Februari 27, 2015

I can say I am Happy

Dear diary, yes long time I never update blog or my journal because I am busy with some my project and I can say the two chapter already finish and now just the last chapter. I am glad and I am happy because something "magic" come again in my life.

I don't know how it can be happened but at least I am feel so happy and I am glad. Dear diary, a few days already march and that is mean my sister wedding will be soon be real. I am also happy for my sister and I am also glad she find her soul mate and they make their dream become true. I wish one day I can be like her too. Making my dream come true to make my own

Februari 25, 2015

Wedang Ronde Reciepe


When I studied in Yogyakarta, I love to drink wedang ronde. It is a traditional drink of Javanese native herbs. A special dough while Ronde is composed of a mixture of rice flour and brown sugar to form the dots and the section which contains the crushed peanuts. To establish Wedang Round, round dough is dipped into the ginger water is still hot.

I also love to make it by myself


INGREDIENTS:
500 grams of ginger, peeled and thinly sliced
1 kg of sugar
2 lt of water
1 stalk of cinnamon
10 cloves
3 btr cardamom
5 kaffir lime leaves lbr
5 stalk lemongrass
5 lbr pandan

BOLA-BOLA:
100 gr glutinous rice flour
100 grams of warm water enting-enting obese

COMPLEMENTARY:
100 grams of peanuts, shelled, roasted
100 gr and fro, sliced ​​thin, put a red dye, boiled

HOW TO MAKE:
Ronde syrup: Boil water, put the ginger, sugar, cinnamon, clove, pandan, kaffir lime leaves, lemongrass and cardamom. Boil until the water shrank by 1.5 lt. Filter. Set aside.

Ronde BOLA-BOLA: glutinous rice flour mix with warm water to be dipulung. Spherical shape, flatten, fill with beans enting-enting, round it off again. Boil water enter the round, and cook until floating. round dots that indicate when it is ripe. Lift. Drain. Enter into the ginger water to prevent sticking.

PRESENTATION: Dilute round syrup to taste, just add hot water. Serve ginger ale with a circle round, to and fro and peanuts.

Februari 24, 2015

Angel Eye Lyric by Michel Learn to Rock

Uh, my roommate maniac GGS (Ganteng-Ganteng Serigala) so I hear this song until waiting my serial movie Jodha Akhbar




She blinded me with her light
It's such a beautiful sight
The way she moves like an angel
She's got me walking on air

Angel eyes
Rays of hope that hypnotize
They're a blessing in disguise
Lightning up my life

We can play
In our secret hideaway
We can go there everyday
Time is on our side

She blinded me with her light
It's such a beautiful sight
The way she moves like an angel
She's got me walking on air

Angel eyes
There will be no compromise
Now that I have realized
What they mean to me, oh yeah

She blinded me with her light
It's such a beautiful sight
The way she moves like an angel
She's got me walking on air

She brought heaven to me
Just like a symphony
The way she talks like an angel
A language out of this world

I'm not a superstitious mind
Not a spiritual kind
But she became a revelation to me
She made me believe

She blinded me with her light
It's such a beautiful sight
The way she moves like an angel
She's got me walking on air

She brought heaven to me
Just like a symphony
The way she talks like an angel
A language out of this world

She's the sun that makes the rainbow
She's the blue sky when it's cloudy in my mind
She's the thunder, she's the lightning
She's the weather that keeps blowing throughout time

She's the sun that makes the rainbow
She's the blue sky when it's cloudy in my mind
She's the thunder


 

Februari 23, 2015

Perjalanan Iman

Semua mengatakan memiliki iman yang kuat, bahkan samapai ada orang yang menjudge bahwa seseorang itu tidak memiliki iman. Wow, hebat bukan opini setiap orang? Tidak heran jika terjadi perpecahan yang dasyat antar agama, menganggap satu option adalah yang terbaik. Tetapi disini, aku tidak membahas mengenai perbedaan agama. Aku hanya ingin berbagi perjalanan iman yang terkadang naik dan turun.

Tentu setiap manusia yang bernafas merasakan kehidupan yang pelik, kesusahan,, kesengsaraan dan juga masih banyak kata-kata yang negatif yang bisa diucapkan, apakah hal tersebut akan mempengaruhi perjalanan iman kita? Harus aku akui, imanku tidaklah sesempurna itu. Terkadang aku jatuh bangun dalam menghadapi kehidupan ini.

Terkadang disatu sisi, aku merasa bahwa Tuhan sangat baik padaku, pada kesempatan lain aku merasa iman aku diuji melewati batas kesanggupan aku sendiri. Aku menangis semalam, merasa terpukul dan bersedih. Aku menanggis dan tak berdaya bahwa nasib telah mempermainkan diriku. Banyak keputusan dan pengorbanan yang aku lakukan tetapi ternyata semua berbalik melawanku. aku tak berdaya dan aku tak sanggup melihat mimpiku satu per satu sirna ditelan gelapnya malam.

Aku tidak memiliki kata untuk berdoa, aku merasa dunia kecil yang aku bangun sudah terpuruk dan terjatuh. Aku tidak memiliki gairah kehidupan itu lagi. Kemudian, aku mengingat semua kebaikan yang Tuhan berikan kepadaku dari waktu ke waktu. Aku mulai bangkit kembali mencoba meraih segalanya dari awal. Walaupun hancur dan sedih, setidaknya pondasi perjalanan imanku tidak seruntuh topan yang menghadang kehidupanku saat ini.

Bisa kamu bayangkan semua mimpi dan cita-citamu terhempas dan kamu tidak memiliki apapun, kamu juga harus bertahan hidup untuk mencapai tujuan yang kamu inginkan? Tentu saja keputus asaan yang menang tetapi aku bersyukur bahwa aku masih memiliki puing-puing perjalanan yang menguatkan imanku. Jatuh bangun dalam kehidupan kerohanian adalah hal yang biasa tetapi jangan sampai kita melupakan pondasi iman itu sendiri.

Walau aku akuin itu sulit saat melihat semuanya hancur di depan mata dan tak tersisa apapun. Harapan pun juga sirna, terus apa yang mau diperjuangkan? Seperti koin disetiap sisi koin selalu memiliki gambar yang berbeda tetapi memiliki nilai yang sama. Itu yang membuat aku bertahan, dalam arti berhubung aku kristen, pegangan Alkitablah yang membuat aku kuat untuk bertahan dan merajut mimpi yang tertunda. Aku bangkit dari kegagalanku. Saat ini aku berjuang bertahan hidup di kota besar dengan tabungan yang kian menipis dan juga harapan bahwa apa yang aku kerjakan selama beberapa bulan ini akan berhasil manis. 

Februari 20, 2015

Strong Enough to Stand by Myself

I never say I am strong but I can say I am not weak
I can't say I don't need someone but I can be myself
I never say I give up with someone hurt my feeling
Because sometimes it will make me realize I am not robot

I can't say I am strong to see the world with my eyes
But I am strong enough to make my own challenge
I never say I am weakness with my feeling every day
I just need time to be strong enough to stand by myself

I don't need good words from the people to make me good
I just need your pray to make me strong enough to stand
I never say leave alone is something wonderful time in alive
But it can be good time to know myself well then you realize

I never say I am perfect woman for you and all your friends
But I just ordinary woman who want to be myself and happy
Become woman who I wanna be a strong enough to stand
To look the world and say everything is fine for us

I can't stand with you if you never allow me to understand you
Because how I know you if I never have change to communication
I just human with the feeling because I am not robot who can turn on and off
Do you want me to be human or just robot which it don't have feeling

I am strong enough to stand by myself although you hurt me so badly
I am strong enough to be myself and take it by myself as the way I am
I am not perfect and I won't to be perfect I just wanna be me
Open minded, responsible, dreaming and work hard and fall in love

Thanks God almost Done

Dear diary, finally what I am doing almost done, already 60 percent. Just making Malang, Bromo Mt articles plus the way to speak Indonesia and current money of Indonesia. Then my book for guiding book will finish. I wish this week will finish all. I can't imagine it need almost a few months to make it work. But I am so happy.

Dear diary, although what I expected is not like what I expected but I won't disappointed or feel so blue with the long time. I should finish make a few books this month because start next month my return to find job in Jakarta. I won't keep my dream lost; I am strong although I am not strong enough but I don't want fall down in the deep sadness.

Dear diary, I do believe God although I never know what He wants me to do and what His plan in my life. Almost all my dreams gone. My sister wedding on March, end of March. Last year I think I can introduce someone in this event but It can't be happened to me. Am I sad? of course I am sad, it is like my life burn suddenly, I feel so blue in a few weeks and it is o.k Although I am feeling blue that is not mean I should feel frustration hole of my life.

Like I said that is o.k become sad when what your life expected become mess, if it including your fault but if it can't be change or get another opportunity that is not mean you should sad all the time. Let's making it happened. To be success in your relationship, career are not so easy. It never easy but believe it in God work and pray for it and do the best for it.

Dear diary, maybe it sounds like nonsense but when I feel sad, I don't know what it can be magic I have something strong to make me feel so amazing again although it is so hard to move. I move it slow step by step but at least I can be little strong. God, please help me to make this finish and become success. Nothing happened if God is not help me.

Februari 19, 2015

Kill the Time with Horror Movie

I am afraid, she is also afraid but we kill the time with the horror movie. At least just make me feel little scare and yea you can bet it readers. Sometimes I "imagine" something horror in the rest room in the boarding house. The white shadow hahahahaha. O.k stop talking about horror, it make my heart bit so fast and when the scary action, I better close my eyes and busy with my laptop to keep writing it really hard time for me to finish it. I want all good although I don't know because the readers who can judge it right.

WHEN watch horror movie the good advice don't watch it in the night because it still in your mind and you can't sleep well, It will make you feel unhealthy in early morning. that is just the suggestion. Watch it with your friends who has brave then you. If both the "chicken" it will difficult hahaha because it will become the high level when you open your eyes and the scene still in the scary action.

But that is will making something different, making you feel un-believe  but that is nice too, making the bad thing gone for a whileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................................

Wedang Ronde Recipe | Herbs Java Drink


When I studied in Yogyakarta, I love to drink wedang ronde. It is a traditional drink of Javanese native herbs. A special dough while Ronde is composed of a mixture of rice flour and brown sugar to form the dots and the section which contains the crushed peanuts. To establish Wedang Round, round dough is dipped into the ginger water is still hot.

I also love to make it by myself sometimes, when I have free time. This is the recipe how to make my favorite wedang ronde.


INGREDIENTS:
500 grams of ginger, peeled and thinly sliced
1 kg sugar
2 liters water
1 stalk of cinnamon
10 cloves
3 btr cardamom
5 kaffir lime leaves lbr
5 stalk lemongrass
5 lbr pandan

BOLA-BOLA:
100 gr glutinous rice flour
100 grams of warm water enting-enting obese

COMPLEMENTARY:
100 grams of peanuts, shelled, roasted
100 gr and fro, sliced ​​thin, put a red dye, boiled

HOW TO MAKE:
Ronde syrup: Boil water, put the ginger, sugar, cinnamon, clove, pandan, kaffir lime leaves, lemongrass and cardamom. Boil until the water shrank by 1.5 lt. Filter. Set aside.

Ronde BOLA-BOLA: glutinous rice flour mix with warm water to be dipulung. Spherical shape, flatten, fill with beans enting-enting, round it off again. Boil water enter the round, and cook until floating. round dots that indicate when it is ripe. Lift. Drain. Enter into the ginger water to prevent sticking.

How to serve: Dilute round syrup to taste, just add hot water. Serve ginger ale with a circle round, to and fro and peanuts. Yummy

Mimpi yang Tertunda

Tidak sejalan seperti apa yang kamu harapkan dan inginkan. Bukan berarti itu adalah akhir dari segalanya. Itu adalah mimpi yang tertunda saja. Banyak hal yang terjadi sejalannya kehidupan ini, ada suka dan duka yang mewarnai setiap nafas kehidupan. Sakit dan bahagia, suka-cita dan kesedihan, kegagalan dan kesuksesan itu semua hanya lah jalur kehidupan dimana kehidupan akan terus berjalan siap dan tidak siapnya seseorang.

Kesuksesan yang belum terjadi merupakan mimpi yang tertunda. Jangan pernh menyerah akan hal itu. Semangat meraih impian dan menjadikannya nyata. Karena itu adalah kehidupan yang sebenarnya.

Keep Spirit | Open Mind and Heart


Sometimes it easy to say Keep Spirit, open mind and heart. But it difficult to do. That is right, but don't give up whatever problems solve in our life. Still having hope and magic with the pray and work-hard. You see and look many success people in the world and it make you feel down, jealous or make you get inspiration to be like one of them? Every body has different journey of my life.

Maybe you look of them so damn lucky but from the begin it is not so easy. The word about "the grass neighbor  more green then yours" Sometimes that is not true, because you just see in the outside not the inside. Don't think about your life so poor and pity and sadness. Keep spirit and the most open your mind and heart. Look around you, some people lucky and some people unlucky; both of them still keep fight and try the best to keep their life more wonderful and magic.


I always said to my life I wanna be writer but sometimes I don't spend much time to do that. How come I can be writer? I said I want to travel around the world but I am afraid to do it because the financial and many stuff. But this time, I want to open my mind and heart and pray plus work hard to make it true. Many inspiration people in the world, many books offer to be writer travel and some get reject and some get that job. I would never give up and I still want to do it with spirit, dream, hope, pray and it will be come true. This time my project already 60 percent and it will be finish the end of this month and I hope I will get the publisher after someone damn me; I will never give up about that. I will give different sense of taste of the book and it is not wonderful like lonelyplanet but  I wish people will get the point the holiday in Indonesia but just still some part of Indonesia only Bandung-Yogyakarta and Batu-Malang. 

I wish one day I can do the best one to make literary too about my journal. This is the way I want to expression it. God please bless me for this project. Even it get mess coz of sponsor change his mind but that is o.k; I believe it and I work-hard for this and I wish it will be wonderful and amazing.

  • Life is not like what you expected dont give up
  • Someone damn you but God never let you down to deep
  • Every day will mess but one day it will magical
  • Don't give up what do you want | Still have another day to make it real
  • Learn and never give up to learn
  • Success is something what in your mind
  • Don't be jealous with other people life but make it become inspiration to become more good then that
  • Pray and never forget to get anything with your pray and work-hard
  • I forget pray sometimes but I always know and get remind I should make it work with pray and opportunity
Happy China New Year for the people who celebrate it | Keep spirit and get wonderful moment


Februari 16, 2015

It was not Crash just Took Wrong Turn

Sometimes when you feel your world end but that is not true. If your dream is like gone, it was not crash just took wrong turn that's all. That is my friend words. When you feel sad and blue, that is normal to feel that for a few days but it is not the reason to make your world end. Because it just one step to get the success.

Keep spirit as always is not easy when you fall down from the high building but it is not kill your spirit just make you feel tired. But when you already take a rest and find the way to climb it back. Don't miss hope.

Someday Lyric by Nina

I love music, music make my day is good when I feel sad, that is true. Reading book also will make my mind keep strong and not so damn sad like in my heart.

"Someday"


Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere even if I cared

I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know that I'm not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

Cause, someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Right now I know you can't tell
I'm down and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears, they will all run dry
I won't have to cry sweet goodbye

Cause, someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
Oh, one day I'll forget about you
You'll see I won't even miss you
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see I won't even miss you
Someday, someday 

Happy Valentine

It's late but that is o.k

Happy valentine my friends and readers, how was your day in that day? I wish all better then you expected. If not, that is o.k everyday is valentine right.


Thank You Lyric by Dido

Lunch time and hearing this song to cheers you up

"Thank You"


My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
and even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the
day
and then you call me and it's not so bad
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and
through
then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
and even if my house falls down now, I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life
[x2]


Februari 13, 2015

Kehidupan

Ketika cinta itu datang yang ada hanyalah kebahagiaan. Semuanya itu
terpancar dari senyuman dan tingkah laku. Bagaimana pada saat terluka,
terbanding terbalik. Namun kehidupan tidaklah seindah dongeng. Karena
dongeng hanyalah pengantar tidur agar bermimpi indah. Bukankah
bermimpi itu menyenangkan! Lebih menyenangkan mimpi indah atau buruk?
Pasti semua mengatakan serempak mimpi indah. Terkadang mimpi tidaklah
menjadi kenyataan.

Biarlah semua berlalu, menutup lembaran lama, perkara lama, kepedihan
dan kesedihan itu tertutup dalam berkas-berkas lama. Bila itu bisa
dilakukan maka hidup ini tidaklah seberat yang dibayangkan tetapi
kehidupan bukanlah hal yang ringan dan juga tidak seenak sepotong
coklat belgium tetapi kehidupan juga tidak sepahit kopi hitam pekat
tanpa gula ditambah arang.

Janganlah memandang kehidupan hanya dari sisi satunya saja, bukankah
koin memiliki dua sisi yang berbeda tetapi memiliki nominal yang sama.
Begitulah kehidupan tidak bisa dilepaskan dari kesedihaan dan
kegembiraan. Tidak percaya? Jika kamu tertawa berlebihan maka kamu
akan mengeluarkan air mata, sama seperti saat kamu merasa sedih
mengeluarkan "zat" yang sama, air mata. Tidakkah nilainya sama?
Walaupun begitu tak seorangpun mau berduka, itu adalah kehidupan yang
kita pikirkan.

Kenyataan setiap kita bernafas, permasalahan akan selalu ada dan ada.
Kuatkan hati, pikiran dan jiwa. Buat hal itu memiliki makna dan arti
yang sama dalam kehidupan yakni pembelajaran hidup.



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Blue Sky

Dear diary, my days were so heavy, something like missing in my life. I know the reason but I can't tell you this time. Jakarta is raining all the time over and over again, never stop. Some part in Jakarta got flooding everywhere till 2 meters. Wow, this year more worse then last year I guess.

Dear diary, do you think God still love me? I know the answer but why this time I don't feel like that. But I should have faith, God still love me, although I am far from Him. Already a few day I am trying to ask His forgiveness because I know I seldom go to church and when in church my mind is not focus to His words from the pastor.

Dear diary, I know so well God loves me and care of me, I still remember the memories when I go to an adventure, how I get trouble with the strange man and also how I get easy when every hotel, inn and homestay full. How I get the "people" kind with me in the train and help me to find a way. Dear diary, I know I am not good person to give good words for that. Sometimes I miss to be speaker in church to tell the people how is God so bless me and help me and care me in all my journey in my life.

I know, my life is not perfect and also my mind and my body, I know exactly it is not perfect because nobody perfect. I am still try to find desire of my life, find my way to find good job and also good soul mate to help me and teach me about relationship, trust, beloved, understanding, strong to make good relationship till the world end, at least till my last breath. 

I am not such a romantic like in my favorite movie about romantic scene. I want someone teach me about that. I also belong to be loved, I also don't expected hurt day by day and tears turn from my eyes and my feeling become blue. Dear diary, feeling so sad really tiring then you go travel in the rain season. Although you got trouble, sick but you have happy feeling about the adventure and also the day after that. When all gone, it is like someone throw you from the high building to the down.

Dear diary, my sadness is enough and tomorrow I will back to keep spirit and then I will keep it and sent it. Whatever if it can't useful or just become spam I don't care, at least I do try best as I can do. I have nothing to return it. But I have story to make it back maybe if this person want to do it, if this person smart. Dear diary, I don't know what this person think about me and what I am thinking about this person. Everything is blur and hurt, but I hope one day it will be clear and misunderstanding will be gone and it just become good way both of us and get the success together as professional relationship only. If it can be, I don't know.

I don't have power to change the past, but I want do best for the day. Although for survive so difficult this time. But I am trying and try to be happy although nobody know what I am feeling and I am doing. Dear diary, I know just God know about this. That is ok, when people ask am I ok. Then I will say and smile I am Ok.


                                      I imagine the happiness but I got the sadness
                                     I imagine the freedom but I got the jail
                                  That is life never get what you want

Everybody has a dream and dream is something wonderful when you think and feel about it. The happiness and ending with the romantic and success life. But when the dream is just dream? Like weslife song, band from Irland said

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Believe your dream and it will be something good happened, if it can't be happened when you already dream? what will you do and say?

The Bible say about the Happiness

I imagine the happiness but I got the sadness
I imagine the freedom but I got the jail
That is life never get what you want

Everybody has a dream and dream is something wonderful when you think and feel about it. The happiness and ending with the romantic and success life. But when the dream is just dream? Like weslife song, band from Irland said

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Believe your dream and it will be something good happened, if it can't be happened when you already dream? what will you do and say?

The Bible said about Happiness


Ecclesiastes 3:12-13 I perceived that there is nothing better for them than to be joyful and to do good as long as they live; also that everyone should eat and drink and take pleasure in all his toil—this is God's gift to man.

Psalm 1:1-6 Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers; but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water that yields its fruit in its season, and its leaf does not wither. In all that he does, he prospers. The wicked are not so, but are like chaff that the wind drives away. Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous; ...

John 16:24 Until now you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.

John 14:1 “Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me.

Psalm 34:8 Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!

Isaiah 26:3-4 You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord God is an everlasting rock.

Luke 6:43-49 “For no good tree bears bad fruit, nor again does a bad tree bear good fruit, for each tree is known by its own fruit. For figs are not gathered from thornbushes, nor are grapes picked from a bramble bush. The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks. “Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and not do what I tell you? Everyone who comes to me and hears my words and does them, I will show you what he is like: ...

Galatians 5:22-23 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.

Matthew 5:3-10 “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. “Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. “Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. ...

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Ecclesiastes 2:1-26 I said in my heart, “Come now, I will test you with pleasure; enjoy yourself.” But behold, this also was vanity. I said of laughter, “It is mad,” and of pleasure, “What use is it?” I searched with my heart how to cheer my body with wine—my heart still guiding me with wisdom—and how to lay hold on folly, till I might see what was good for the children of man to do under heaven during the few days of their life. I made great works. I built houses and planted vineyards for myself. I made myself gardens and parks, and planted in them all kinds of fruit trees. ...

Proverbs 16:20 : Whoever gives thought to the word will discover good, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord.

John 3:16 :  “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

Ecclesiastes 7:14 : In the day of prosperity be joyful, and in the day of adversity consider: God has made the one as well as the other, so that man may not find out anything that will be after him.




Februari 12, 2015

Cinta yang Mendalam | Horns Movie

Bila mencintai seseorang, apakah seseorang itu rela membunuhnya? Dituduh membunuh wanita yang dicintainya membuatnya sangat sedih. Jatuh cinta pada padangan pertama saat masih kecil di sebuah pertemuan gereja. Seorang gadis cantik yang duduk di deretan bangku sebelah kiri dan paling belakang mempermainkan konsentrasinya dengan sebuah mata kalung yang membuat cahayanya menyilaukan matanya. Pandangan dan perhatiannya terfokus padanya hingga dewasa.

Mimpi dan cita-cita dirajut bersama, tetapi ketika sang kekasih menolak menikahinya, membuat pedoman hidupnya hilang dan lenyap seketika. Impiannya untuk membuat sebuah keluarga bersama kekasih pujaan hatinya tidak akan terkabul. Rasa frutasi dan marah di hari istimewa membuatnya meninggalkan tempat itu dan pada keesekoan harinya, polisi membangunkannya sedang tertidur di dalam mobil, lalu......

Flashback, pemuda 26 tahun, Ignatius “Ig” Perrish terbangun di suatu pagi setelah mabuk-mabukan semalaman setelah bertengkar hebat dengan pacarnya. Naasnya, sang pacar  sudah menjadi mayat pada pag harinya. Ig dikenal sebagai anak dari musisi terkenal dan adik dari bintang televisi, Terry Perrish. Di kampung halamannya, Gideon, New Hampshire, Ig memiliki status dan selalu merasa aman, namun kasus pemerkosaan dan pembunuhan pacaranya, Merrin Williams, mengubah semuanya.

 Meskipun ia dinyatakan tidak bersalah dan tidak harus membayar denda apapun, di mata publik, ia dianggap bersalah. Ia diburu oleh media dan didemo oleh warga sekitar. Suatu hari, saat ia mabuk dan menghadiri peringatan hari kematian gadis impianya itu, ia bertemu dengan teman lamanya dan diajak ke rumahnya.  Saat ia bangun, tanduk kecil muncul dari pelipisnya. Ini mengejutkannya. Tanduk tersebut terus tumbuh.

Saat Ig meninggalkan apartemennya, temannya, Glenna Nicholson memberitahu secara aneh bahwa sejujurnya ia merasa aneh memahami keinginan Ig untuk berpesta, ia merasakan perasaan Ig yang merasa tidak diinginkan dan fakta bahwa ia melakukan oral seks dengan Lee Tourneau pada malam sebelumnya. Pengakuan yang membuat Ig merasa aneh. Ig pergi ke sebuah klinik untuk mengatasi pertumbuhan tanduk di kepalanya. 

Ia menemukan bahwa orang-orang tiba-tiba secara terang-terangan mengungkapkan keinginan jelek mereka, dorongan berbuat hal-hal jahat, opini objektif dan keinginan-keinginan yang sebenarnya yang ingin mereka lakukan, kepada Ig. Dan tidak ada satupun orang yang ia temui merasa terkejut melihat tanduknya. Nampaknya mereka sudah terbiasa. Dan saat Ig menyentuh orang lain, ia bisa mengetahui identitas dan rahasia tergelap orang itu. Bahkan, ia menyadari bisa mempengaruhi orang lain untuk menyerah pada dorongan jahat di dalam hati mereka. Ig bisa membuat orang melakukan hal-hal jahat yang belum ingin mereka lakukan. Ia merasakan pengalaman ini dengan dokter, petugas polisi, imam gereja, biarawati dan orang-orang lain yang ia temui. 

Tidak hanya tanduk, ia mulai mengalami kejadian luar biasa, seperti didekati oleh ular dan memiliki tongkat bercabang tiga seperti kepunyaan iblis. Sampai di rumah, ia menemukan bahwa orang tua membencinya dan percaya bahwa ia menjadi pembunuh Merrin. Ia bertemu saudaranya, Terry, yang nampaknya menjadi satu-satunya anggota keluarga yang simpati padanya. Namun, di bawah pengaruh kekuasaan tanduknya, Terry mengakui bahwa ia pernah bertemu terakhir kali dengan sang kekasihnya tetapi pada saat malam naas itu, Merrin sedang diantar pulang dan minta berhenti ditengah jalan. Sang kakak hanya menunggu di mobil dan tertidur. Saat terbangun tiba-tiba ada darah dan batu di dalam mobilnya. Ia ketakutaan saat mendapati Merrin meninggal dalam keadaan mengenaskan dan ia pun membuang "barangbukti itu" dan menutupin semua kejadian.

Padahal pelaku sebenarnya adalah.........................

Cinta yang mendalam, so sweet ya, jika ada seseorang yang mencintai kita dengan sangat mendalam, meskipun sangking dalamnya menjadi "benci" karena pemikiran negatif padahal itu bukanlah hal yang sebenarnya. Apa yang nampak belum tentu benar. Pikiran mengenai kekasih menolak lamarannya karena pria lain, mematahkan semuanya. Ia meninggalkannya karena dia dineaknosa kanker. Ia tidak ingin bernasib sama seperti ibunya yang ditinggalkan ayahnya karena penyakit itu. Ia memilih merahasikannya, namun nasih berkata lain. Ia malah di perkosa dan dibunuh oleh sahabat pacarnya sendiri. Obsesi cinta juga terkadang mengerikan.

Genre : Thriller
Tanggal Rilis Perdana : 01 Oktober 2014 (AS)
MPAA Rating : Dewasa
Durasi : 121 min.
Studio : RADiUS-TWC
Official Site
CAST & CREW

Sutradara : Alexandre Aja
Produser : Alexandre Aja, Riza Aziz, Joey McFarland, Cathy Schulman, Adam Stone
Penulis Naskah : Keith Bunin
Pemain :
Daniel Radcliffe, Juno Temple, Max Minghella, David Morse, Joe Anderson, Heather Graham, Kelli Garner, James Remar, Laine MacNeil, Sabrina Carpenter

I am not Strong just Survive

A friend tell me I am strong but that is not true. I am not strong, i just survive because my life is not wonderful like in fairy tale. A friend said whatever my life so difficult I always try to be happy. I said that is not true, I just want to survive from the sadness life. Because life is not fairy tale and indeed, survive is make me strong. 

A friend told me, I am always busy to do many things. That is not true, I just try to make my day is useful although I just do little things, at least I am trying to make something different. I don't have anything to say I am a success and happiness person. I can say I am still learning about life, passion, love and find the way to fill it everyday. Can you tell me, what is love should be, what should life to be? what should passion to do? Many people will has many different way to answer it because many people have different experience and adventure.

Different culture also make some different opinion about live and attitude; I want to learning about it. Can you explain and tell me about that? What is your experience about the three opinion about it? So, I can learn it and I will be more understand about life, but it is so difficult to think and do it right. But learning is never end, that is what I say, learning never ending and never give up to learn until death. 

Life is

Sometimes no need words to explain anything, but behavior. It depend on situation, if you are near you can see it but if you are far the words will explain it. Is that true? I don't know, because someone judge me because of that. I can't blame it, but I just feel so sad and sorry. Ah, if you make mistake, then come back. If you think what you do is the right way then do it.

Everybody has different opinion but opinion and judgement sometimes make same the meaning. Depend on what do you think. Maybe you think you are the right person who do it. But I can't blame it, misunderstanding is something normal in alive. Yea, I know that so well, because I do it sometimes with my parents, my sister, my family and my friends. Forgiveness and try to fix it and start from the beginning. Then when it can't be then say Goodbye can be the best part maybe. But the first give a change to fix and start from it.

Ah, that is just my opinion and I am not smart about the feeling so just blew it and blew it :( that is this guy said about it.

Love You till End Lyric by Pogues



Pogues – Love You 'till The End Lyrics

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Oh why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end
I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh, not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words, don't tell me
'Cause all I can say
I love you 'till the end

All I can say
I love you 'till the end

More Time Lyric by Needtobreath

Lyric in the night, busy time can't shared nice song lyric.

"More Time"

I promised you the world again
Everything within my hands
All the riches one could dream
They will come from me

I hoped that you could understand
That this is not what I had planned
Please don't worry now
It will turn around

Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we'll be fine
So say what's on your mind
Cause I can't figure out just what's inside

I hoped that you could understand
That this is not what I had planned
Please don't worry now
It will turn around

Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we'll be fine
So say what's on your mind
Cause I can't figure out just what's inside
So say alright
Cause I know we can make it if we try
Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we'll be fine

We're off to new lands
So hold on to my hands
It's gonna be alright
It's a whole lot brighter
So stand by the fire
It's gonna be alright
Yeah, the road gets harder
But it's not much farther
It's gonna be alright
You know that it ain't easy
Please believe me
It's gonna be alright

Please don't worry now
It will turn around

Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we'll be fine
So say what's on your mind
Cause I can't figure out just what's inside
So say alright
Cause I know we can make it if we try
Cause I need more time
Just a few more months and we'll be fine

My Favorite Movie Part 2

Do you like watch movie? I like too, of course you have favorite movie right. Me too :p This is some part of my favorite movie for romantic season. A walk to Remember and When in Rome and this is some part list which can make your valentine day more perfect in romantic way hahaha, maybe I guess.

3. PS. I Love You


Holly and Gerry are a married couple who live on the Lower East Side of Manhattan. They are deeply in love, but they fight occasionally. By winter that year, Gerry suddenly dies because a brain tumor. Holly realizes how much he means to her as well as how insignificant their arguments were.

Deeply distraught, Holly withdraws from her family and friends out of grief until they descend upon her on her 30th birthday. They are determined to prod the young widow to face the future and explore what her life choices should be. As they rally around Holly and help organize her apartment, a cake is delivered, and with it is a message from Gerry. It proves to be the first of several meaningful messages — all ending with "P.S. I Love You" — which he had arranged to have delivered to her after his death. As the seasons pass, each new message fills her with encouragement and sends her on a new adventure. Holly's mother believes that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past. But they are, in fact, pushing her into the future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly slowly embarks on a journey of rediscovery.

Gerry arranged for Holly and her friends Denise and Sharon to travel to his homeland of Ireland. They arrive at their destination, a house in the beautiful Irish countryside where they find letters from Gerry for Sharon & Denise, one asking Denise to take Holly to his favorite pub. While there, they meet William, a singer who strongly reminds Holly of her deceased husband. He asks her to stay to see him after his last song which he dedicates to her. Upon hearing it, she is overcome with emotion and walks out because it was the song Gerry sang to her shortly after they first met. During the vacation, while on a fishing trip they lose the boat's oars leaving the three women stranded in the middle of a lake. During their wait for help, Sharon announces that she is pregnant and Denise reveals she is getting married. This news causes Holly to relapse emotionally and again withdraw into herself. They are eventually rescued by William, whom Sharon and Denise invite to stay the night because of the pouring rain. Unable to deny their feelings for each other, they kiss, and William and Holly become intimate. They begin a conversation about her deceased husband and Holly asks William to drive her to visit her in-laws. Upon Holly revealing their names, William realizes she is the widow of his childhood best friend. Revealing this to Holly causes her to panic, but William calms her down and starts to tell stories about his and Gerry's childhood. The next day, Holly visits Gerry's parents and while there, she also receives a letter from Gerry reminding her of their first meeting.

Arriving home, Holly again withdraws from family and friends. As she continues to become more and more lost, she discovers she has a flair for designing women's shoes and enrolls in a class that teaches how to actually make the shoes she has designed. A new found self-confidence allows her to emerge from her solitude and embrace her friends' happiness. While on a walk with her mother, she learns that her mother was the one whom Gerry asked to deliver his letters after his death and receives the last letter. As the film ends with Holly taking her mother on a trip to Ireland, we see that Holly has opened herself up to the journey beginning with the next chapter of her life, and wherever it takes her she has the hope of falling in love again.
 
I like this movie because the way the letter sound, how is Gerry try to make his wife still alive and find her desire back after his death. Seldom a man/woman will do like this to his/her beloved.
 
4. You've Got Mail
 
This is old movie and actually I love this movie so badly, why? Yes bookstore. That is my dream too, to have bookstore including cafe. Ah, so sweet. When you got mail from stranger and you are interested with him/her and make an appointment to meet in the cafe.
 
Kathleen Kelly (Meg Ryan) is involved with Frank Navasky (Greg Kinnear), a leftist postmodernist newspaper writer for the New York Observer who's always in search of an opportunity to root for the underdog. While Frank is devoted to his typewriter, Kathleen prefers her laptop and logging into her AOL e-mail account. There, using the screen name 'Shopgirl', she reads an e-mail from "NY152", the screen name of Joe Fox (Tom Hanks) whom she first met in an "over-30s" chatroom. In her reading of the e-mail, she reveals the boundaries of the online relationship; no specifics, including no names, career or class information, or family connections. Joe belongs to the Fox family which runs Fox Books — a chain of "mega" bookstores similar to Borders or Barnes & Noble. Kathleen, on the other hand, runs the independent bookstore The Shop Around The Corner that her mother ran before her. The two then pass each other on their respective ways to work, where it is revealed that they frequent the same neighborhoods in upper west Manhattan. Joe arrives at work, overseeing the opening of a new Fox Books in New York with the help of his friend, branch manager Kevin (Dave Chappelle). Meanwhile, Kathleen and her three store assistants, George (Steve Zahn), Birdie (Jean Stapleton), and Christina (Heather Burns) open up shop for the day.

Following a day on the town with his eleven-year-old aunt Annabel (Hallee Hirsh) and four-year-old half brother Matthew (Jeffrey Scaperrotta) (the children of his frequently divorced grandfather and father, respectively), Joe enters Kathleen's store to let his younger relatives experience storytime. Joe and Kathleen have a friendly conversation that reveals Kathleen's fears about the Fox Books store opening around the corner, shocking Joe. He introduces himself as "Joe. Just call me Joe," omitting his last name, and makes an abrupt exit with the children. However, at a publishing party later in the week, Joe and Kathleen meet again, both of them being in the New York book business, where Kathleen discovers Joe's true identity.

Following suggestions from Frank/Joe via "NY152" Kathleen begins a media war, including both a boycott of Fox Books and an interview on the local news. All the while, "NY152" and "Shopgirl" continue their courtship, to the point where "NY152" asks "Shopgirl" to meet. Too embarrassed to go alone, Joe brings Kevin along for moral support. He insists that "Shopgirl" may be the love of his life. Meanwhile Kevin, looking in a cafe window at the behest of Joe, discovers the true identity of "Shopgirl." When Joe discovers that it is actually Kathleen behind the name, he confronts her as Joe (concealing his "NY152" alter ego – and feelings). The two exchange some bitter words and Joe leaves the cafe hurt, leaving Kathleen initially remorseful. Kathleen later returns home puzzled why NY152 might have stood her up.

Despite all efforts, The Shop Around the Corner slowly goes under. In a somber moment Kathleen enters Fox Books to discover the true nature of the store is one of friendliness and relaxation, yet without the same dedication to children's books as her independent shop. Eventually, her employees move on to other jobs; as Christina goes job hunting, George gets a job at the children's department at a Fox Books store (Joe later compares George's knowledge of the contents of the department to a PhD) and Birdie, who is already wealthy from investments, retires.

Allowing time for their electronic relationship to convalesce, Joe visits Kathleen while she is sick, and for the first time makes a favorable impression. Joe discovers that Kathleen has broken up with Frank, who is starting a relationship with Sydney Ann (Jane Adams), a talk show host who interviewed him. This is predated by one week by Joe and his uptight girlfriend, Patricia (Parker Posey), who broke up in their apartment building while stuck in the elevator. Kathleen and Joe develop a tentative friendship that blossoms over the course of a few weeks and they begin to spend more time with one another.

During this time, Joe as "NY152" mysteriously postpones meeting Kathleen. Finally, "NY152" and "Shopgirl" agree to meet for the first time since "NY152" apparently stood her up. Joe and his dog Brinkley (the topic of numerous e-mails) meet Kathleen at Riverside Park. Kathleen admits that she had wanted "NY152" to be Joe so badly, and the two kiss.
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Stupid Letter Love by Friday Night Boy

Good morning, wow a few days again Valentine. Mmmmm for the younger I think this is the best moment to say "I Love You" to the girl/boy who make your night become nightmare hahahaha. Ups, confused make letter love. Let's hear the song from Friday Night Boy



Stupid Love Letter Lyrics
"Stupid Love Letter" was written by Hitch, Neon / Levin, Benjamin / Stein, Andrew.

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Cupid shot me in the eye so they say that love is blind
Is she gonna say yes? Is she gonna say no?
What's she gonna say?

Am I moving too fast? Am I thinking too slow?
I just wanna know

So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you
Yeah you, from me to you
And all the time that I wasted on this stupid love letter to you
Fuck you, from me to you

You said no, you said no
So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you

Pick your heart up off the floor with good intentions at the door
Is she gonna say yes? Is she gonna say no?
What's she gonna say?

Am I moving too fast? Am I thinking too slow?
I just wanna know

So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you
Yeah you, from me to you
And all the time that I wasted on this stupid love letter to you
Fuck you, from me to you

You said no, you said no
So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you

Too late, all the damage is done, oh
There's no return to sender

So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you
Yeah you, from me to you
And all the time that I wasted on this stupid love letter to you
Fuck you, from me to you

You said no, you said no
So I took all night to write this stupid love letter to you

Read more: The Friday Night Boys - Stupid Love Letter Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Februari 11, 2015

I'll Stand by You Lyric by Pretender

This is old song but honestly I am keep searching this song and finally I find the correct title and I can hear this song again. My favorite song and I love it, let's sleep and hearing this song tonight. Good night and have a nice sleep | For other readers who from other part and the time behind Asia, have a nice day and work. Whatever you are keep spirit and love around you and your family

Pretenders – I'll Stand By You Lyrics
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Oh, why you look so sad, the tears are in your eyes,
Come on and come to me now, and don't be ashamed to cry,
Let me see you through, 'cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less,

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
Hey there, what you got to hide?
I get angry too, well, I'm alive like you.
When you're standing at the cross roads,
And don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, 'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you,
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Baby, even to your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you.
And when, when the night falls on you baby,
You're feeling all a lone, you're wandering on your own,
I'll stand by you.

I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you, baby even to your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you,
I'll stand by you,

I'll stand by you.
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you, baby even to your darkest hour,
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

My Favorite Romantic Movie Part 1

February is romantic moment, although you are still single. Doesn't mean you can't enjoy this moment. Let's watch romantic movie to spend the time when couple celebrate this moment in a few days again. What is your favorite movie? especially romantic movie. If you ask it about me, mmmm I can say I have many favorite, romantic movie. Do you want to know and maybe can be recommended for you to enjoy it with your family, or your soul mate because can't go out in Jakarta to much flood everywhere and also low budged this month hahahaha.

This is list my favorite movie, don't think about the number will be my most favorite but it just first title I remember, O.K

1. A Walk to Remember

This is one of my favorite movie long time ago and until this time, I never feel bored to watch it over and over. Why? Because it such a romantic movie ever and simple story and sound like true love. Based on Novel from Nicholas Sparks.  This is my favorite dialog: "Love is like the wind, you can't see it. but you can feel it."

A Walk to Remember is a novel by American writer Nicholas Sparks, released in October 1999. The novel, set in 1958-'59 in Beaufort, North Carolina, is a story of two teenagers who fall in love with each other despite the disparity of their personalities. A Walk to Remember is adapted in the film of the same name.

The story takes place when Landon is a 17-year-old high school senior. Landon lives in the small, religious town of Beaufort, North Carolina. His father is a genial, charismatic congressman. His father is not around very much, as he lives in Washington, D.C. Landon is more reclusive, which causes some tension in their relationship. Landon's father pressures him into running for class president. His best friend, Eric Hunter, who is the most popular boy in school, helps him and, to his surprise, Landon wins the in the school's production of The Christmas Angel.

 While Landon is not very enthusiastic about participating, he agrees to it anyway. Jamie, on the other hand, could not be happier about her new cast mate. Landon knows that if his friends learn about his role in the play, he will be teased relentlessly. One day at rehearsal, Jamie asks if Landon will walk her home, after which it becomes routine.

 A couple of days later, Eric mocks the couple during their walk home and Landon becomes truly embarrassed to be with Jamie. Meanwhile, Landon continues to learn about all the people and organizations Jamie spends her time helping, including an orphanage. Landon and Jamie visit the orphanage one day to discuss a possible showing of The Christmas Angel,but their proposal is quickly rejected by Mr. Jenkins. When Jamie and Landon were waiting to meet Mr. Jenkins, she tells Landon that all she wants in the future is to get married in a church full of people and to have her father walk her down the aisle. While Landon thinks this is a strange wish, he accepts it. In truth, he is beginning to enjoy his time with her.

One day, while they are walking home, Landon yells at Jamie and he tells her that he is not friends with her. The next day at the first show of The Christmas Angel, Jamie enters the stage dressed as the angel, making Landon simply utter his line, "You're beautiful," meaning it for the first time. Following that, Jamie asks Landon if he would go around town and retrieve the jars containing money collected for the orphans' Christmas presents. When Landon collects the jars, there is only $55.73, but when he gives the money to Jamie, there is $247. Jamie buys gifts for the orphanage, and Landon and Jamie spend Christmas Eve there.

Jamie's Christmas gift to Landon is her deceased mother's Bible. As they get in the car to go home, Landon realizes his true feelings for her. "All I could do is wonder how I'd ever fallen in love with a girl like Jamie Sullivan." He invites her to his house for Christmas dinner. The next day Landon visits Jamie at her house, where they share their first kiss on her porch. Afterward, Landon asks Hegbert if they can go to Flavin's, a local restaurant, on New Year's Eve. While Hegbert initially refuses, after Landon declares his love for Jamie, Hegbert allows it.

Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be better tomorrow...
Jamie: No. No, Landon! I'm sick. I have leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you! Y'know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! [tearfully] I do not need a reason to be angry with God.

On New Year's Jamie and Landon go to dinner, where they share their first dance. A couple of weeks later, Landon tells Jamie that he is in love with her. To his surprise, Jamie replies by insisting that he cannot be. In response, Landon demands an explanation, and Jamie reveals that she is dying of leukemia .

The following Sunday, Hegbert announces to his congregation that his daughter is dying. Jamie does not return to school the following Monday and that it is eventually learned that she is too ill and will never return to school. While they are having dinner at Landon's house, Jamie tells Landon, "I love you, too," for the first time. A couple weeks later, Eric and Margaret visit Jamie's house, where they apologize for ever being rude to her.

Eric gives Jamie the $400 that he collected for the orphanage. Jamie refuses to stay at the hospital, because she wants to die at home. In turn, Landon's father helps to provide Jamie the best equipment and doctors so she can spend the rest of her life at home. This gesture helps to mend the gap between father and son. One day, while sitting next to Jamie while she sleeps, Landon comes up with an idea. He runs to the church to find Hegbert and asks him for permission to marry Jamie. While Hegbert is reluctant, his refusal to deny Landon's request is seen by Landon as approval. Landon runs back to Jamie's side and asks, "Will you marry me?"

Landon and Jamie are married in a church full of people with Hegbert walking Jamie down the aisle. When they reach the front of the church, Hegbert says, "I can no more give Jamie away than I can give away my heart. But what I can do is let another share in the joy that she has always given me." Hegbert has had to experience so much pain in his life, first losing his wife, now knowing his only child will soon be gone, too. The book ends with Landon 40 years later at age 57. He still loves Jamie and wears her ring. He finishes the story by saying, "I now believe, by the way, that miracles can happen."






My favorite song in this soundtrack movie are Only Hope and Cry; the lyric so good. I also has the cd after watching this movie in cinema. Because I love it so badly when I was teen.


2. When in Rome


This movie can be said a Romantic Comedy because every plot will make you smile and laugh. Successful and single Beth (Kristen Bell), an art curator at the Guggenheim, is at a point in her life where love seems like a luxury she can't afford. Waiting for the "perfect" romance has embittered her. After flying to Rome to attend her younger sister Joan's (Alexis Dziena) impulsive wedding, she meets Nicholas Beamon (Josh Duhamel). He rescues her in a couple of difficult situations but they are both clumsy. Still, they hit it off.

As Beth comes to believe in love again, she sees Nick kissing another woman, who turns out to be the groom's (Luca Calvani) 'crazy cousin'. Slightly drunk and jealous at seeing Nick with another woman, she picks up coins (a poker chip, a rare coin, a penny, a trick quarter and a Euro) from the "fountain of love" (probably based on the Trevi Fountain). Joan tells her that legend says if you take coins from the fountain, the owner of the coin will fall in love with you.

Beth is pursued back to New York by a band of aggressive suitors whose coins she gathered, including a diminutive sausage magnate Al (Danny DeVito), lanky street illusionist Lance (Jon Heder), a doting painter Antonio (Will Arnett), and a narcissistic male model Gale (Dax Shepard). She must return the coins to the fountain to break the spell. As she falls in love with Nick, she realizes that the poker chip belongs to him and is convinced that he is under a spell, not truly in love with her.

Joan calls Beth on the day of a gala and tells her that the spell can also be broken by returning the coins to the original owner. Stacey (Kate Micucci), Beth's secretary, concerned about her, overhears the conversation and steals the coins. She believes that Beth would lead a better life with people loving her, regardless of the spell.

When Beth's suitors all show up together at her apartment, she tells them she does not love them and plans to return their coins. She also tells them of her love for Nick, but realizes that Stacey has stolen the coins. She sets off to retrieve the coins, aided by her suitors. All pile into a yellow Vespa 400 microcar (featured on the movie poster), which careens through city traffic, into a hotel and up an elevator.

Stacey returns the coins and Beth gives them back to their respective owners. Left with the poker chip, she calls Nick and thanks him for making her believe in love again. Nick makes his way to the gala to search for Beth in a sudden lightning storm that hits New York. There he happens to pick up his poker chip, dropped by Beth, and convinces her his love was true.

On Beth and Nick's wedding day in Rome, Lance tells her he had several poker chips, and Nick did not break out of the spell. While exchanging wedding vows, Beth hesitates and dashes out of the building. She revisits the fountain and wades in again.

Nick appears and joins her in the fountain. He said he had never thrown a chip in. He drops a poker chip in the water, and the priest is heard yelling, "Free of temptation!" Beth finally believes Nick and kisses him.

Nick:     The only spell I'm under, is yours. 
The love dialog when he and she meet again in the "pool"
Joan Martin: His name's Umberto. Umberto! How sexy is that? We met on a flight to Italy two weeks ago, and now we're getting married. In Rome!

Beth: Wow. That... Joan. Wow.

Joan Martin: He's the one, Beth. I know it, I can't wait until you meet him.

Beth: And when I do, I will have known him for... almost as long as you have.

Joan Martin: You know what? You're not exactly a role model when it comes to relationships.

Beth: Okay, maybe not. But that is because I have a relationship with my job. I love my job. And when I find a guy that I like more than my job, that's how I'll know he's the one.

and also this dialog


 Nick: I've got a question... why do you keep giving me my poker chips?

Beth: Because you deserve to have it back. You threw them into the fountain and wished for love, and I don't want to keep it anymore!

Nick: [looking confused] No I didn't.

Beth: You didn't?

Nick: No!

Beth: Then who did?

Nick: I have no idea.

Beth: Then this... is all real?

[Nick starts to answer and then stops himself. He climbs into the fountain with Beth and drops the poker chip in the water]

Nick: How's this for real?

Father Dino: [falling to his knees at the edge of the plaza] Ay, Dio mio! Free from temptation! Grazie!

Beth: [grinning in amazement as the Priest dashes off] Didn't you say, at Umberto's bachelor party...

Nick: ...the padre cleaned me out at the poker table? Yeah.










Valentine is Romantic Day

I don't care about the history of the Valentine day. I know every day is special day for couple. But sometimes busy with activity make romantic gone. So this the day just to remain you how to be special. Treat your couple become someone special, more special I mean.

Valentine is romantic day; that is why every February 14th always many store offer you many lovely stuff. When I go to book store, there is selling chocolate with the heart shape and the price variant to show your couple, how is he/she special to your life. The variant price cheaper till expensive, so every level can buy and show it. No need rich couple can do it, the poor people also can show it. 

Valentine day is every day but that is not wrong to celebrate it in "ONE DAY" together people around you. Life is Love, Love is Life. You can't life without love, you can't be love without life. That is one package. Shared it to people who love you and care about you.

Shared to parents, kids, friends and the most your soul mate. For single like me, don't worry you can shared love to the world. Making your day is blessing. Looking the happiness in people around you is something amazing. Although your heart broken but that is not the guarantee to be sad in alive.


Februari 10, 2015

Amazing Gracie Novel

Dari kemarin, aku ingin menuliskan review buku dari Sherryl Woods dengan judul Amazing Gracie, kalau di bahasa Indonesiakan judulnyasama penerbitnya diganti menjadi Anugerah Terindah. Ini merupakan buku
terakhir yang aku baca di tahun 2014.

menceritakan mengenai Gracie Mac Dougal yang memutuskan keluar daripekerjaannya dan kembali ke Kota Seagull Point, Virginia. Gracie bisa dikatakan wanita workocholic atau gila kerja. Diceritakan, Gracie adalah seorang manajer hotel bertaraf yang sangatgila kerja. Ia rela berpindah-pindah hotel dari daerah satu ke daerahyang lainnya hanya karena kegilaannya bekerja sebagai manajer hotel bertaraf internasional, yang pada suatu waktu ia sempat bekerja dihotel Wordwide yang di CEO-i oleh Maximillian Devereaux.

Namun, karena tetidakcocokan Gracie terhadap gaya memerintah Max,Gracie akhirnya berhenti dan memutuskan untuk mencari hotel lain.Gracie merasa tidak cocok dengan Max karena sifat Max yang tidak
begitu mementingkan kesopanan terhadap tamu, sedangkan Gracie sendiriingin selalu begitu menghormat para tamu yang singgah menginap. Padahal yang kecil pun Max tidak begitu peduli. Ia hanya peduli pada uang semata, tanpa memikirkan kenyamanan tamu. Bahkan kadang Max jengkelterhadap sikap Gracie yang selalu ingin mengganti setiap hari bunga yang layu di Wordwide. Bagi Max bunga diganti setiap seminggu sekali saja, karena dapat menghemat pengeluaran.

Meski Gracie memutuskan untuk tidak lagi bekerja di Wordwide di bawah arahan Max, Gracie tidak tahu mau pindah ke mana. Ia sudah tidak mempunyai orang tua, sanak saudara, dan teman. Setelah keputusannya
itu yang terlintas di benaknya hanyalah sebuah kota yang sempat iakunjungi bersama keluarganya waktu ia kecil dulu; sebuah kota Pantai Seagull Point di Virginia. Dia resign dari pekerjaannya karena merasa
sudah tidak memiliki konsep yang sama dengan bosnya, Maximillian Devereaux, CEO ketiga dari Worldwide Hotels.

Setelah pertengkaran kecil dengan Max karena urusan pekerjaan yang dianggap Max apa yang dilakukan Gracie tidaklah penting. Graice pun merasa konsep dan semua hal yang telah dilakukannya tidak dibutuhkanlagi disini. Dia pun memilih keluar dari perusahaan tersebut. Gracie sangat mencintai pekerjaannya sebagai pengelola hotel dan mengurus hal-hal kecil dan selalu bersikap perfeksionis. Dikarenakan sekarang Max adalah pemimpin hotel dan melakukan perubahaan yang besar dalam mengelola penginapan membuat pekerjaan impiannya menjadi mimpi buruk.

Memutuskan resign, mengecek keuangan dan akhirnya Gracie memutuskan liburan selama lima bulan kedepan. Dia memilih Seagull Point, dalam peta Seagull Point hanya seperti titik noda yang terletak antaraColonial beach dan Montross. Dia pun menyewa sebuah rumah melalui kantor agen properti. Rumah kecil didekat sungai menjadi pilihannya.

Saat berjalan-jalan ia jatuh hati pada rumah besar bergaya Victoria yang sudah rusak tetapi sinar matahari membuat rumah ini menjadi menarik. Dengan kondisi rumah tiga lantai yang nampak seperti rumah hantu. Tetapi Graice berpikir lain dia membayangkan rumah itu disulapmenjadi penginapan sederhana.

Ia mencoba mencari tahu siapa pemiliknya karena dia berniat membeli rumah tersebut. Karena rumah tua yang menghadap ke pantai akan menjadi daya tarik tersendiri untuk penginapannya nanti. Namun, niat untuk memiliki rumah tua itu tidak mulus. Dia dihalangi Kevin Patrick Daniels. Kevin adalah pemilik rumah tua bergaya Victoriaitu. Ia pria tradisional dan cukup terkenal di kota itu. Gracie mendambakan rumah tua itu, namun Kevin tidak tertarik untuk menjualnya. Berbagai negosiasi dicoba Gracie, tapi Kevin tetap pada pendirian awalnya.

Berbagai cara Graice untuk mendapatkan rumah itu, tetapi tidak berhasil. Sambil mencari cara, Graice menyadari kelemahannya jika ia ingin membuat penginapan. Dia tidak bisa memasak. Dia pun mencoba
membeli buku resep masakan. Seiring berjalannya waktu, ia pun mengenal beberapa orang dilingkungan desa kecil itu. Salah satunya, Mrs Johnson. Dia merupakan ahli memasak kue dan Mrs Johnson ini juga
berupaya untuk mendekatkan Graice dengan Kevin.

Kevin sendiri mulai tertarik dengan Graice tetapi kehidupan keluarganya yang complicated membuatnya urung. Hingga akhirnya Max menyusul Graice dan memintanya agar kembali bekerja dengannya. Suatu
cerita yang memiliki plot yang menarik, konflik, cemburu, cinta dan perjuangan, serta unsur komedi yang tidak picisan membuat novel ini menjadi urutan novel favorite yang patut dibaca.

Bagaimana kisah-kisah tokoh yang banyak di buku ini menjadikan klimaks yang baik. Benar-benar amazing book.



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*Keep Smile and Spirit*

Tomorrow will be Better Lyric by Att9

the picture 2 years ago in mid nite when I was Birthday
Raining day and Jakarta flood. Life is not like what you expected. Here this song in the raining season and you will be feel better. Keep spirit although rain, difficult life, problems solve you and you don't have power to handle it again. Remember, tomorrow will be better.

When you wake up in the morning
When you haven't started to think
There is a whole brand new day
Open wide and waiting for you
I know in life's sorrow,
you're on the verge of drowning
May your tears flea with yesterday
blow away with the wind

When you wake up in the morning
When you haven't started to think
The world is out there calling open
eyes to new beginning
A newborn sun is shinning
Chasing shadows from your mind
Everything will be alive,
under the sunshine's smile

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

No, I don't know what your name is
But you're so familiar to me
Cause we belong to one family
You can hear my heart calling
Life can be music,
rainbows can be reached
If you face yourself truly
keep striving for your dream

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

When you wake up in the morning
When you haven't started to think
There is a whole brand new day
Open wide and waiting for you
I know in life's sorrow,
you're on the verge of drowning
May your tears flea with yesterday
blow away with the wind

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

Come out from your corner
No doubt in join us
You can decide the future
Devote your youthful power to this world
Come together, hand in hand together
I know you'll do
We pray and believe
that tomorrow will be better.

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