Desember 31, 2014

Tick Tock Time So Fast

tick tock tick tock the sound of watch
tick tock tick tock the sound of time
We can stop the sound of watch but
We can't stop the walking time

Every second the sound ringing
Every second the time moving
Don't you realize every day is so fast
Time and sound become one of melody

You can't stop the tick tock time walk
But You can stop the sound of tick tock watch
Life will moving every second, minutes and hour
Don't be afraid to meet the end of year

Because it will be just another story
Don't be afraid to try the new thing in life
Because it will be wonderful adventure
Life so precious and time never stop moving

Decided what future you wanna be
Taking the consequence the bad or good one
As long as it will making you happy
Thinking then do it in your new life

Happy New Year My friends :)

Life is not End | Just Change Number

Selfie in Half 2014

Burning Skin, I Don't Care but I do Care

The white one thsirt before going to holiday the picture I took selfie in one of cake cafe in Jakarta and the last is the picture I took today also doing selfie with the burning skin. Ouh my God, that is my skin? So completely dark and damn like it is not me. How come I became like dark people hahaha. I do used body lotion to make my skin protect from the sun but I guess it is not working so badly.

So that is ok, I am still enjoy my last day and I don't care but I do care when already in Jakarta to make my skin become normal anymore and how it? I know but I won't or I don't wanna shared to this article hahahaha. Just making it work first then I will tell you the secret.

Although my skin burning and to dark then before I am still look so cute right hahahaha. No one compliment me so I compliment myself, :P that is not selfie but that is confidence hahahaha, am I? Ah Bali is crazy and I wanna go to look fire fox tonight and I wish no crazy people will call me with the name "Hey red girl" because I do much bring red tshirt in my 31 days adventure.

If you are asking what is my favorite color I do tell you the first is Purple, Blue and Red the last one but I realize in purple fabric is not so much good in my burning skin so that is the reason I bring much red dresses and shirt. what is your favorite color? But that is not meaning you should hate other color. Because many colors will be make our dress more pretty and alive.

Happy preparing new year eve readers and keep spirit whatever life will bring you big, strong waves. You can do it......

Playing with Sea and Waves

Today is my last day maybe in Bali, so I decided to making my body wet with the salty water which the name is Pantai Kuta (Kuta beach). Yea to late to enjoy my time playing with the waves till make my body and shirt and pant so completely wet so badly.

I wake up from my sleep in afternoon time, ups secret when I was writing this time, I fall asleep. I don't know from where is the idea to play with the waves. I guess the waves already call me many times so why not. The last day I think. So let's go to the beach which it need around 250 meter for me to find the beach. I am walking with the red tshirt and red short pants and then the red new sandal because my sandal broken when I walked in afternoon time before sleeping.

The weather is not to hot, maybe in morning time already raining for a few time but the raining is not so much like before. So, I am walking just with my phone to listen music when in the beach. Ah, many people there but I don't care because I love it and this is my time become wet hahahahaha.

The waves so wild many times the big waves trying to hit my body and put me far away and I still can stand with my feed and move a little bit in front. Yea the waves so wild in my skinny burning skin. So the waves making me most fall down a few times to strong but I can handle it with my little power lol. Ih even skinny and to much burning skin and my skin already look like "african" but I am so happy and I don't care, I can make my brown skin back in a few months later I guess. I just wish before my sister wedding because I wanna look cute and pretty of course then the bridge hahahaha, cheecky of course not.

I am walking and the waves hit me up and sometimes I laugh if I can't handle the waves because so strong. Nice really and pity of me just realize playing with the wild waves and strong really amazing. That is why Pantai Kuta never quite from people who love to surfing. I don't care I can't swimming and I don't care I can't surfing and I do care about how much I enjoy my time in the beach. Just I know the reason I love the beach so badly.

Tonight is the end of 2014 and will be 2015 soon as possible. What should I do and what should I want on the new year. I just believe something good happened one day and just never give up, like many times wild, big and strong waves wanna hit me and try to make me fall down and I still keep stand in my feet even my body got moves for a few steps but I do the best to keep stand. So, whatever the new year will be come. I do ready to stand in my own feet.

Last but not Least

Dear diary, today I wake up to early because the power area in near my hostel off. so making me wake up around 03.00 WIB. I can't sleep again because waiting the power on need the time and many my enemy who will so happy to feed my blood lol :p So I decided to lay down for a while before doing exercises. I don't notice my watch when I went to out, it still around 4.30 WIB.

I just look some street so quite, my destination for exercise is Kuta beach. I used my red short pants and the SG t'shirt. I bring one of my phone to hear music and starting to run. I love to a few time run and most is walk. Nice, but I walk I mean run, some people just back from club. Some of them look so drunk and I don't care, I Love it my morning time today to running.

Some people think I am also drunker maybe because in early morning doing exercises. But I don't care I love my last day maybe in here, doing different think. Making me remember the first time I visit Bali. To exciting and make me forget Kuta beach is for sunset not sunrise lol. Yea, that was long story. Early morning not much cars or motors in the street. so easy for me to walking and enjoy my moment in early morning.

I sat in the beach and look the sea and waves come and gone so easy become nothing and look don't have something they ever exist there. Making me think about life. That is why I love beach so badly. I love Kuta in the night but in other side not in main street. Main street for crazy people but other side for me. Sound like I am the owner beach. I am free to yell to play with waves without any doubt which disturbing my ways.

This is not last my holiday, I will do any holiday again one day in different places. I know Bali still have many beaches which still not explore. So, I will be back and learn about how to riding motor bike so it will easy for me to do anything to go where. So, I should brave and not afraid again after accident I am so afraid to riding motor bike and I feel jealous with the tourism who can riding them so easy even that is their first time riding it. Okey Citra, You will can do it (I HOPE).

A few days I will back to Jakarta and writing will begin so happy writing for me and happy waiting for my readers and don't forget to buy many copies lol.

Desember 30, 2014

I don't Care I Love it

Dear Santa, is my letter late to sent to you? I know this is already pass the X-mas Eve. But I am still not making make a wish for x-mas eve. I just wanna make a wish this time, but I know this year I become good daughter so I will get my gift right?

What is gift I want from you santa? Is not about material things, I just wanna be happy and more not to innocent about life. I want to look many things and make me more grow up and not just stay in my comfortable world.

In here, Bali many things I saw and many things making me realize. Life so hard and every part so different and it never same again like before. I am thinking about tissue. If one of piece tissue put in the wet table, the tissue can take the water but if to much the tissue can be broke. I wish Bali will more comfortable and nice for two side in the night and also morning time.

Night Life

Ah night life in Bali, making me thinking about my book. My first book about the simpul terujung. What is night life? Night life which people go out in the night or something else?

Drugs and free sex and now i almost look with my own eyes about the night life and not just my imagine about night life.

Yea i did ever go to club  few years ago when still in university but this different. In yogyakarta is not so wild like in bali. In bali i seem not in part of indonesia. To many tourismn from many country. Look like in small "las vegas" wild and wild.

I saw with my own eyes how is the real night life in bali. So i can understand some readers thinks it story part of my life. But that is just imagination and the real life more wild and danger.


What is innocent meaning? Something you don't know or something you know but you won't to do it. Someone or few people can be misunderstand about this. For me innocent is both of that part.

Sometimes they don't know or just know about small things and when they get in real life they can't do much because shock and confused. So different then what they imagination from small or little information about life.

It sound like me too in Bali. Bali is like a coint which have differrent side. Like you wear mask and mask so different. Ah life is so complicated to understand and i wish i can make some other novel and finish my journey book plus backpacker book in english version.

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Desember 29, 2014

Bali Dua Sisi Koin


Beberapa hari aku di Bali, Bali sudah tidak seperti dulu lagi. Tidak banyak hal yang berubah tetapi banyak hal yang pastinya membuatku terpana. Bagiku Bali diibaratkan memiliki dua sisi, seperti mata koin yang disetiap sisinya berbeda, antara depan dan belakang. Begitu juga penampakan Bali pada siang dan malam hari benar-benar sangat berbeda dan sangat mengenaskan.

Dua Sisi Bali

Kebetulan aku memiliki beberapa teman yang aku jumpai disalah satu kota saat menuju Lombok, mereka berada di Bali. Sungguh, keluar di malam hari di Bali saat ini bagi yang melakukan traveling seorang diri bukanlah hal yang baik. Karena, selain keamanan Bali sendiri sudah tidak seaman seperti dulu. Itu pun juga kata beberapa orang yang berkerja di Bali dan juga maskyarakat setempat di Bali. Saat keluar seorang diri seakan-akan kamu harus sudah siap “diterkam” binatang buas. Mata memandang padamu dengan tatapan yang sangat lapar, siap menerkam dan memakanmu hingga tidak tersisa lagi, khususnya dibagian Legian-Kuta Bali.

Beberapa media juag sudah pernah membahas atau mengupas tuntas mengenai sisi lain dari Bali, selain keindahannya yang tersimpan tetapi juga kehidupan kelam malam yang tidak bisa terlepas dari yang namanya Bali. Kehidupan malam tidak hanya sebatas mengenai protitusi saja yang sudah menjadi rahasia umum di Bali, tetapi kehidupan lain yang sangat menyedihkan dan membuatku terpana melihat sisi gelap dari Bali.

Menelusurin jalan Kuta legian di malam hari sangat berbeda sekali pada malam hari, tepatnya pas diatas jam tengah malam. Berbagai kenyataan pahit yang aku lihat hanya bisa membuatku menatap dengan tatapan nanar, ini kah Bali pada malam hari ini? Seperti apakah Bali pada malam hari? Simak saja berikutnya


Desember 28, 2014

Differrent chatacter

Dear diary, already a few days in bali but i cant do much like in some place in java and lombok. The fist because bali was raining and i cant be wet for a while or go to pura.

I also got new learn... not everybody love to shared the true story so i am trying to learn and learn my guardian angel character.... 

Dear diary, i do feel so silly and so unbelieve about it. Why i think everybody same. Same same (the words which repeat for some boys here) of course not like that. Because of that i should be ware and better i am not talking to much right...

Dear diary i want to make finish all my books so i can start the new things. I do rejected the job who offer me and waiting me because the time to close and also my sister want to marriage soon.

Dear diary, life so unique inside and outside but last night the worse experience but i cant tell you.....

Waiting the time to end this year.....

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Desember 26, 2014

Happy sabbath day

Just wanna say happy sabbath. Long time i never say this words to some friends and i miss to say it

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Morning bali

Dear diary, today i have some plans to do explore bali with transportation but some plan should wait first. My stomach and also condition of this time make me cant do much.

Because if i got wet that is will become danger for me. I love rain n i also want get wet when the right time. When i look the sea and the big waves making me feel so good.

Ah that is why i fall in love with beach. Because when you see beach without many people thats look so amazing, big, and strong....

I always love to see and hear it. Ah my sister plan for wedding the end of march but she will in
Indonesia around 7 march. I love what i see and find in every place i go.

The most is beach and also mountain even i cant hiking but just look the wonderful nature i feel so blessing

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Wish you are here lyric

Goedemorgen, good morning, selamat pagi...... long time never shared my morning song. So in raining season in bali. I hear this song for all my readers and special to my guardian angel......

"Wish You Were Here"

[Verse 1:]
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you
It's not like that at all
There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Verse 2:]
I love
The way you are
It's who I am
Don't have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really mi-I-iss

All those crazy things you said (things you said)
You left them running through my head (through my head)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did (things we did)
Didn't think about it, just went with it (went with it)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go, oh, oh)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were here)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn (Damn)
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here (Here)
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here

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Desember 24, 2014

You are dissapear....
So difficult to find you
I am feeling lonely 
Never feeling this before

Wanna hear your voice
But i cant imagine your
So rare and making me blue
I do understand you are far

In the night you come in my mind
In the afternoon you distrub my mind
Everytime have you in my mind
My guardian angel do you know that?

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Desember 22, 2014

Desember 18, 2014

Surabaya kelabu

Langit seakan marah menghempaskan semuanya
Tak lagi berintik melainkan lebat dan basah
Angin menambah kemarahan langit
Semuanya basah tak tersisa lagi

Guntur turut menambah suasana kian kelam
Tak disangka tak diduga terjebak dalam kabut
Tumpahan tak terbendung membasahi bumi
Malam surabaya kian tak bertepi hujannya malam

Sebagian berteriak horrey waktunya rejeki datang
Bagaikan katak yang bergembira datangnya hujan
Ojek payung datang silih berganti menawarkan jasa
Langit tak suka melihatnya bergembira

Dilemparkannya guntur dan kilat membelah langit
Menjerit ngeri kala melihatnya bertaburan
Lebatnya hujan tak bisa diperkirakan lagi
Angin pun menambah dingin malamnya Surabaya

@surabaya plaza 18 December 2014

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Happy Birthday My Brother and Welcome My Lil Niece