany like that! See! I'm the one from millon who still keep single and happy plus sad in the same time.

Sad when look the people have couple and happy when they have someone who support and hold hands and say "everything will be fine." I'm also happy when see, the trouble articles about marriage. Hey don't think I'm happy coz they on trouble. I'm happy because I'm still freedom and single.


I'm not selfish even everyday I always meet selfish people even the stranger passenger on the busway. One of the public I used it every early morning,


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Topik yang Ingin Kutulis

Sejak lama tanganku gatal ingin menulis -di diary-citra- tentunya mengenai 3 topik yang heboh bukan kepalang. Pelecehan seksual, pemilu dan AIDS.

Yea sudah sejak lama ingin mencoret-coret lagi mengenai hal ini. Aku mencoba hari ini untuk menulis dari sudut pandangku, citrapandiangan tentunya. Plus pasti pembaca juga sudah kangen untuk membaca tulisanku dalam bahasa indonesia. Yea life is difficult kadang waktu berlalu cepat dan akhirnya menyesal di belakang hari.

Saat ini aku mau menuliskan mengenai pemilu capres dan cawapres. Sebenarnya bila dikatakan dengan jujur, pemilu tahun ini terkesan begitu "hot" dan banyak hal-hal yang berbeda pada saat pemilu presiden yang membuat SBY terpilih dua kali.

Sangat disayangkan jika seorang public figur tidak mencerminkan tokoh yang baik untuk dijadikan pemimpin kedepan.

Sebenarnya karakter seperti apa she pemimpin yang baik :)

1 jujur
Kejujuran sangat penting bagi pemimpin. Itu adalah salah satu kunci yang berharga untuk menjadi seorang pemimpin.

2. Kemampuan untuk mendelegasikan
Seorang pemimpin harus bisa mengajak tim nya untuk turut bekerja dan berpikir untuk fokus pada tugas-tugas yang mereka harus kerjakan dengan cara mereka dengan hasil yang memuaskan.

3. Komunikasi
Seorang pemimpin harus bisa memiliki komunikasi yang baik. Tutur kata calon pemimpin haruslah yang baik dan membangun.

4. Selera humor
Seorang pemimpin bukanlah orang yang kaku, tetapi juga harus memiliki rasa humor yang bagus.

5. PD


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Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 8

I'm so happy and I'm so blessing because in a few days I will be more adult and I also wish become more wise then before.

Sometimes as a human we never say • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For the small stuff and also always tell about annoying and also disapointed life. So I wish in hole my life I just wanna say a good time not the bad time. Life isn't perfect and never become good if just complain. So many stress people and become crazy plus metal problems.

32 years will be change to be 33 years old. I'm learning something new and I'm learning about anything to make my life better. Whatever life will come on my new number, I will be ready and say • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For opportunity to life, learn about tears, smile, pain, laugh, fight, peace, forgiveness, that's making me become grow and strong. I'm so proun become Citrapandiangan. Even I'm not rich, model, famous writer! But I'm happy as the way I am!











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Juni 25, 2014

I'm not Perfect Part 8

Jealous to the people who still have perfect tooth so when they smile and show the white tooth making me. Ouh when I can back to the past life. But I know that's imposible and never be come true. So I just hope I can fix it to dentist and already survey and one teeth the price so damn expensive. Its the konsequency I should take when adult.

I'm not perfect because I'm still not become woman. Long time ago when people said especially ask do you want kids. I always say no. But a few months, almost a year I'm thinking about how's wonderful woman have baby inside my belly.

I know I'm not perfect because I'm still single and freedom! Freedom is mean something different what's reader think yea. I really want to capture many pictures of pregnant on photograp. Wish I can win lottree ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D no I'm kidding, never do like that. I just wish one day I can be the winner for writing contest and the money I want buy good camera. I really miss my 8 year experience as well as.






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Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 7

Looking the spirit from the cadger or street vendors. Then I'm thinking, I'm making my own business as shopping online. I don't need like them always put stuff in the street then evening time put them in the box.

Even my business still new and will one year on 1 july. Sometimes up and down but I'm still lucky to try it and need more work hard to make it success and also get much customer either.

I'm still lucky I know a little bit about internet, SEO even the old phone which sometimes can be error or hang but it still usefull.






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#6 days before birthday

I'm having planning to go home town a few days to make id card. But the problem is the flight so damn expensive because this end of june and july is public holiday in school.

First that all too I also want to buy stoven that's have discount for quantum brand. From the price 150.000 IDR become 99.000 IDR. Cool price. But the problem is the good hose gas is expensive around 150.000 IDR. Same price like stoven ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D plus I also need gas cylinder or gas holder too. That's price around 180.000 IDR.

I should buy that all because end of June is fasting month for mouslem. So will not wise to eat food at office. So will cook and eat them at home before going to office. Ah confused, sound like confused with the first July :) I will be old and still don't know what should I do for my future. All still blur, and can't shared the most privacy life on my online journal, so just ssstsss wonder yea what's it about ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D




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Juni 23, 2014

I'm not Perfect Part 7

I'm not perfect because I'm still have jealous feeling to the people and specially friends who still has good teeth. My teeth really on trouble. I really need much money to fix it. Don't know when I can fix step by step my teeth.

So lucky you still have healthy teeth and white so really different then mine. That's why I'm not perfect because I'm still have jealous feeling and I really want they teeth to make me never feel tooth pain anymore.

I also already have plan when I have a baby girl, no candy and chocolate. Will remind them how's that food so bad for tooth and make pain and can't eat so perfectly.




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I'm not Young, Smart either Rich

#8 days before Birthday

A few days I will be birthday, that's so scary me because I will be old. What should I do in my life? What's my real dream?

My dream I really know what's that. But I can't shared it in public of course. Will be weird. But this time I'm feeling lucky. I'm glad about that! I am not afraid to be old or my age will be add every july. That's blessing, God still want me to alive and make something good about my life and for the people.

God sent me good friends and worse friends to teach me how to act and attitude with them. Because God wants me to learn something to make me always think and think. That's good for me or not! We never know what's good or worse if we never choose about it. That's making me never know what happened.

I'm still not good person because I'm not perfect but I always keep try to forgiveness, patient, lovely and also try not to upset to the people who hurt my feet. Like today :( when I go to warehouse to cross check data. Making sure everything done, one motor bike hit my feet and make my left feet hurt plus my ugly shoes go away from my feet. The man who hurt my feet just run away without say one single word "SORRY" poor me but lucky me I'm not say any single words even that's so damn hurt.




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Juni 21, 2014

I'm not Young, Smart either Rich

#10 days before Birthday

Today is saturday, I should spend time at church but this sabbath I can't :( because I should work. I wish I can go to church every saturday. That's my desire so badly. God, please hear my pray and aswer my pray as soon as possible.

I'm wakeup and I'm not doing anything like wash dishes, laundry clothes. I will do it when home from work. I am afraid my passion will death if I'm not find my desire. I'm still trying to get that. This is my ife and I know and realise that's will be difficult every day to keep strong. But I am glad I'm still have dreams and hope it will be come true, settle life and being good writer.

This time I have project with a friend to make kids stories and I wish it will be come true asap. See, even I'm not young, smart either rich. I'm still have dreams, principale and good friends. Will shared you in other post about my speaker friend :) and he also writing religious book. Moeslem book and we also like to read Jocye Meyer




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Juni 20, 2014

Fw: U.N/WBO/042UK/2014

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I'm not Perfect Part 6

I like water, especially when in ocean. They so freedom, nice and comfortable. I know I'm not perfect because I love sea, pool what's people say WATER but I can't swim. I do learn many times but always find bad result.

I wish one day I can find good instructor to help me swimming. No body perfect and I know that, I never try to be perfect because that will be stresfull. I know I'm not perfect beacuse my breath size is big then I suppose to have ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D making me less confidence when wear tight clothes. Because people will look at me and make me uncomfortable. I don't like to get people attention, I just love myself as the way I am.




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Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 6

Still want to know what's spirit mean. Look the cadger. I look them everyday, they never tired to settle their merchandise (their things) everyday then packing it back when evening time. Regular activities rain and bright day, they hope their mechandise will be sell.

Never tired do it every day and maybe one day not sell but they still have spirit to do it in the street and also have hope all the mechandise will be sold. That's spirit I look from them. Normal life, normal feeling and spirit come to the people who have hope and never give up.


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Tutup Mata dan Relax

Setiap mengalami kegalauan atau kesal dan sedang berada di lokasi yang tidak menyenangkan. Aku suka menutup mataku :) dan membayangkan berada di suatu tempat. Apalagi kalau bukan pantai.

Membayangkan deburan suara ombak, angin sepoi-sepoi dan juga hangatnya sinar matahari yang menyapa tubuhku dan dinginnya air laut yang datang silih berganti membahasahi kakiku.

Benar-benar bebas dan menyenangkan. Hasrat untuk selalu menikmati pemandangan yang indah, laut biru yang terbentang luas fan seakan-akan bersatu dengan langit diantara perbedaan warna biru yang menggoda ingin dipandang.

Keajaiban lukisan Tuhan yang sangat nyata untuk dilihat dan dirasakan.


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I'm not Young, Smart eith

#10 days before Birthday

Yesterday is really heavy day at office and also trip went to office in early morning. Where I was waiting busway more than one hour. So trouble day, really. But I was still happy when eat mum cakes. Bolu tape and chocolate cake so yummy and blessing have mum like my mum.

Because so tired and I almost fall when in bus make my leg get hurt. I ask the old lady who can massage. This old woman can come to my boarding house to massage. I was so glad because my stiff body, tired become relax after get touch in part of body.

I'm wakeup this morning with fresh mind and the most important the fresh body. I can sleep well after difficult sleep a few days. This is good sign. I'm not afraid waiting my birthday a few days again. So blessing this morning either.

I know I'm lucky to know many kind of machines. Because when I'm learing how to sew, I just know some kind of machine, sewing machine, obras machine, neci machine. In here I know many machines and my desire to make my own business still in my heart and mind. Just thinking about how to collect money and work more hards.

I also have dwirafashion.com will be grow and grow and many customers I get either and the most important they feel happy shop with me. I make it with love and hope and I wish if they wear it they also feel blessing :)


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Juni 19, 2014

I'm not Young, Smart either Rich

#11 days before birthday

Yesterday, post officer call me and ask about the way to home. I already guess that's package from my parents, especially mama cakes. I do already miss to eat that so badly. Even I can buy many food and many delicious cakes but the taste is never same.

Because in the ingradients has many love and care in that cakes when my cook it ofcourse. I love it and I also shared it to some friends and also the owner house.

Talking about skill yesterday. Do you already sastifield about it? I'm not! Even I don't have money to attend to course or continue my study in the college but I always want to learn formal including informal. 2 year ago I already attend to sewing course even that's not finish yet but I do love it. I'm learning how to make clothes and honestly I have some my own design and I make it by myself.

I have a dream I will make my own boutique but not so famous like celebrity have their own business. But I realize I don't have modal (capital, red) so I'm still try to get capital and till that become reality (true, red) I make shop online but just for make hair accessories and sell some products what I'm thinking that's good for sell.

Still learning how to become good marketing. That's also I used to my work this time. Which I'm one of employee in traiding second hand sewing machine. From this office I'm trying to used what I know about seo and also try to find new customers to this office. Keep learning and that's never die and always find something new about it


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Juni 18, 2014

Kematian vs Kehidupan

Dear readers, dari tulisan di title Kematian vs Kehidupan, apa yang pertama kali melintas dalam pikiran readers? Ketakutan? Kalau dalam lintas pemikiran saya adalah kesedihan dikedua sisi.

Kesedihan pada kehidupan dan kesedihan pada kematian. Bedanya adalah dalam kematian orang yang paling bersedih merupakan orang yang ditinggalkan. Sedangkan didalam kehidupan adalah pelaku (korban atau seseorang). Termasuk diri anda dan saya, readers.

Let's see, pernahkan dalam aspek kehidupan anda tidak pernah merasakan kesedihan dalam menjalani kehidupan ini? Pernahkah anda benar-benar memiliki binar-binar kebahagiaan yang tak pernah padam sedetik pun. Pernahkah anda berpikir bahwa anda kuat dalam menjalani kehidupan ini dan siap pada saat kematian datang?

Ada banyak pertanyaan dalam benak ini. Mudahan bisa dibahas dalam kesempatan berikutnya, tapi gak janji ya

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#12 days before birthday

Yesterday I was not writing any single blog because I was so weak and no have energy. I didn't know what happened. My sweat to much out and my stomach so hot and pain. Making me couldn't have energy to go any where event go to doctor.

But in afternoon time I have energy to go to doctor. My expand life this month is much then my salary I got even still not end the month. Gross! But that's life, we already make budged to all things but sick, need more money then health. My mum said eat healthy food and don't to much diet etc bla bla bla.

Diare is suck condition when you sick. Make you weak, depression either because you should go to toilet (rest room) just for a few second coz inside your stomach is like have bomb. Want to explore it anytime and that's so hot and pain.

Plus yesterday my fish also death and today all the kids fishes death either because the teen eat them all. 3 lil fishes death plus the 5 babies fishes death too. Poor them

I'm still learning how to take care fishes. Long time ago when I was teen, I also have fishes with many kind of fishes from zebra style, rinbow until koki fishes. They life in big aquarium if I compare with my aquarium now. Plus I don't have oxygen to this aquarium.

I'm still learning how to find my spirit, how to find my desire to write again, that's why I was attend in femina writing clinic because I want to keep search knowladge, whatever it is. Many stuff I'm still learning will tell you soon. This time I'm on my way to office. Heavy trip but I'm still look hope




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Juni 16, 2014

Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 5

I worked in Kota and everyday I always pass the pasar asemka. Where's everyday I can see what they are doing. So, what's spirit meaning?

I'm learning about spirit from the old becak bike in kota. A few them already old, sometimes I'm worry when used their becak bike, safe or not. But they spirit make me think, they work hard waiting passenger who pass the street and offer their service, maybe lucky and maybe not. But everyday is hope from them.

Spirit is try the best your daily activity. Don't make it as regular but something good for good life. Having hope in there.

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I'm not Perfect Part 5

Absolutly I realize I'm not perfect either good person. Long time ago, I think I'm already good person who sometimes I have good heart. Since in Jakarta, I learn many things I'm not good person, I am still selfish, arrogant, uncare and still have feeling jealous, upset, disapointed.

See, I'm still not good person. But that's not mean I become rude and cruel. Good people who always think they are already good, they feel their already perfect. That's nonsense! Good people never think their good. They still need to learn even hard learning about the meaning of life.

I have one sister, older then I. We always fight sometimes till this time. But we always fill each other when one drop or feeling bored, sick and dunno what to do. I'm so lucky even I'm not perfect either my family but we always keep learning to respect each other, helping each other, to be friend when need someone to make us keep strong. Even sometimes we judge and not support each others. But day by day we learn it and make good deal about relative and become sister, friend, parents, physcolog, entrepreneur, conselling and many thing in sametimes and also different time.

Like a water and where's water put, the water became same shape like the place of the water fill.


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#14 days before birthday

Last night I couldn't sleep until 11.30 pm. I was crying alone in my room till heard music with the lyric make me more sad. I didn't know what happened in me. (Such a liar lol) of course I know, before July I always get insomia (can't sleep) plus feeling sensitive about anything in alive.

Afraid about getting old, that's normal for me. Because I know become 33 year old isn't young anymore and my journey still long time or short, I never know that. My dream still not become real and my age getting add every year that's suck. Nightmare and blessing in sametimes. But from that all, last night I get nice chat from my best friend and also sister.

Both of them make me things I have wonderful life and no worry about it. Support from them make me feel bless. Because some friends judge me to stop my dream and life in reality. See, many friends sometimes judge the book from the cover, realize or not realize some friend hurt me or maybe they also give up about to rise dream and make people want to be like them, give up about their dream neither.

Get good sleep is very important right. I'm not smart and I know that's. That's why I never stop to learn anything to find the meaning of life. To find good financial and moral in life. I'm not smart, that's why I will never stop to improve my skill and my knowladge. For myself, learning is never end. I will keep learn until I'm death.



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Juni 15, 2014

Writing Clinic di Femina

Weekend ini aku dapat kesempatan yang menarik untuk menghabiskan waktu di writing clinic di kantor Femina. Femina merupakan salah satu majalah terbesar wanita di Indonesia yang konsisten dari waktu ke waktu untuk membuat lomba menulis cerita pendek (cerpen) atau cerita bersambung (cerbung).

Beberapa hari lalu, aku iseng-iseng mendaftarkan diri ke salah satu event femina ini. Eh, ternyata aku beruntung mendapatkan kesempatan untuk hadir di writing clinic yang diselanggarakan di ruang serba guna femina. Apa saja yang dibahas di acara itu? Mmmm sangat menarik khususnya pembahasan dari Eka Kurniawan dan yang paling suprise pada saat aku bertemu dengan penulis rumah perahu pemenang cerbung femina beberapa waktu lalu.

Kisah itu sangat unik dan berbeda tetapi menarik hati lho. Let's see what I got from this attend for next time post!

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#15 days before Birthday

Today I am going to Femina magazine building to attent to writing clinic. I know that event last minute before closing in femina website. I'm lucky I got invitation for that event.

I'm not smart, I don't have IQ like people who always have good mark in academy. But I never give up to learn anything new. Even it difficult! I also still have plan to continue my study until I get master. Some my friends ask me to give up to continue my study. Because they already satisfied what they got.

On my cheaper tablet, I'm download chines and franch language. I really want to learn that's language but I know to attend course need much money. Because I do already survey about the price to attend class for mandarin language. I don't have enough money to learn that so I just search on google and youtube about how to learn it free. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

See I'm not smart but I still have passion, desire to learn something new to improve my skills and my knowladge. Because life is blessing and everyday is learning time to make me better and better.


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Juni 14, 2014

Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 4

Maybe yesterday I post to short because I am really tired to type. 3 things the normal people don't have. Spirit, Hope and Believe! Why I said like that.

Don't you feel your life stagnant and you can't move or change to make it better. You don't have spirit! Because you think your life is regular and always same. Wakeup early morning for prepare anything before going to work. Waiting public transportation, bad works in office, bad days and boring days etc. That's why I said you don't have spirit.

Some people who you think they are poor and unlucky. But they can wakeup with smile and spirit about the day. They think everyday is a wonderful day and make they life better and better with thinking about spirit new day.

So readers, let's change our mind set in the deep brain. Everyday is good, find the meaning of spirit. Because till this time I'm still search about it!


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Never Look

I will never ever look up
Because that's to high
I can't rise it
It will hurt me so badly

I will never look pass
Because that's just story
I can't back in that pass
Sometimes nice and hurt me

I will never look down
Because that's nothing to see
It is just something not to remind
Because that's don't have meaning

I will look in front
Because that's my future
I can see and I can feel
It will be wonderful day

Jakarta, June 2014


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Beautiful Girl song in Saturday Night

Tonight I'm hearing song "Beautiful Song" so lovely song. Long time never update romantic lyric song :) so this song for you male readers. Don't ever forget to say to your girl friend, wife. They are beautiful :) have a nice date or weekend.

"Beautiful Girl"

Beautiful girl wherever you are
I knew when I saw you you had opened the door
I knew that I'd love again after a long long while
I'd love again.
You said "hello" and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating
so
I just knew that I'd love again after a long long
while
I'd love again.

[Refrain:]

It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.
Whenever you are I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I've loved again after a long long while
I've loved again.

[Repeat Refrain]

Beautiful girl I'll search on for you
'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You've made me love again after a long long while
In love again
'And I'm glad that it's you
'Hmm beautiful girl

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Green Bean Sweet New Style

Today I'm making green bean with the new style. I just want to make it simple without coconut cream. Because I'm cooking that with ricecooker. So that's the result on my picture here. The taste of course so yummy and healthy.

Let's check this ingredients for making my new style green bean sweet hot in stomach.

Green bean
Milk ginger 15 gram instant
Ginger
Sugar

How to cook
Let's green bean clean then boil it, after 10 minutes put ginger with then. When look it almost well down. Put the milk ginger with sugar and let's it boil. Mmmm hot sweet green bean can be served. Mmmm yummy and healthy :)


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I'm not Perfect Part 4

That's my parents who make me come to this complicated world. My parents when I was kid the religion isn't good because they also seldom go to church but when they already old. They already realize, they already wase the time to do anything in world then to find the spiritual. That's why they always remind me, reminds their kids how's important to spend time with God.

My parents are like get second change to be good. They always spend time read bible, sing a song and also reguler to go to church every wednesday night, friday night and saturday. Long time ago, I always don't like when they remind me to go to church and read bible. That's making me bad! I don't like it but then I realize I love it, I love to read bible even isn't regular. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. God, I'm not perfect but I always learn to be good and good. Because I'm still not good person in this life


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Awesome People who has Good heart

I am lucky to find some people who still have good heart to help people with they own style. I really jealous with the people like that. I wish one day, as soon as possible I also can help people who really need help. Till that become true. I just can help some people with my way.

I bought some food for the old people who sell them food in the street. Sometimes I used becak bike in Kota to the office I work. Even I don't need to do it. Because I can walk and it not so far just need around 10 minutes to go to office by walk after using busway or train.

People who love good heart is awesome. I am so proud when read the articles about that. Because I don't have any skill to shared or help people. I don't have good talent or good idea to make people dreams come true. But this people, one this man really awesome. I am lucky to read and look that website. Many dreams people who happy with that idea.

This is one awesome man who get my attention and I would love to share how is luck him has good talents to make people happy. Keep make people happy with your arts.

I live in a little village outside of Guelph, Ontario, Canada...with my partner Clint, our 4 insane Boston Terriers, and am co-owner and photographer at Renaissance Studios Photography. The Drawing Hope Project was an idea that turned into something ridiculously magical that has changed many lives - including my own.

I studied drawing and painting for a while at OCAD in Toronto, followed by Graphic Design at Fanshawe in London, Ontario.  It was never on my radar to be a photographer, a philanthropist, or the father to 4 crazy Boston Terriers.

And that's just how life goes.
The Drawing Hope Project has brought me so much already; new friends, a growing family of incredibly strong people, and the awareness that life is so very, very fragile.  I have learned that being an organ donor is the simplest and most valuable thing you can EVER do (and you can do)

You can see him drawing on here!!!!!!!!! This one the awesome pic I shared to my blog. To make remind me in outside still many people who is not lucky to have life, sick, but some people who really care with other people who remind me to keep do like that with my own style.

I wish one day, I can help people too. That is my big dream I want to do. I really want to do like what people have time to help people. God, if I know what is my talent to help people. I really want to do like that. I have dream to make children book and the benefit I want to used to help some kids who need help people inland village. 





My Small Room I rent

I decided to move to Jakarta since end of October or November, I don't to remember that month hehehehe. Is not easy to decided move to big city. First at all my mum never allow me to move in Jakarta. But in fact She allows me with nice spirit.

Here  I am in big city, Jakarta. Work in small company which treading second hand sewing machine. Rent small room in Matraman part. Even small and the rent is not expensive enough so I can pay it regular. So here the place I always spend my night and weekend if I am not go any where.

In the part of angle my room have something little messy. Because some friends still keep their stuff in my room. Because my ex roommate move She decided to back to her hometown and one friend still not find the boarding house, so my friend still keep the stuff in my small room. But that is okey.


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 #16 days before birthday

When I wake up I read massage and make me feel disappointed, because a friend judge me and I don't like it. Then a friend call me and a friend can make me laugh. Real laugh, sound my laugh I never hear it again long time, roar with laughter! It is rare to find something that make you pure laugh and sound pure not pretended.

just really awake from sleep! 14 June 2014
I know my life little complicated this time, many bad news I heard from family, sister and my destiny still complicated and I don't know how to make it better. But that is life always full problems but everything will be fine.

Talking about family, I have one wonderful sister. She always help me when I am down. Even when we were kids, we always flight every second time maybe! I don't remember at all. But even my family is not rich but I am so blessing to have family like this. I won't change with other family.

My family is not perfect pictures like fairy tale picture dream for family. My family full of complicated story and every story sometimes will make me hurt and sometimes happy. But I won't change it to be anything. Sister who always support me when we already teen. We seldom fight like when we were kids.

Our mum almost give up when we always fight every time and we also ever get punish, we got put in drum half of water. Because we always fight. Many things memories still in my head and I love it when remind it. Thanks my sister bertha who love me as the way I am your little sister.  Whatever life hard and difficult we can pass it with smile and tears. Because that is expensive experience to make us strong and stronger every time.







Wow New Spam

This early morning I got letter like this

The United Nations Headquarters, New York
United Nations Compensation Unit, In Affiliation with World Bank Our Ref: U.N/WBO/042UK/2014.

Congratulations Beneficiary

How are you today? Hope all is well with you and family? You may not understand why this mail came to you. We have been having a meeting for the past 7 months which just ended few days ago with the secretary to the UNITED NATIONS. This email is to all the people that have been scammed in any part of the world and families,individuals,organizations that needs financial support, the UNITED NATIONS in Affiliation with WORLD BANK have agreed to compensate them with the sum of USD$5 Million Dollars.
This includes every foreign contractors that may have not received their contract sum, and people that have had an unfinished transaction or international businesses that failed due to Government problems etc. We found your name in the list of those who are to benefit from these compensation exercise and that is why we are contacting you, this have been agreed upon and have been signed. You are advised to contact Aaron Smith of our paying center in Africa, as he is our representative in Nigeria, contact him immediately for your Cheque/ International Bank Draft of USD$5 Million Dollars.
This fund is in form of a Bank Draft for security purpose ok? So he will send it to you and you can clear it in any bank of your choice. Therefore, you should send him your full Name and telephone number your correct mailing address where you want him to send the Draft to you. Contact Aaron Smith of MAGNUM PLC PAYMENT CENTER with your payment Code:ST/DPI/829 immediately for your Cheque at the given address below:

DIRECTOR IN CHARGE: Aaron Smith
E-MAIL:magnum-customercareonline@1me.net
TELEPHONE+2348105744165
FAX: +234-1-8968850

I apologize on behalf of my organization for any delay you might have encountered in receiving your fund in the past. Thanks and God bless you and your family. Hoping to hear from you as soon as you cash your Bank Draft. Making the world a better place.


You are required to contact the above person and furnish him with the following of your information that will be required to avoid any mistakes:-

1. Your Full name:
2. Your Country:
3. Contact Address:
4. Telephone Number:
5. Fax Number:
6. Marital Status:
7. Occupation:
8. Sex:
9. Age:

Congratulations, and I look forward to hear from you as soon as you confirm your payment making the world a better place.
Regards,
Secretary-General Ban Ki-Moon
http://www.un.org/sg/

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Juni 13, 2014

One thumb for Train Today

Even a little late schedule train in kota station but at least when turn from kota-kampung bandan, I already get the train plus I got seat.

Not like yesterday, sit near annoying woman who's selfish and won't give me space for seat, even the other woman already out. So, I got you with my own style ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D


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Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 3

Do you believe life is beautiful and bountiful? Some people will say with load voice YES and some people will say NO and other people will not answer.

Thinking about normal, don't you bless because you are born with good physical, with good IQ, good EQ! Look some people who aren't lucky because disable. But don't judge this people poor or something negative words first. They think they are special because they have something some "normal people" don't have. Spirit, hope and believe. Why I said some normal people don't have 3 things.

Mmmmm will tell you next time because I'm still in train, tired body but I wish not tired soul ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D because today many thinkings and many to do in office and alive :) life must go on


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I'm not Perfect Part 3

Still talking about my family. After I'm so pround to my lovely mum. Of course I'm so lucky have daddy like mine. Even I don't have much memorries about daddy. Because my daddy, in indonesia language I call papa. He always busy at work and his work sometimes need time a year or 6 months before get holiday and spend time with his family.

But my daddy when holiday, he seldom spend time to his family. But he never forget about my birthday. Special gift I never forget when I was seventeen years old. He bought me camera, till this time the camera still good but it isn't usefull again because no so rare to find film roll because everything now in digital system.

Even he never look me grow up but he also good daddy. But when I have husband, I want my husband always spend time with family and the kid also. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. Father, you are so nice and sometimes less care but that's why I'm learning how to be grow and nice




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I'm not Young, Smart neither Rich

#17 days before birthday

I feel so bad because my blackberry phone always error and make me on trouble sometimes. But that's just one stuff which make me want to change it as soon as possible.

Some friends ask me what's make I wish I want to do on my night before birthday time. Because some friend remember my routine activity on the night the end of june.

My make a wish mmmm I have many things, I want my life getting better, I want good financial, I want continue my study, I want new phone, new laptop, external disk coz my notebook almost full, stove and all the stuff for cooking, I want camera to make my desire become photografe or video will be real to make my own style web on youtube like professional speaker ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

But that's not really truly I want, that's just what I need and step by step I can make it true. What's I really want to make a wish on danger number on my birthday? Let's see!

People think I'm lucky because what I want sometimes already got it. No need to be rich to get what I want in alive! Will be 33 year what I already do and what I want to do





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Juni 12, 2014

Kereta Api yang Jempol ke Bawah

Hari ini aku sebel yang namanya kereta api! Sistem yang kentut dan bikin sial! Coba bayangkan saja, kemarin kami dari statiun kota untuk menuju ke stasiun jatinegara.

Kami menunggu dari jam 5.30 sampai jam 7.30 dan kemudian dinyatakan tidak ada perjalanan ke lokasi tujuan kami. Sudah begitu diminta ke alternatif menggunakan kendaraan lain. Singkat cerita, saat kami masuk kartu kami tidak bisa digunakan. Alasannya perjalanan expire.

Pada malam itu petugas cuma bilang kena pinalti tanpa menjelaskan maksud dan tujuan. Seharusnya untuk apa petugas pengumuman yang selalu koar-koar tidak memberitahukan untuk ke loket satu or dua agar tidak terkena pinalti. Cuma bilang kena pinalti? Aneh kan? Seperti ada konspirasi, ternyata bukan hanya kami saja tetapi banyak orang yang bernasib sama.

Satu orang dikenakan 7000 (3x lipat biaya perjalanan kami). Bayangkan saja tadi malam ada ribuan orang yang bernasib sama. Kita buat saja sedikit ilustrasi perhitungan 7000x1000 orang = 7.000.000 karena kesalahan mereka. Enak banget ya!

At least kedepannya diharapkan sistem kereta api diperbaharui. Pengumuman untuk membantu penumpang juga dijelaskan dengan baik. Bukan hanya sekedar permintaan maaf karena menganggu or menghambat perjalanan penumpang saja.

Kali ini maaf ya aku kasih jempol ke bawah bukan karena uang yang hanya 7000 saja karena kekesalan yang menunggu berjam-jam semalam belum terobati eh ditambah kami harus membayar uang yang kami malam itu jelas-jelas tidak menggunakan jasa kereta api!

Let's change notice to better service. Don't take benefit from our suffering! Being good information to make me feel good used your service. I like used train and I want their system will be better and better everyday


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Down syndrome and the Opinion People

Down stundrome


People with down syndrome may have some or all the following physical characteristic. That's meaning whatever the people with down syndrome will have "unperfect face" or smilar with the people with down syndrome in the world.

But I'm so damn shock! When read one article -sorry can't post here because I don't find the link anymore- a young mother who's teacher and has a kid with down syndrome. She post the pictures of her son. But what's the reaction or the people expression? Some of them say her has ugly son, and many "bully" words come in her post.

Ouh my God, I don't get it or understand why some normal people can act like idot! Why I said, maybe they are normal for physic but the moral is down, because they can act like mental problems from a few people who try to feel pround and happy with their kid even they with down syndrome.

I'm so pround with the answer mama who get bully. Let's people just what you do! Because their judge will never hurt you! We can think they don't have feeling and pure love like you have. Whatever it so heavy just think something in hurt will find the amazing bless!


Decided to the people who has kids with down syndrome

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I'm not Young, Smart either Rich

#18 Days before birthday

Everybody is afraid to be old, including me! I know almost 33 years old! What I already done? What I already have in the world? I have nothing.

I moved to Jakarta, big city in part of Indonesia. Try to find lucky and always find "disapointed" because many offer jobs just want employee below 28 years old.

I'm not young anymore, people know that especially my mum and dad always remind me it everytime I call them to find one good man to make my own happy family.

I'm not smart but that's also the point for get jobs. But I'm hard-worker, focus to the project, never give up! Well, when give up, I will try to find something to make me spirit and strong again.

Rich for financial. Like I say I'm not young, smart either rich! I have nothing as long as I'm working in hole my life. After graduating from economic high school, I decided to find work till I worked in my sister friend small company. Till this time, my financial isn't big enough to buy house, car or anything. But one thing I find something change me in here. In big city, Jakarta!


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Juni 11, 2014

Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 2

I am not good to description about the crazy (no sane) woman I look. She looks don't care about anything. When I look so careful in different miles. She is look sing or talk without sound.

Poor her, I don't know the reason why she become like that. That's just one people who lost them mind. Over line normal so become crazy (coo-coo or many words in english dictionary) but none it can explore with good words to explain it.

Before they lost them mind of course they also like us, normal. They can't handle the problems in alive so their cable broken. Many problems about love, family, relationship, economic, work many others word about it maybe I can't used in here. Whatever and what's the problems in alive which we can't handle it with our mind. Just remember, God always here with you. Never let you go, but sometimes you rejected and you don't believe it. You think about yourself, about your opinion, about your desperate life.

To be continue, next about example family who will make you become strong or more weak! It depend on you to decided. Keep reading mine and find you think here. I wish I will keep update everyday. Because I miss to write




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I'm not Perfect Part 2

Having rich friends sometimes make you never feel bless and gracefull. Because you always look in them. You feel unlucky, jealous and think why I should born in this family. Sometimes I was thinking like that.

I'm Lucky have You Mum

This honest and I realize I'm lucky have mum like you. When I was senior high school I choose economic school so I should out from the rich circle in ****** school. So, here I was. I have many friends in different level economic family. They were not rich like my junior friends school. Here I was learning how lucky I was. My family wasn't rich but whatever I want and what people never it expensive food. I did eat them regulary.

When I was home from school, already have many delicious food. Mum never forget to buy my snack jenil or etc (traditional snack Indonesia). I love it. I was so blessing in my family. I just hear one time my parents fight. When I was naughty, sometimes my mum protected me from daddy. So I'm lucky till this time I'm feeling lucky I have mum like you.


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Juni 10, 2014

Berkat Datang dari Penderitaan

Pernahkah kita berpikir bahwa terkadang berkat datang dari penderitaan? Namun sebagian besar beranggapan berbeda. Mungkin aku juga bagian dari kata mereka.

Terkadang kita berdoa buat berkat, kita berdoa untuk merasa damai. Merasa ada yang melindungi pada saat kita tidur. Pernahkah kita berpikir bahwa kadang berkat itu datang dari air hujan? Pernah kita berpikir bahwa berkat datang dari kesedihan kita?

Namun sebagai manusia terkadang kita menganggapnya berbeda. Kita menganggap setiap penderitaan adalah "kutukan" yang merusak kehidupan. Saat kita merasa Tuhan sangat jauh dijangkau. Tuhan tak mendengarkan keluh kesah kita. Kita menganggap bahwa Tuhan tidak peduli. Kita berdoa dalam amarah dan kekecewaan, karena Tuhan tidak memberkati kehidupan kita.

Kita merasa tersesat dan terjatuh pada lubang terdalam dan terkelam. Kita merasa kesal, kecewa dan hancur berkeping-keping, selayaknya bom atom yang meledak pada saat hitungan yang tepat. Pernahkah kita berpikir dibalik itu semua, ada berkat yang tersembunyi yang sudah Tuhan siapkan untuk aku dan kamu. Bagi kita yang mencoba melihat dengan cara yang berbeda.

Aku bukanlah manusia yang sempurna tetapi setiap hari aku mencoba belajar menghadapi kehidupanku dari berbagai sisi dan sudut pandang. Mencoba untuk berubah menjadi lebih baik lagi dari waktu ke waktu.




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Thanks God, I'm Normal Part 1

Today is heavy day when I wake up, since a few days I don't have good mood, good positive energy. I feel so weak and I blame myself with all problems, emotional in my life. Plus when I sleep last night, many cockroachs come to my room suddenly and stranger number ringing in my phone. Really nightmare.

Can you imagine, when I'm sleeping in the hot weather. Feel uncomfortable position because the athmosphere to hot. Then something weird in my right hands. Suddenly I'm wake up and find cockroach in my floor when I turn on the light.

Then I'm trying to kill him with the spray for kill cockroach. But he won't death. Still run away in every part my room. Till finally I can make him out from my room with the weak body, he gone. I'm trying to sleep again then I feel somehing isn't safe. Right, I turn on the light again. I found 5 cockroachs enter my room from my open window.

Ouh gross, I'm run try to kill them with little yell because I won't make my neigbores wakeup in the middle of night because of the cockroach accident. Almost 45 minutes to make them weak but one escape. Really gross and I'm glad I can survive when kill them, yell and feel so gross and gggrrr can't explain with words how's my feeling about the night. When trying to kill them my phone can't stop ringing and some text messages in. A stranger ask price machine in the midnight. So weird and unnormal time to ask something.

Ah I'm trying to sleep but can't until I feel so damn weak and tired and finally I'm sleeping. Ah that's night the point I want to shared ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D almost forget about the important things. Like usuall, wakeup and showering because feel so weak to make lunch box. So I just go shower and feel lazy and no power. Till time show on 7 am I'm afraid if I'm falling sleep so I decided to go to work early.

Short story, I look messy a woman in street. Her hair is like bird nest and so stiff and dirty. Although the dress but the most important when I look her foot. It had dry blood, I guess from her period time. Will continue soon, okey.



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I'm not Perfect Part I

20 days before my special day. I'm thinking who am I? Why I'm here in the world which I don't understand? What I already done? What the experiences life I already learn? What's knowladge I already know? What's emotional icon that's making me look good?

Who am I? I don't know who I am! I just know I was born in Balikpapan, 1 july. My father isn't rich either my mum. I'm not born in famous family or rich family. When I was kid, my father work in many places with good income but that money can't buy car but the money is good enough to pay food bill, small house, education payment untill many stuff I need.

My mum just housewife who work 24 hours in house. When I was sick, she was carring me with love. Did anything what I want, except ice cream ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D She never complain and tired when care of me. She always here when I need. Sometimes I feel jealous with some friends who has worker parents so they have good financial then mine.


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Pemandangan yang Mengenaskan

Pagi hari ini berbeda dari pagi biasanya yang kulalui. Aku merasa ngantuk, capek dan tidak bergairah untuk melakukan apa pun. Bukan karena tadi malam tidurku terganggu oleh orang yang menelepon tengah malam ataupun kecoa yang tiba-tiba menganggu tidur lelapku. (Kisah yang ini akan kukisahkan pada postingan berikutnya).

Meskipun berbeda dan tidak bersemangat dalam pergi kerja. Aku menyempatkan diri reload kartu flazz (uang eletronik) yang digunakan untuk transaksi naik kereta, belanja atau busway. Nah, saat keluar atm (aku diikutin pria, ini akan diposting nanti di postingan berikut).

Pada saat aku berjalan, setelah keluar dari Bank BCA. Tanpa sengaja aku melihat sesosok yang dari belakang berpenampilan aneh, bajunya super damper kotor. Sepertinya tidak pernah dicuci. Apalagi rambutnya, kusut bagaikan benang kusut yang tak terurus. Panjang tapi mengumpal, sekilas seperti sarang burung terikut di belakang rambut putih yang teracak-acak kaku seperti sapu ijuk.

Entah kenapa aku menelusuri bagian bawahnya. Sekilas aku seperti melihat darah mengering pada kaki kanannya. Meskipun sama jalur tetapi aku di jalur kanan dan wanita itu di jalur kiri yang hanya membedakan beberapa langkah saja jika mau jalan berjejer. Ia nampak senang bernyanyi atau bersenandung tanpa suara. Ia tidak menghiraukan sekelilingnya yang semerawut.

Ternyata ia merupakan orang yang tidak waras, alias gila. Entah kenapa karena pemandangan yang mengenaskan ini, aku jadi teringat kata mamaku. Orang gila tidak akan masuk surga, karena ia aja tidak bisa mengingat dirinya, apalagi Tuhan. Reader, terkadang kita mengalami gejolak hidup. Tetapi apakah setiap permasalahan hidup membuat kita harus kehilangan akal sehat hingga tidak tahu lagi mana yang benar dan salah. Apalagi harus mengorbankan diri sendiri dengan mati konyol atau menjadi gila dan tidak mengingat apapun, hidup hanya dalam pandangan diri sendiri.

Ingatlah saat kita tidak bisa tertidur, atau pada saat kita terbangun. Kita patut mengingat kita tidak akan melakukan apapun tanpa Tuhan. Atau dengan kata lain, awalin semua aktivitas dan akhir aktivitas dengan doa. Berat atau ringan kehidupan dengan bantuan Tuhan, niscaya semuanya akan berlalu dan menjadikan kita tegar dan kuat.

Jakarta Barat, 10 Juni 2014


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Jika Itu Menyakitkan

Jika seseorang menyakitimu
Tersenyumlah bahwa ia tak mengerti
Jika seseorang membuatmu menangis
Percayalah bahwa air matamu sangat berharga
Jika seseorang melukai hatimu dengan kata-kata
Belajarlah memahami bahwa ia tak pandai merangkai kata

Jika itu menyakitkan belajarlah untuk tersenyum
Tersenyum dibalik rasa sedih, kecewa dan hampa
Karena hidup untuk mengenal berbagai rasa
Rasa membuat kita mempelajari banyak hal
Bahwa hidup tidak selebar daun kelor

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Juni 09, 2014

Berpegang Teguh

Morning worship sangat menyentuh dan juga "menakutkan". Kenapa bisa kukatakan menakutkan? Tilik ayat Alkitab ini ""Tetapi apa yang ada padamu, peganglah itu
sampai Aku datang" (Wahyu 2:25).

Aku memikirkan apa yang harus aku pegang? Apa yang harus kupegang teguh? Kebenaran di dalam Alkitab ataukah prinsip kehidupanku? Prinsip kehidupanku yang mana? Yang berpedoman pada Alkitab atau pada keegoisanku sebagai mahluk yang bernama manusia.

Berpegang teguh pada kebenaran hingga kematian datang menjemput, tetapi hingga kini aku masih melanggar hukum sabat! Apakah aku sudah termasuk berpegang teguh pada kebenaran Allah? Ya Tuhan, mengikuti kebenaran dan berpegang teguh adalah harapanku hingga aku mengakhiri masa kehidupanku di dunia ini.

Maafkan aku untuk saat ini aku melanggar hukum keempat. Setidaknya dalam waktu dekat semuanya akan kuperbaharui. Seperti Engkau mengubahku menjadi lebih baik dan aku masih dalam proses belajar menjadi baik. Karena tak seorang pun di dunia ini yang baik dan sempurna, selain hanya pada-Mu.



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Juni 08, 2014

My Lunch on Weekend

This is my lunch on weekend. After going from market, put the dirty clothes in bucket with the soap. Then I'm cooking some menu for my lunch.

The first I'm making squase with egg. Simple food. Want to know the reciepe from chef Citra :)

Will soon :) plus fried tempe and manggo fruits. Yummy right





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Blessing

I found this song without realize when I feel so damn guilty work in sabbath. Really, I know I'm wrong but this time so difficult to find job who allow me go to church.

Blessing from Lauren Story. Check every lyric so blessing..

"Blessings"

We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
And all the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain
drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not, This is not our home It's not our home
'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears

What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near

What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

Thanks to writer this song and the singer.
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RIP My SS Turtle

I am the killer. RIP (Rest in Peace) my new pet SS Turtle. You don't know how long I am waiting this moment to buy you. To decided to care of pets. I choose you until I got dream before I am buying you, if you know. I am so exciting when choose you in Kota Station, the first place I look a small turtle sell. But the price little expensive when I ask because I just have not much money in that time.

So I am waiting long time and always wonder when pass that road. Is the seller still sell the turtle or not? Because sometimes the seller never open a small table in street. Until I got dream a few weeks ago about you. In my dream, someone give me 5 turtles, one daddy, one mummy and 3 kids cute turtle. In my dream, all of turtle look so happy, fun with each other. Really nice dream.




Juni 07, 2014

Introducing My New Pet

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Cutting Machine

My boss is asking me to go to warehouse to take picture about cutting machines. But I don't understand what is for. SO I am searching on google for the title cutting machines blue streak. Then this video show on. I am watching that video and understand, why the garments can sell the dress or clothes so cheaper. Because they do it in the same time and not so damn manual hehehe


 
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